If you
notice
that I’ve
gone
There’s
no need
to worry
Sometimes
I have
to run
away
From
situations
in a hurry
But I’ll
most
certainly
return
So please,
fret
ye not
I will be
coming
back very
soon
To reclaim
my top
spot
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
If you
notice
that I’ve
gone
There’s
no need
to worry
Sometimes
I have
to run
away
From
situations
in a hurry
But I’ll
most
certainly
return
So please,
fret
ye not
I will be
coming
back very
soon
To reclaim
my top
spot
In a
different
timeAt a
different
placeThe
answer
would
stare
usRight
in the
face
I’m glad
you see
her good
sideAnd can
block out
her badBut I
have to
trust my
instinctAs it’s
all I’ve
ever had
I
don’t
mind
Leaving
your
bones
behind
But
I’ll
take
away
your
heart
For I
think
you’ll
find
Its
been a
while
since
I’ve
dined
On
meat
so
a la
carte
Fuck off
with your
‘One Day Only’
deals
The endless
emails and
pathetic
sales spiels
Think about
those already
in over
their head
And go hawk
your wares
somewhere
else instead
Fuck
this
shit
She
said
I’m
going
home
I’ll
walk
you
He
said
You
can’t
go alone
I
don’t
need
you
She
said
Why
don’t you
just drop
dead
You’ll be
sorry you
wished for
that
He
said
When
you’re
alone in
our bed
I’m sure
your star
shines
brightly,Up
there
in the
sky.I
search
for it
nightly,But it
always
passes
me by.
Hope.
The
ultimate
disappointment.
All I do is let
people downThey want
me to smileBut I can
only frownFor I no longer
have the energyTo be the person
they want me to be
Who knows
when our
time will
comeBut I fear
it’s not
just yetFor you
have to
forgive
yourselfAnd I
have to
forget
I hope it
all goes
well
todayI hope
with
all my
heartI just
couldn’t
bear it
if youHad to
live the
way I
now doAnd for
your lives
to be torn
apart
I can no
longer
look at
at your
faceMy
eyes I
have to
sheatheFor
tears
begin
to flow
at paceAnd I
can no
longer
breathe
As that
day draws
ever closerThe pain
cannot be
avoidedTo think
it was just
a year agoWhen my
whole world
imploded
Destiny or
free will?
Fate
or luck?
Either way,
I have to say,
I couldn’t
give a fuck.
Is that
the time,
he said,
I should
get my
things
and leaveWell don’t
let me
keep you,
she said,
for I have
others
to please
I’ll always
be the
better
person
But
there’s
no need
to sweat it
I’ll
always
be hanging
around
To make
sure you
don’t
forget it
Did you always love him?
Yes
Did he always love you?
No
Did that change anything?
Never
It
truly
is a
wonder
To see
such a
glorious
sight
My
heart
beats
like
thunder
As my
body
aches
with
delight
What
once
runneth
overIs
now
emptyWhat
once
was
painlessNow
there’s
plenty
As cold as the sun,
As warm as the snow.
As loud as the silence,
As high as the low.
This could be
the meaning of life,
For all I fucking know.
We
each
have a
choiceBut it
seems
my hands
are tiedMy
opinion
I cannot
voiceAs my
rights
have been
denied
Some pills
make it
better
Some
make it
worse
Sometimes
the only
solace
Resides
in written
verse
How
can
we
put
things
right?When
you
won’t
accept
you’re
wrong?
Fuck you,
cruel world,
fuck youNo-one
deserves
this shit
Why oh
why can’t
you write
such
poetry
for me?
For our
love is
forbidden
and so
could
never be!
I wish
I could
see in
myself,She
said,What you’ve
seen since
our affair
began.For that
you’d need
to love
yourself,He
said,And I
don’t
think
you can.
Searching
for
light
Raised
in
darkness
Our
numbers
grow
Despite
the
sparseness
Only I
know why
the caged
bird singsIt’s because
some bastard
clipped it’s
wingsYet as the
tears rise
and the
anger stingsThe bird
knows it’s
just one of
those things
The
words
advance
in waves
Their
ferocity
I cannot
stop
But all
too soon
there’s
nothing left
As I’ve
wrung
out every
last drop
It’s
over
We’re
done
Now pick up
your shit
And get
gone
I
suppose
that’s
the
end
of itNow
all’s
been
said
and
doneI
hope
you
find
it was
worth itNow
that
you
think
you’ve
won
It
was
so
good
to see
you
But
now
I’m
glad
you’ve
gone
You
remind
me too
much of
my life
before
And
what
has
since
gone
wrong
We can
leave
together,
He
said,
I promise
I’ll look
after you.
When
will you
grow up,
She
said,
You poor
misguided
fool.
Nothing
ever
seems
to work
out for
me
Perhaps
I’m
just
destined
to be
unhappy
To
forever
wander
around
wanting
more
Never
quite
accepting
I’m
already
done for
Words
can
never do
justiceTo the
utter
hatred
I feelFor all
the pain
you’ve
caused meFor these
wounds
that will
not healYou are
just
utterly
contemptibleTruly
bitter
and
twistedTo try to
make amends
now is
lamentableAs from
now on
you never
existed
The
black
sheepThe
ice
queenBoth
these
thingsI’ve
always
been
I cried for
hours this
morning
I found your
notebook in
my pocket
Now I’ve
started to
read it
I don’t
know how
to stop it
If
you
stand
by
meThen
I’ll
stand
by
youFor in
this
world
of
treacheryIt’s
all
we
can
do
‘A day without laughter is a day wasted…’
Oh fuck off Charlie,
Life’s far too complicated.
Let’s
all
raise
a glassAnd
make a
drunken
toastTo all
those
cruel
bastards
out thereWho
claim
they
love us
the most
Lingering
on the
ocean floorLurking
in the
starknessThis is
where we
both belongHidden
amongst
the darkness
I reckon
I could
manage
todayIf I
could
see
your
face
againI reckon
I could
find
a wayIf I
could
hear
your
voice
againI reckon
I could
try to
be okayIf I
could
hold
your
hand
againI reckon
I could
probably
stayIf I
could
kiss
your
lips
again
They say
you can
never go
home
againAnd I’m
starting
to believe
that’s
trueFor all
that resides
here now
is a world
of painAnd
far too
many
memories
of you
Love is
irrelevant
in the
great war
of life
For all it
leads to
is incessant
trouble
and strife
If it
was you
I saw
in that
doorway
tonightI hope my
presence
gave you
such a
frightThat
perhaps
now you
realise
I’m as
happy as
can beAnd
it’s just
you I no
longer
want
to see
Life was
cruel to him
And people
were cruel too
It was only me
who was kind
Me who stuck by
him like glue
You
pulled
me into
your
orbit
And
then you
promptly
jumped ship
I will
never
forgive
you for
that
You
fucking
piece
of shit
I feel
so small
my skin
crawls
with the
itch of a
thousand
years
eyes
bawl
from the
pain
while
all the
time you
laugh
from
behind
the wall
ready to
hurl
your
next
curveball
my way
You
know
nothing
about meYou
sanctimonious
cuntNow fuck
off and
leave me
alone
Maybe
one day
we’ll meet
againBut no one
knows
if that’s
trueSo until
such time
as that day
may comeI’ll just
lie here
and dream
of you
One by
one the
leaves
have
fallenAnd I
can no
longer
see your
shadowI
suppose
it is
Autumn
after allAnd all
hope
I must
now
forego
No one
sees
me as
anything
moreThan a
sad and
lonely
depressed
old boreA pathetic
waste of
space for
sureJust
another
nuisance
to ignore
You should
talk more,
he said,
open up
about
how you
feelIt’s not
possible,
she said,
for it’s
not my
secret to
reveal
I’m
learning
more and
more, day
by day.
Going to
lectures,
finding
my way.
Knowing
when to
work and
when to
play
Hoping
you’ll
be there,
on my
Graduation
Day.
I don’t
think
there’s
a way
out
I don’t
even
know
how I
got in
Perhaps
I should
just
scream
and shout
And
wait
for the
voices
to begin
You
once
were
mineBut
now
you’re
goneI was
once
on
cloud
nineNow I
can’t
even
see
cloud
one
How do you
want me to feel?
Guilty for trying?
Because I am not.
Guilty for crying?
Because I am not.
Guilty for lying?
Because I am not.
Guilty for dying?
Because I am not.
I’m on
the cusp
of something new
But I
don’t know
quite what to do
I just can’t
decide what’s
false and what’s true
Or when
would be the
right time to tell you
Your
obsession
with me
will wane
one dayThen all
of my
troubles
will fade
to grey
Hotel
rooms
Seedy
as fuck
But so full
of promise
All at the
same time
I’ll always
be better
than youOf that
there can
be no doubtFor you
really don’t
have a clueHow much
bullshit
you spout
If I
just
don’t
think
about
itThen
maybe
that
day
won’t
comeI’m
just
not
sure
I can
face itWhen
all
is
said
and
done
I’ll never be
who you want
me to beSo you’ll
just have
to accept itPlease stop
trying to
change meOr you’ll
just end up
rejected
You’ll probably never see me again
And I’m quite happy with that
As it’s the very least you deserve
For being such an obnoxious twat
Why oh why
did I try
to paint
my nails
on a train?Never will
I attempt
such a
ridiculous
thing again!
Darkness
swirls
inside
the pit of
emptiness
as it
screams
and
sprawls
around
me
Perhaps
I should
take
heart
now
that the
pit of
loneliness
is
behind
me
I’ll
say
it was
my
faultI’ll
take
all
the
blameJust to
protect
you
and
yoursFrom
feeling
this
terrible
shameBut
don’t
think
it’ll
lastI
won’t
stay
quiet
foreverOne day
I’ll
tell
the
truthAnd
all
ties we
will
sever
It
will
always
be
you
Just
look
what
you’ve
done
She
said
You’ve
gone
and
broken
my
heart
Don’t
pretend
you
didn’t
know
He
said
That
this
would
happen
from
the
start
It’s easy
for you to
pretend
nothing
is wrong
But
there’s
no way I
can
do it
Not after
all the
water that’s
gone under
the bridge
And how,
head first,
you
pushed
me in it
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