Please let it be known….
You might have loved me when all were gone
It wasn’t their choice for receiving the silence in my voice
Alone I stood, for my sanity was a personal choice
Ditched the family of toxicity that was so prolifically alive
It wasn’t the way I wanted to experience & die in this lifetime
Love gifted (?) amongst a plethora of conditions to please thee?
To feed your personal desires and needs; as i suffered miserably
That’s the only reason you attempted to cared for me
For my skill to give your body a physical thrill
That’s all it boiled down to in the end
When will I be able to open my mouth wide again?
That’s when I knew it was the end…..
I’d rather love myself alone than be loved under conditions of my value & worth based on my ability to bring you to climax.
My life is a more than that….I’d rather be alone than someones toy to bone……
Thank you flowic for allowing me to project myself on your write….Much LOVE & LETTING IT FLOW!!!!
oh….my strength has increased a bit [pain not searing–just an ache–i’m alive]. I rested much today. There are webs I’ve woven that need repair. While my strength is with me. I must clean my nest………the rest will follow. I can not reach the second step w/out cleaning the first….my ceilings are low….won’t take me long. 🙂 [my random for you….i try to please 🙂 ] Thank you for letting me know me you hear my tone!
Ramblings Of A Fragile Mind 
Don’t leave and i’ll never chance forgetting!
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I’ve been the only one to love me the way i need when everyone abandoned me……that’s the end of my story. (hugs flowic)
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I know how you feel…
Hugs right back at you, my friend 🖤
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I gotta give myself a little more credit for the crazy b*tch i gotta deal w/all the time (wink)
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Ach, we all do! 🖤
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lol
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Please let it be known….
You might have loved me when all were gone
It wasn’t their choice for receiving the silence in my voice
Alone I stood, for my sanity was a personal choice
Ditched the family of toxicity that was so prolifically alive
It wasn’t the way I wanted to experience & die in this lifetime
Love gifted (?) amongst a plethora of conditions to please thee?
To feed your personal desires and needs; as i suffered miserably
That’s the only reason you attempted to cared for me
For my skill to give your body a physical thrill
That’s all it boiled down to in the end
When will I be able to open my mouth wide again?
That’s when I knew it was the end…..
I’d rather love myself alone than be loved under conditions of my value & worth based on my ability to bring you to climax.
My life is a more than that….I’d rather be alone than someones toy to bone……
Thank you flowic for allowing me to project myself on your write….Much LOVE & LETTING IT FLOW!!!!
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Your use of words is, as always, impressive 🖤
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oh….my strength has increased a bit [pain not searing–just an ache–i’m alive]. I rested much today. There are webs I’ve woven that need repair. While my strength is with me. I must clean my nest………the rest will follow. I can not reach the second step w/out cleaning the first….my ceilings are low….won’t take me long. 🙂 [my random for you….i try to please 🙂 ] Thank you for letting me know me you hear my tone!
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Fascinating. There are so many different tones that could be read in,and many different shades of meaning.
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Thanks so much! I always struggle with the fear that what I write is far too simplistic, so I’m glad you find it multi-faceted 👍🖤
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hurts when you can’t be loved back
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Totally 🖤
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