The tears I cried
When you died
Will never fully dry
For each day
Brings a new array
Of pain I can’t deny
Xxx
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
The tears I cried
When you died
Will never fully dry
For each day
Brings a new array
Of pain I can’t deny
Xxx
I'm
glad
I spoke
to you
today
Even
though
it was
only
the
wind
That
could
reply
Xxx
Thunder rolls
Lightning strikes
As grief still cuts me
Like a knife
Xxx
I wish that I had asked you more
I wish I’d kissed you each day
I wish that I had really made sure
I wish I’d begged you to stay
Xxx
This is why
I’m still alive
To be here
In moments like this
When all the pieces
Fit together
For these few seconds of bliss
Xxx
Rest in power
Rest in peace
For at least now
Your pain has ceased
Xxx
I just wish you were still here.
That’s it.
No flowery language.
No poetic licence.
I just wish you hadn’t died.
Simple.
Xxx.
Who am I now?
What should I do?
Why am I still here?
When I could be with you?
Xxx
Your final post
Flashed up today, as a memory
And although just a notification
It meant so much more to me
Xxx
It’s
only
now
I dream
of
you
Now
that
you
are
dead
If
only
you
were
still
here
And
not
just
inside
my
head
Xxx
I really
cannot
wait to
driveAll
along
that
rugged
coastTo
settle
in those
mountainsAnd
mourn
who
I miss
the mostXxx
It
was so
much
betterWhen
you
were
hereHolding
you
closePulling
you
nearNow
all
that
once
wasHas
gone
awayI’m
left
here
aloneAnd
that’s
not
OKXxx
It
was
clear
to meThe
moment
we metThat
you’d
be the
oneI’d
least
regretXxx
I
miss
youWhen
my
feet
are
coldAnd
how
youWould
always
warm
them
soXxx
I’ll
tak a
dramTo
you
and
meAnd
for
him
as wellThat
makes
threeXxx
You
can
try
to
imagine
But
you
can
never
know
How
much
it
tore
me
apart
When
I had
to let
him go
Xxx
It
was
awful
to see
you
waste
awayNeither
of us
knowing
whyNow
my
only
hopeIs
you
are
smoking
dopeAt
that
great
gig in
the
skyXxx
Words
can
not
describe
the
hurtAs my
tears
fall
onto
your
shirtXxx
‘You reached for the secret too soon
You cried for the moon’
Xxx
Learn to fly in your mind
and fly freely for a lifetime
Xxx
I’m still angry
You see
That you died
Before me
It’s just not
The way
It was meant
To be
Xxx