Far more terrifying
Than any soul left behind
Are the ghouls camped out permanently
In the corners of my mind
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
Far more terrifying
Than any soul left behind
Are the ghouls camped out permanently
In the corners of my mind
Why don’t you just come over
He said
Sit with us and have some fun
I’d rather drink alone
She said
When all is said and done
‘I’m so happy
‘Cause today I found my friends
They’re in my head’
“So we shall let the reader answer this question for himself: who is the happier man, he who has braved the storm of life and lived or he who has stayed securely on shore and merely existed?”
– Hunter S. Thompson
Once upon a time
When I was ill
I truly believed
That this was it
I couldn’t see
Anything else for me
But another day
Drowning in shit
But now life is better
I have found
And I can finally
See a plan
So it is time
To return that rope
As quickly
As I can
Nothing can bring me
Down today
All my pain
Has gone away
Wherever I go
You’ll hear me say
Thank fuck for Prozac
Hip hop hooray!
Every time you send a pic
It breaks another piece of my heart
You’re having fun
And you deserve a ton
But it hurts that we’re so far apart
I wish
I could
Take it back
All this time
That’s gone
To waste
Now
You’ll never know
Who I am
Because of
A choice
Made in haste
I’ll quite happily talk to you
She said
But let me make this clear
I’m not going to sleep with you
She said
I just quite fancy a beer
I used to think
You were the one
Now I’m just glad
That you’ve gone
What about our adventure
She said
When do we get to go
That was just a gesture
He said
I thought by now you’d know
You were hurt
And so was I
Not that it’s a competition
But if it was
Then rest assured
You could never beat my position
‘I can’t believe that life’s so complex
When I just want to sit here and watch you undress’
“I’m always looking for meaningful one-night stands”
– Dudley Moore
I don’t have to say it
You already know what I mean
Let’s to go to bed
To forget that he’s dead
And everything else in between
Let’s just stop being coy
And jump right into bed
For in there we can both enjoy
A very different game instead
I know
That you’re sorry
You’ve told me
A thousand times
It’s just
I don’t believe
That you regret
Your crimes
When you asked
For a macaroni pie
I knew
That we’d get on
But when you ordered
A pizza crunch
I knew then
You were the one
The kettle
Boils faster
Now it’s only filled
For one
Xxx
As I watched you
From the window
Hands pressed
Against the glass
My tears fell
As I knew full well
You were never
Coming back
You promised
That you’d help
But instead
You made it worse
Now I’ve got
Nothing left
Not even
A decent verse
I know
I’m nothing special
But then again
Neither are you
‘You ruined everything good
Always said you were misunderstood
Made all my moments your own
Just fucking leave me alone’
“in this land
some of us fuck more than
we die
but most of us die
better than we
fuck,
and we die
piece by piece too…”
– Charles Bukowski
You are just
As fucked up as me
In fact
You’re actually
Much worse
For you think
You can
Bypass the plan
Whereas I just accept
The curse
It really isn’t
Your fault
It’s mine
I just repeat
The same old shit
Time after fucking time
Home
All I want
Yet I can’t wait to leave
Stuck here again
Frozen in time
Not quite sure
Of the reason or rhyme
You want more
I want less
We can’t end this
Without making a mess
Is this real
Am I still me
Or is this part
Of my insanity
It’s hard to tell
If I’m really here
Or if I have in fact
Disappeared
Every time I look
Into your eyes
My love for you
I cannot hide
You’ll never know
How I burst inside
To know we are part
Of the same pride
Not sure if I’ll cope tonight
Going out is such a chore
Plus there’s a chance
You’ll force me to dance
And my head is already sore
‘I am tired, I am weary.
I could sleep for a thousand years’
“Justice and humaneness have never gone hand in hand. The law is not a sentimental comedy.”
– Captain Watkin Tench
Why bother to wait
I’m not that fussed
Either way
All I’ll feel is disgust
You say more
With your eyes
Than you do
With your mouth
So maybe
You should shut them both
Sliced wide open again
For all the world to see
If only there was
Another way
To let the poison free
Pardon me miss
If I buy you a drink
Please
Do not think me bold
No problem mate
You can buy me two
As long as you fuck off
When you’re told
If it wasn’t you
It would have been someone else
I’m not that fussy
I always knew
That I loved you
But never if
You loved me back
I wish it was you
Underneath the mask
Instead of this (second rate)
Tribute act
My body may be
At 35,000ft
But my mind
Is anything
But cruising
‘Look at me standing
Here on my own again
Up straight in the sunshine…’
“Good rain knows the best time to fall”
– VIP 3
If we are out
In the dead of night
And by chance
Our eyes should meet
What happens next
Will not be short
And it certainly
Won’t be sweet
The truth is
I felt like this
Even before you died