Should
we
accidentally
meet
On that
busy,
bustling
street
Would
the birds
above us
tweet
As our
hearts
skip a
beat?
Or would I just blether on a whole heap of shite because I’m clinically depressed and unable to formulate a meaningful conversation with anyone of the opposite sex since my partner died so you just give up trying to listen and walk away thinking who the fuck was that lunatic and happily go about the rest of your life whilst I retreat back to my house wondering why the fuck I even bothered going out in the first fucking place?
would you feel
a little bolder
if that bird
shit on your shoulder?
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I would carry around a rabbits foot
If I thought it would do any good…
🤔😕🖤
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Or a four leaf clover
…moreover!
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I’m not so sure that any good luck charm
Would keep me safe enough from harm
🙄😉🖤
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YOU WROTE A PARAGRAPH.
💥🌅😵
It suits you!
Sending you big hugs 🤗🤗🤗. The right person would see past that and see who you are, and wouldn’t walk away. It may take a long time but you can only go at your own pace and do what’s right for you. 💙
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And that kind of person is exceedingly rare which intensifies your grief in the first place. The right person would understand all of this. It just takes time.
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This is one of the precious gifts of having known a special person, a special relationship. It teaches us a lot and we’re very gifted to have had that experience. It enlightens us, and saves us time and more pain. Whilst others may settle for less until they’ve known that experience.
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Haha! I know!
I even surprised myself with this one!
Thank you for your kind words my friend.
It means a lot 🖤🖤
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I love this. The first half captures the stereotype of perfect love so well. The second half is honest and real.
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All too real 😔
Thank you 🖤
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Take a portable hole in the ground with you, hide away when getting overwhelmed
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If such a thing exists please let me know where I can buy one!! 😉🖤
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That was a concept, I have to invent one. When such time is due, will send you a unit. 🤎
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Send me two…
I have a habit of losing things! 😉🖤
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No problem! Two it will be.
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Yay! 😁🖤
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😁
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You’ll lose one hole down the other!! 🤦♂️🤪
You silly cow.
Haha I’m sorry couldn’t resist! 😆🤣
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💙💙💙💙🖤🖤🖤🖤
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😂😂 I’d leave one at home, obviously!! 🖤
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🤦♂️🤦♂️🤦♂️ clever!!
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Girls have EVERYTHING in their handbags don’t they? Fuck’s sake lol. Including a portal to another dimension.
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😂😂 Sometimes, absolutely yes! 🖤
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🤣🤣🤣
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Just don’t show it to your da, he’ll never get it!
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Seriously though, deep down I am sad for your loss.
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No words needed my friend 🖤🖤🖤
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Tears 😢 so sad 😔
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Been there 😔
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Damn love this lmao
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Thank you so much! 👍🖤
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I truly had a breakthrough reading this….I smiled and let out a bit of a chuckle….then cried (just a little). Smiling though is something that I haven’t done in quite some time.
I also can relate (somewhat) with this. My oldest, 25 year old, suddenly passed away on Sept. 5. I absolutely dread leaving the house and possibly running into someone who wants to offer their condolences. I either turn into a heaping, hysterical mess or a ramble on and on….usually not making much sense since my head is filled with some really insane thoughts.
Ugh…I don’t even try much anymore. I’m just grateful that my other kids make sure I eat, get out of bed, shower and get dressed everyday. Even that’s a struggle.
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I’m glad you smiled – and cried – reading this one. It’s good to let our emotions out at times – for good and bad.
I’m deeply sorry to read of your situation and I can empathise with many elements of the grief you describe. It’s not an easy process to navigate at all.
I’ve written a lot about my own thoughts and feelings here, which has helped me tremendously, but in many ways I’m still clueless on how best to manage too.
I only hope you can continue to build on the basics you have to find the right way forward for you.
Take care my friend 🖤🖤
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Oh my! I only just saw this. I am so sorry. But bloody hell, your writing is fantastic. This one especially. If you ever get a hole, let me know cos I beed one too. I cried too when I read this. I don’t express my emotions easily either. Urs a bloidy hard road through grief. Keep writing my friend ❤️❤️❤️❤️
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Thank you so much.
That really does mean a lot 🖤🖤🖤
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You are so welcome. Grief is TERRIBLE, ❤️❤️❤️
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🖤🖤🖤
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