I went back to bed
Three times today
To try to dream
This pain away
But it didn’t work
And now I’m awake
Do I have any choice
But my life to take?
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
I went back to bed
Three times today
To try to dream
This pain away
But it didn’t work
And now I’m awake
Do I have any choice
But my life to take?
Ramblings Of A Fragile Mind 
If you went back three times
You must have got up three times
Try a fourth!
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Astute observation!
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I suppose I could give it a go
Just call me the human yo-yo!
😂😉🖤
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Yes, I agree. Try a fourth 😎
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I’ll certainly try 😉🖤
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Haha!
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😁🖤
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Yes— the other choice was writing this and making a positive difference for people 😄. Even if you now go back to sleep, you’ve left your mark! 💙
I liked reading this today— it felt relevant to me, but indirectly, by substituting depression with OCD/dissociation. I actually woke up in a good mood and haven’t had the usual obsessions, whereas the last few days I’ve ended up sleeping a lot after waking up and getting straight into obsessions. But today I’ve felt kind of lost— I’m not used to having choices over how to use my time 🤦♂️. And yet I found an anchor in turning those feelings into a creation here. In at least relating to people :). 💙
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I have this big problem with proof-reading stuff I’ve just written— whether it’s poems or comments. I can stick around for ages just trying to make sure I’ve proof-read it in a satisfactory way. Depriving me of the satisfaction it was initially giving me. It’s a total Just Right OCD thing. I just remembered it’s not worth it 😆. fdsjoifjdsoi fjio2j2oj sif0ds fidosjfdois
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Well done on that last sentence!!!!
I know how hard pressing send would have been!! 👍👍😁🖤
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You’ve got to take the wins where you can get them my friend, they don’t always come along as often as we’d like after all 😔🖤
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Er.. seems to be a typo. Last word should be make?
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It’s certainly a choice I struggle to ‘make’ sometimes 😔🖤🖤
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I ciuldn’t gave out it better myself. Glad you are aroubd. You make it less lonely around here! ❤️
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Right back at you my friend, right back at you 👍👍🖤🖤
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May the make-up sleep be a blissfully one to ease the pain. 🤎
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I hope so my friend, I hope so 🖤🖤
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🤎🤎
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🖤🖤
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I love your poems. Always so sad but so relatable. Wishing you some relief from the pain
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Thank you my friend.
You too 🖤🖤
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