So
they
put
the
fire
out,
did
they?
All
blaring
sirens
and
flashes
Well
don’t
mind
me
As I
stand
here
with
glee
And
piss
upon
your
ashes
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
So
they
put
the
fire
out,
did
they?
All
blaring
sirens
and
flashes
Well
don’t
mind
me
As I
stand
here
with
glee
And
piss
upon
your
ashes
Now I
finally
know
the
truth
There
is no
turning
back
So
enjoy
the
burn
Motherfucker
Until
your
lips
turn
black
Did
you
ever
love
me
Or
was
this
just
a joke?
I
need
to know
the
truth,
you see
Before
your
house
goes
up in
smoke
And
you
accuse
me of
being
flirtatious?When
your
behaviour
tonight
has been
outrageous!
Who
could
believe
we’d
get
this
That
we’d
ever
again
share
a kiss
That
both
our
hearts
a beat
would
miss
That
we’d be
together
bathed
in bliss
I
know
the
time is
coming
Although
I’m not
quite
there
yet
When
all
I’ll
feel is
hungover
And
full
of
fucking
regret
Both a rhymer and a charmer
She only sticks around for drama
Writing with a screw loose or two
She isn’t scared of an expletive or few
Mourning the loss of her true love
She knows there’s no-one up above
Kind, caring and empathetic
She isn’t very sympathetic
Often scathing but often witty
She has a penchant for the nitty gritty
Sometimes joking sometimes smart
She weeps with her broken heart
Enamoured with music, wine and song
She knows with those she can’t go wrong
At
this
point
I’ll
try
anything
She
said
It
can’t
do any
harm
Then
you
should
take
this
one
He
said
It’ll
work
like a
charm
‘When sorrows come, they come not single spies, but in battalions ‘
‘Tell me about it, my friend, that’s why we deserve fucking medallions’
You
wore
your
roll
neck
jumper
So
you
thought
I wouldn’t
see
But
believe
me I
know
full
well
Those
marks
weren’t
left
by me
Do you want to?
Yes.
Will we?
No.
Get to fuck
You piece of shit
I will not stand
For any more pish
You think you’re it
But it’s just a front
You’re nothing more
Than a self serving cunt
The
candle
grows
dimmer
As my
patience
wears
thinner
Whilst
I wait
for the
steel
to bolt
My
temper
a simmer
As
you
think
you’re
the
winner
Yet I
plan my
peasants’
revolt
You ask
What
I left
Behind
Nothing
I answer
Just
My mind
What if
I’m
enjoying
the new
normal
That
now I
finally
feel on
track
What
if I’d
like
to stay
this way
With
no
desire
to go
back
‘…And if all that there is
Is this fear of being used
I should go back to being lonely
And confused…’
Perhaps
I’ve
just
run out
of luck
Or
maybe
I don’t
give a
fuck
Either
way
it
doesn’t
matter
I must
accept
I’m
getting
fatter
I’m still angry
You see
That you died
Before me
It’s just not
The way
It was meant
To be
Xxx
You’ve
been
on my
mind
today
More
than
any
other
time
If only
it had
inspired
something
epic
And
not this
fucking
awful
rhyme
If we
could
meet
We’d
drink
a brew
And
maybe
share
A
laugh
or two
Yet we
would
know
At the
end of
the day
What
connects
us both
Is
life’s
decay
Wouldn’t
it save
all
this
fuss
and
botherIf we
were
just
honest
with
each
other?
If
I had
never
gone
down
this
pathIt
wouldn’t
hurt
so
much
in the
bath
I’m
standing
right
here
There’s
no
need to
shout
It’s
not like
we need
volume
To
figure
this one
out
Grab
onto
this
He
said
It’ll
be
fine
It’s
one
I made
myself
I’m
not
sure
She
said
It
might
not be
safe
I’ve
seen
you
put
up a
shelf
Please
just
walk
away
And
take
yourself
off home
I
don’t
want to
talk
I
want
to be
alone
I saw you looking
Over dinner
Your smile discreet
Hers a winner
I realised there
Was something more
When she sashayed
To the dance floor
I knew it then
In revelatory style
It’s obvious we
Won’t walk up the ailse
Hoping
For things
To be
The same
Realising
I’m fighting
A losing
Game
If I
promise
to love
you
moreThan
I ever
did
beforeWould
you
come
back
to me?Xxx
I’ll
take
anything
you’ve
got to
give
A drink;
a smoke,
a sedative
As the
voices
in my
head
these
days
Are
proving
far too
competitive
Maybe I’ll drink until I’m sick
Maybe I’ll dance like a prick
Maybe I’ll smoke ten to the dozen
Maybe I’ll put my head in the oven
Either way one thing is true
It’s got fuck all to do with you
What’s worrying you today,
He asks.
Everything,
I reply.
Bringing
along
your
flask of
coffee
And
your
frosted
homemade
cake
Doesn’t
make you
any more
likeable
Or any
less
fucking
fake
Can
you
turn
it
down
please
Or
better
still
Just
switch
it
off
I
can’t
watch
these
pricks
Vie
for
‘fame’
Like
pigs
at
the
trough
We
really
should
Give
this
thing
up
But
my
willpower
is
fading
If
we
could
stop
Just
hooking
up
This
wouldn’t
feel so
degrading
Read
to me
some
more
She
said
I
swoon
to the
sound
of your
voice
Tell
me
what
you
want
to
hear
He
said
You
know
it’s
always
your
choice
I
love
that
you
think
I’m
listening
To
all
this
bullshit
you
spout
When
all
I see
is your
forehead
glistening
And
the
spittle
fly
from
your
mouth
Just
keep
pushing
meTo see
what
it’s
aboutJust
don’t
blame
meWhen I
finally
lash
out
My
heart
broke
again
today
When
I saw
you
both
up
there
But
I know
to forever
hold my
peace
So
I just
hid
behind
my
hair
Something happened this morning
When I sat up in my bed
I found that instead of yawning
I actually smiled instead
I
feel
so
sad
She
said
Can
you
help
me?
I’ll
certainly
try
He
said
Here’s
some
tea
So I
turned
forty
today
And
what
exactly
did
I do?
Nothing
But
drink,
smoke
and cry
too much
Like
every
other
day
Without
you
Xxx
I never
thought
you
wouldn’t
be here
today
It’s
still
hard to
accept
that you
went away
Perhaps
you’re
still
with me
here in
spirit
I just
wish
your
presence
was more
explicit
Xxx
Maybe
it’s
because
I can’t
be there
Or
perhaps
it’s
more
I just
don’t
care
For
now
that my
confidence
has
grown
I’ll
spend my
birthday
home
alone
Sorry
I’m
not
jumping
with
delightBut
I’d
prefer
to be
alone
tonight
Him:
Come
with
me
My
tender
one
Let us
roam
amongst
the
heather
Her:
Get
tae
fuck
Ya
daft
wee
cunt
We’re
no’
even
thegither
I
could
lie
here
and
fade
away
I’m
neither
here
nor
there
Not
that
I expect
you
would
notice
Or
that
you’d
even
care
It’s
not
that
I don’t
want
to
She
said
I
just
don’t
know
how
Come
a little
closer
He
said
None
of
that
matters
now
Am I
supposed
to feel
something?Because
I don’tAm I
supposed
to thank
you?Because
I won’t
Take
that
look
off
your
face
You
can
hardly
be
surprised
You
know
my heart
cannot
race
And
I’m
dead
behind
the
eyes
If
we
really
were
your
family
Then
why
the
fuck
did
you
leave?
There’s
no
point
crawling
back
here
now
Begging
for a
reprieve
I
really
only
write
What
everyone
else is
thinking
I just
do what
comes
naturally
And
without
even
flinching
From
the
depths
of the
cold
Into
the
dancing
fires of
hell
I
just
can’t
help
feeling
That
this
won’t
end
well
If
life is
funny
sometimes
Then
why
can’t
I contain
my laughter
It’s the
same as
all that
bullshit
they say
About
living
happily
ever
after