The Daily Struggle

I went back to bed

Three times today

To try to dream

This pain away

But it didn’t work

And now I’m awake

Do I have any choice

But my life to take?

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  2. Yesβ€” the other choice was writing this and making a positive difference for people πŸ˜„. Even if you now go back to sleep, you’ve left your mark! πŸ’™

    I liked reading this todayβ€” it felt relevant to me, but indirectly, by substituting depression with OCD/dissociation. I actually woke up in a good mood and haven’t had the usual obsessions, whereas the last few days I’ve ended up sleeping a lot after waking up and getting straight into obsessions. But today I’ve felt kind of lostβ€” I’m not used to having choices over how to use my time πŸ€¦β€β™‚οΈ. And yet I found an anchor in turning those feelings into a creation here. In at least relating to people :). πŸ’™

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    1. I have this big problem with proof-reading stuff I’ve just writtenβ€” whether it’s poems or comments. I can stick around for ages just trying to make sure I’ve proof-read it in a satisfactory way. Depriving me of the satisfaction it was initially giving me. It’s a total Just Right OCD thing. I just remembered it’s not worth it πŸ˜†. fdsjoifjdsoi fjio2j2oj sif0ds fidosjfdois

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