The High Road

You can fuck off now

I’ve had enough

I no longer care

For this selfish stuff

But you should know

And I mean to be blunt

Maybe I wasn’t always right

But you were always a cunt

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    1. 🤣🤣 Thanks!

      I do know what you mean though.
      It is a somewhat problematic word for most and will put some folks off reading me for sure.

      But it’s not a word I ever use lightly or for arbitrary dramatic effect.

      As and when I use it, it is truly because no other word will do 👍🖤

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  5. I soooo, sooo wish my oldest were still here because he would’ve loved your writings. Sadly, he could’ve related with most of them. You have such a unique gift that is blunt, honest, full of fire/love just pure FEELINGS….you can feel your words and that’s rare (I believe it to be anyway). Please, publish a book! 💛

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    1. Thank you for your beautiful words my friend. You’re too kind.

      Perhaps your son is reading (and having a wee chuckle too I hope) somewhere in a way we can’t yet understand…

      I have toyed with the idea of publishing a book – but I can’t think anyone, other than perhaps your kind self, who would read it…

      Especially if I keep throwing the ‘c word’ around! 😬😉🖤🖤🖤

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  7. “Maybe I wasn’t always right

    But you were always a cunt”

    Exactly. How many times I’ve been judged to be wrong just for feeling things. How many times I’ve been judged to be wrong when I was right, and punished accordingly. And GOD FORGIVE I am ever actually wrong— no benefits of doubts given! Just ground down into the ground farther!!!

    Are you still in contact with these people? 💙

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    1. I’ve just read your post where you express this far better than I ever could.

      It’s a shame this is how the ones who profess to ‘love us’ also treat us at times.

      Thankfully no. I have cut the main protagonists from my life now and I’m so glad I have.

      The latent anger and frustration I have left over is worked through here as opposed to directly to their face. Much safer that way 🖤🖤

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      1. I was gratified to see your comment and was trying to read it but the stampy housemate started stamping along the hallway 🤦‍♂️🤦‍♂️🤦‍♂️, so I’ll have to come back to it later. I’ll never know how somebody so non-fat is able to stamp so violently whilst walking. It’s truly unbelievable!

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          1. Thanks. Nah it’s just that every now and then, out of nowhere, the floor will absolutely shudder 🤷‍♂️. Sometimes he goes back and forth a few times, so it’s a bit more prolonged. I can’t hear the accompanying sound of him stamping down the stairs either, so it scares the crap out of me every time. My whole desk, screen, microphone arm all start swaying :|.

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      2. Strangely I’m sitting here again to reply to this properly and there’s more stamping than ever 🤦‍♂️. Someone is coming and going an awful lot today, unusually.

        Anyway thank you for the comment, it was pretty humbling and really made writing that worth it. When I write something out of pain, to then see someone relating to it is always amazing 💙💙.

        Seems we’re in a similar position then in that way with the family stuff!

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              1. Haha, well I don’t agree with that. These fuckheads clearly don’t suffer from being around other fuckheads anywhere near as much 🤷‍♂️. 😆 But yeah I agree in a broad sense! Still ideally I’d love to live in a co-operative small group of people, but practically that’s never gunna happen so yep, being alone and interacting with select high-quality people online (and in-person where possible) is best :).

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    1. You think?? 😁
      I’d love to do something like that but there’s so little chance of it ever happening.
      I’m still far too self conscious to admit my real name – let alone have folks hear my voice!! 😬😁🖤

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