You
are
nothing
like
me
So
don’t
pretend
you
are
You’re
just a
mother
fucking
wannabe
Who
took
things
way
too
far
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
You
are
nothing
like
me
So
don’t
pretend
you
are
You’re
just a
mother
fucking
wannabe
Who
took
things
way
too
far
What
else
did
you
lose
She
asked
On
the
day
he
died?
All
the
love
and
respect
I
once
had
for
you
She
bitterly
replied
Not
even a
worldwide
pandemic
Is
enough
to make
you see
That what
happened
to us was
your fault
And you
should
apologise
to me
I
loved
talking
to you
so much
tonight
It
bought
a tear
to my
eye
It seems
there’s
no one
else I
want to
sit with
And
watch
the
world
go by
I
know
that
I
agreed
to
this
But
now
I
am
quite
scared
What
if
I’m
late
to
meet
you
Or
my
ability
to
talk
is
impaired?
What
about
if
you
realise
When
you
look
at
me up
close
That
I
really
am
quite
old
and
tired
And
the
thought
of
kissing
me
is gross?
Is
this
the
part
where
we
kiss?
Be
sure
to
let
me
know
I
wouldn’t
want
to
miss
such
bliss
Because
I’m a
little
slow
Disperse
and go
homeYou
ignorant
sodsYou
should
not needTo be
told by
the plods
The
enemy
isn’t
out
there
It
lives
within
us
all
That’s
what
makes
it so
deadly
And
what
will
be our
downfall
If I
have
to read
Another
status
update
I think
I will
be sick
I
get
it
You’re
bored
With
nothing
to do
But
stop
moaning
You
selfish
prick
Don’t
come
anywhere
near
me
I don’t
know
where
you’ve
been
There’s
no way
you are
touching
me
Until
your
hands
are
clean
Quod me nutrit me destruit
Always the
heroNever the
foolNever the
villainBut always
cruel
Out of
everyone
it could
have been
I didn’t
expect
it to
be you
I thought
you’d be
with me
forever
Not be
first
in the
queue
You may well clap
And call out a cheer
But what have you done
For the rest of the year?
Hearing you support us tonight
Really made me shiver
It’s just so galling that before now
You’ve sold the NHS down the river
If
your
decision
is already
made
Why
are
you
asking
me?
Just
take
your
patronising
questions
And stay
the fuck
away
from
me
So this is
what it
amounts to
All I have
to show for
my life
Do you
know
I can’t
actually
be arsed
Please,
just pass me
the knife
I’d
rather
miss
you
nowThan
miss
you
forever
No.
I’m
not
doing
it.You
can’t
make
me.Oh…
How
will
it
feel
She
asks
As
I don’t
think
I know
I’ve
forgotten
what it
means
She
says
When
something
stirs
below
If you
don’t
want
to be
with
me
Then
don’t
feel
you
have
to stay
I
am
quite
happy
by
myself
Or
finding
someone
else to
lead
astray
I’m
already
boredTurn
it
offOf
such
nonsenseI’ve
had
enough
Can
we go
for a
walk?
No
pressure
or
anything
But I
just
want
to
talk
About
you
About
me
And
about
what
we’ll
do
Once
we
are
free
You say
that
you’ve
had
enough
Well I
ask you –
what
about
me?
Surely
you
won’t
leave me
to drown
In
this
sea
of
hypocrisy?
What
is the
point
in any
of this
In
trying
so hard
all this
time?
What
do I
hope to
achieve
anyway
By
writing
this
useless
rhyme?
I
would
smash
that
glass
And
reach
for
your
hand
If
only
I was
allowed
Yet
we
have
no
choice
But
to
press
against
it
Hearts
broken
and
heads
bowed
Just shut up
You stupid cunts
It is nearly quarter to four
Just go home
To bitch and moan
And stop banging on the floor!
It is
just so
unbelievableThat things
have come
to thisWho or
what will
save us?As we
stare into
the abyss…
Never
have
you
gone
out
more
now
you’ve
been
told
to
stay
in
Leaving
it
to
fate
alone
to
test
the
theory
that
fools
never
win
Whilst
social
distancingAnd just
about
subsistingTo what
we are
witnessingThere is
no point
resisting
Sometimes
my words
are so
savage
I even
surprise
myself
It’s like
the page
I must
ravage
With no
care at
all for
yourself
No amount
of blood,
sweat and
tearsWill ever
be enough
to assuage
these fearsBelieve
meI’ve
tried
Whatever
it is you
want
from me
I just
don’t
have it
to give
As I’m
focusing
all of my
attention
On
finding
reasons
to live
What
keeps
us
togetherCan
also
tear
us
apartBut
what
ultimately
destroys
usMight
just
mend
a broken
heart
I don’t want just anyone,
I only want you.
To feel you,
Touch you,
Wrap my arms around you.
Hold you,
Squeeze you,
Bring me to my knees,
You.
It’s always been you.
Amongst
the worst
of the
liesAre the
ones
I tell
myselfFor the
safety
of my
sanityAnd the
goodness
of my
health
It’s
all
still
so
fucking
surreal
I
can’t
get my
head
around
it
Fuck
knows
what
I am
supposed
to feel
Let
alone
how
to
explain
it
This
can’t
go on
We
mustn’t
continue
As the
guilt is
seeping
Into
every
sinew
It
has to
stop
It
shouldn’t
have
started
As
we
made a
mockery
Of our
dearly
departed
So is this it
Do you think
Humankind
On the brink
Of utter demise
Total collapse
Never to see
Another sunrise perhaps
Or will we live on
For another chance
To think and to dream
Whilst our souls advance
I’m so
happy
I got
out of
there
As my
mind
was
going
fuck
knows
where
At
least
now
a smile
I can
wear
Whilst
I walk
around
without
a care
I
hope
you
will
remember
The
next
time
you
are
sad
I
could
have
been
there
for you
But
you
blew
each
chance
you had
So
now
you
will
find
me
Sitting
in my
ivory
tower
instead
Eating
strawberries
and
glugging
champagne
From
the
comfort
of my
bed
How
do I
love
thee?
Let me
count
the
ways
It’s a
lot more
than
spaghetti
But
not as
much as
bolognese
You’ve
stolen
my life
from me
In
oh so
many
ways
It might
have been
you that
died
But
I’m
the one
who pays
I could
have
stayed
in that
day
And we
never
would
have
met
Instead
I chose
not to
go
home
A
decision
I won’t
ever
regret
Xxx
Everybody’s
everythingBut
Nobody’s
nothingBoth at
the same
time
Please
take no
notice
of me
For I’m
as fucked
as anyone
can be
So don’t
let what
I write
enthrall
As it
is just
words,
after all
It’s
past
midnight
againAnd
still
I’m not
in bedWhen will
they stop
driving
me insaneThese
voices
inside
my head?
You only
wear
that
leather
jacket
To
give
you
somekind
of mystery
But I
can see
straight
through
you
After
all,
we
share
a history
I can walk along
Feeling fine
Then without warning
You’re on my mind
I break for home
Each step quicker
Heart in my mouth
Stomach ever sicker
As I remember
With a groan
The reason why
I’m all alone
Xxx
Seriously,
He said,
That was funny.
Can’t you just crack a smile?
Wait a minute,
She said,
While I remember how.
It’s honestly been a while.
I’ll
never
leave
the
house
again
If
that
is
what
you
want
There’s
nothing
out
there
for
me
anyway
Of
that
I’m
confident
If only
I believed
you
Things
would be
so different
If only I
was who
you see
Life
could be
magnificent
I can’t
believe
it’s taken
All this
time to
see
That the
bully is
not you
But,
actually,
it’s me
There’s
infinitely
more
I could
have said
So just be
grateful
that
I’ve put
it to bed
Desperate
timesCall for
desperate
measuresSo toss
that
jigger
awayAnd
pour
A little
bit moreOf me
diesEach time
I realiseThat it’s
neverGoing to
be you
You
think
you’ve
gotten
away
with it
But
you
and
I both
know
You’ll
wither
away
sad
and
alone
While
I will
continue
to grow
Twenty three years in prison
Is nowhere near enough
For men like you to realise
We are not your ‘bit of fluff’
If I
hadn’t
been so
confused,
then.I
wouldn’t
feel so
used,
now.
Evening:
You
really
are
amazing
He
said
That
was
the
best
yet
You
don’t
need
to tell
me
She
said
Now
pass
me a
cigarette
Afternoon:
Drink
your
tea
Eat
your
food
Leave
behind
your
mournful
mood
Come
out
tonight
Have
some
fun
For
our
time
has
only
just
begun
Morning:
I
enjoyed
chatting
with
you
Even
though
it was
through
a screen
Like an
impenetrable
wall of
concrete
With a
little
crack
inbetween
‘Distill the life that’s inside of me…’
Shall
we
just
stay
here
She
said
And be
happy
forever
more?
I
don’t
think
I can
He
said
For
there’s
another
I love
more
It’s
never
been
as
quiet
here
Since
the
day
you
left
Not
only
did
you
break
my
heart
But
you
left
my
ears
bereft
I
know
that
you
are
here
to stay
I heard
your
voice
from
miles
away
Telling
them
you
were
coming
for me
And
that
you
would
have
no
sympathy
Well done you.
Seriously.
I really am
so pleased.
That’s another
innocent person,
you have brought
to their knees.
You’ve achieved
legendary status,
To that we
can all attest.
For when it comes
to fucking people up,
You really are
the best.
The
overwhelming
feeling is
emptinessCompletely
hollowed
out insideAn ever
pervading
numbnessEvery
day
since
he died
So this
is hell
then,
is itWho
knew
it would
look like
this?I
reckon
I’m going
to like
it hereBut
first
I need
a piss
Why
can’t
it be
like that
all the
time
Talking,
laughing
and
drinking
wine
It
always
feels
like
such a
crime
When I
have to
return
to this
life of
mine
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