Birthdays Are The Worst Days

I still don’t know

What the fuck to do

Even though today

I’m forty two

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Entering My Fifth Decade

So I
turned
forty
today

And
what
exactly
did
I do?

Nothing

But
drink,
smoke
and cry
too much

Like
every
other
day

Without
you

Xxx

(Originally Posted 08.08.2020)