What did I do
to deserve this?
Why did this
happen to me?
Where will
I end up now?
Who is coming
to save me?
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
What did I do
to deserve this?
Why did this
happen to me?
Where will
I end up now?
Who is coming
to save me?
Spending
another
day at
home in
reflective
solitudeWas much
preferable
to seeing
you and
your shitty
attitude
Thankfully,
tiredness
descends.
As upon
sleep,
sanity
depends.
Looking in
the mirror
gives me
a fright,
But I think
I had a
good time
last night.
I don’t
remember
much or how
I got home,
Thank
fuck I’ve
woken up
alone.
I
went
out
tonight
I tried
and I
failed
All
dreams
are now
curtailed
For that ship,
it seems,
has sailed
You say
it’s not me,
it’s you.But
you’re
a liar.And we
both know
that’s true.
Nothing makes this better
Everything makes it worse
A body straining in first gear
And a mind stuck in reverse
With my
heart
in my
mouth
And my
head
in my
hands
It saddens
me to realise
That no one
understands
Go on,
Keep crying.
It changes nothing.
Darkness
casts a
shadow
over my
headAs it
does
over
my
heartThoughts
and
dreams
of you
aboundAs does
sorrow
that we
had to
part
Up and down
Spinning around
No stability
to be found
Right and left
Side to side
Nowhere else
left to hide
Hang on,
where did
this sock
come from?
And where
the fuck
is the
other one?
I loved you,
When no one else did.
Remember that.
Come
with me,
he said,
take my
hand.
I want to
fly you to
Neverland.I’m sorry,
she said,
but there’s
no way
I can.
Please
say you
understand.
It actually
hurts to
listen to youLet alone
look you
in the eyePlease just
leave me
aloneFor I have
bigger fish
to fry
Drink,
drink,
and drink
again.
You know
that I’m
your only
friend.
On the
day I
summon
the courage
to callI know
you’ll be
there to
break
my fall
Don’t
want
the
truth?
Then
don’t
ask
me.
I
will
not
lie,
To
protect
your
sanity.
I took
the first
one this
morningThe rest
won’t be
as hard
to swallowSoon
my belly
will be
fullAnd I’ll
no longer
feel so
hollow
Why do
you get to
be happy
again
When
I don’t?
Why do
you get
to love
again
When
I won’t?
There
is no
more
hope.There
are no
more
dreams.My life
continues
to fall apart
at the seams,As I
lie here
thinking
of you.Wondering
what the fuck
I’m supposed
to do.Now.
You said
you wanted
to leave
And I
didn’t beg
you to stay
Now we
both lie to
someone else
And that’s
the price
we pay