I can’t
wait to
go home
This year
I just wish
you were
coming
with me
Xxx
(Originally Posted 24.12.2019)
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
I can’t
wait to
go home
This year
I just wish
you were
coming
with me
Xxx
(Originally Posted 24.12.2019)
Especially now
The weather is turning
I wish our home fires
Were still burning
Slippers
I
miss
you
When
my
feet
are
cold
And
how
you
Would
always
warm
them
so
Xxx
(Originally Posted 16.09.2020)
At that café
Drinking tea
I wished you were there
Sitting opposite me
But I soon realised
Even though we’re apart
You’ll always be with me
Inside my heart
Xxx
Royal Exchange Square
I had to come back here,
How could I not?
Because it all started here,
On that night I’ve never forgot.
Xxx
(Originally Posted 03.07.2019)
Four years ago
You left my side
And I still feel fucking sick
Even though I know
Death is inevitable
I still blame you, you prick
Xxx
It’s all too easy
To slip into
This ‘everything is ok’ soundtrack
But you and I both know
It’s all just pretend
Because you’re never coming back
Xxx
I woke up alone again today
Going over the words we spoke
Another day without you here
Really is a fucking joke
Xxx
I already miss you
She said
And you haven’t even left
Xxx
Try as I may
It’s never enough
Nothing
Can replace your touch
Xxx
I roll over to your side of the bed.
My limbs search for yours,
My lungs for your scent,
My mouth for your kiss.
But all that’s left is your imprint.
So my tears fall into your pillow,
Once again.
(Originally Posted 23.03.2019)
‘I thought that love would last forever:
I was wrong.’
Thunder rolls
Lightning strikes
As grief still cuts me
Like a knife
Xxx
I just wish you were still here.
That’s it.
No flowery language.
No poetic licence.
I just wish you hadn’t died.
Simple.
Xxx.
Your final post
Flashed up today, as a memory
And although just a notification
It meant so much more to me
Xxx
It
was so
much
betterWhen
you
were
hereHolding
you
closePulling
you
nearNow
all
that
once
wasHas
gone
awayI’m
left
here
aloneAnd
that’s
not
OKXxx
I
wish
you
were
here
with
me
But
instead
I’m
all
alone
If
only
you
would
write
a letter
Or
call
me on
the
phone
It
would
be so
wonderful
to facetime
Or
if
you
texted
me
instead
But
I know
you
won’t
do any
of these
You
can’t
Because
you’re
dead
‘Hold Me Like This For A Hundred Thousand Million Days…’
Learn to fly in your mind
and fly freely for a lifetime
Xxx
Sing
to me
some
more
She
said
For
your
voice
I hold
so dear
I’ll
always
sing to
you
He
said
Even
when
I’m no
longer
here
Xxx
If I
promise
to love
you
moreThan
I ever
did
beforeWould
you
come
back
to me?Xxx
So I
turned
forty
today
And
what
exactly
did
I do?
Nothing
But
drink,
smoke
and cry
too much
Like
every
other
day
Without
you
Xxx
I never
thought
you
wouldn’t
be here
today
It’s
still
hard to
accept
that you
went away
Perhaps
you’re
still
with me
here in
spirit
I just
wish
your
presence
was more
explicit
Xxx
What
are
you
doing
hereHe
saidI
told
you
not
to
followI
couldn’t
take
any
moreShe
saidLife
without
you
left
me
hollowXxx
Some
days
it feels
like
foreverOthers
it feels
like a
minuteBut no
matter
how
much
time has
passedLife’s
still
shit
without
you
in itXxx
Lying here
Just us two
Isn’t the same
Without you
Xxx
She
once
asked
Have
you
got a
light?
Then
she
never
went
home
again
After
that
night
Xxx
I hope
you’re
having
fun
Wherever
you are
Xxx
I know
I really
shouldn’t
laugh
At her
seemingly
heartfelt
epitaph
But I
know you
would’ve
had a giggle
At such
overwrought
sentimental
drivel
Xxx
I don’t
know
why
I call
As I
know
you
can’t
respond
I just
need
to hear
your
voice
So
that
I can
carry
on
The love
I once
had to
give
Ran so
deep
and
wide
But now,
it seems,
the river
is dry
As I’m
all but
dead
inside
I
would
smash
that
glass
And
reach
for
your
hand
If
only
I was
allowed
Yet
we
have
no
choice
But
to
press
against
it
Hearts
broken
and
heads
bowed
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