I’m not who you think I am
She said
There’s been many times I’ve lied
I knew from the moment we met
He said
That this wouldn’t be cut and dried
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
I’m not who you think I am
She said
There’s been many times I’ve lied
I knew from the moment we met
He said
That this wouldn’t be cut and dried
I’m finally closing the curtains
In the windows of my mind
Another bleeding heart
With wisdom left to impart
You will have to find
I’m not sure anyone cares
Let alone if anyone reads
Surely there’s better things to do
Than to wade between my weeds
If
your
life
is a
traffic
jam
Then
just
step
out of
the
car
What’s the point
In laying down grit
When there’s all that ice
Still underneath it
Looking up to the sky
This foreboding feeling grows
As I see the unkindness of ravens
And hear the murder of crows
The broadband
Isn’t the only unstable connection
In this house
How long will it take
He said
For you to see
The wood for the trees
I don’t know
She said
But one thing’s for sure
In the end, everyone leaves
Things should be better now
He said
They certainly shouldn’t be worse
I really hope so
She said
For I can’t live with this curse
Presenter 1: ‘And the award for the biggest lie of them all goes to…’
(drum roll)
Presenters 1 & 2 in unison: ‘…I’m Fine!’
(applause)
Voiceover: ‘And collecting the award tonight are Honestly and I Promise, who both played a key role in supporting I’m Fine in the 2020 film ‘How Are You Today’
You’re in the supermarket on a cold winters day.
You’re minding your own business, pushing your trolley and checking items off your list when your nose twitches at the smell of freshly baked bread. Tempted, you wander over to the bakery.
Your stomach grumbles as you peruse the counter. Your eyes widen as they drink in the glorious delights on offer. Loaves, rolls, buns, cakes, pastries, biscuits, tarts: each as tantalising as the next. After much internal deliberation you finally decide which one to buy.
A chocolate eclair.
You signal your selection to the assistant who hands you your prize in a cardboard box, neatly tied with ribbon. You carefully place the box at the far end of your trolley, safely stowed away from heavier household goods that might roll around and crush it.
You finish the rest of your shopping a little quicker now, somehow lighter of step, and stride with purpose to the checkout.
You hastily pack and pick up your shopping bags but you grip the box tightly in your hand, carrying it safely all the way out to your car.
You drive along with the box calling to you, provocatively, on the passenger seat. You glance over every few minutes, stretching out a protective hand and smiling in anticipation.
You get home and unpack your shopping whilst waiting, impatiently, for the kettle to boil. The box consumes your thoughts as you drum your fingers on the counter top, and your excitement continues to build.
You sit down in your favourite chair and make yourself comfortable. You tenderly untie the ribbon and lift the lid of the box. You lick your lips as your heart quickens and you finally take a bite of the glistening chocolate eclair.
You begin to realise, as you chew, that it doesn’t taste as good as you thought it would.
The cream is artificial and bland. The pastry is soggy and sticks to your cheeks. The chocolate is saccharine and hurts your teeth.
Disappointed, you put the remaining piece of the chocolate eclair back into the box, close the lid and re-tie the ribbon. You throw the box in the bin without a care in the world.
And that’s what love is like.
Being lured in by the chocolate eclair when, all along, you really should have picked the strawberry tart.
(Originally Posted 07.03.2019)
You have no heart
You have no soul
Just crawl back
Into whatever hole
You came from
And die, motherfucker, die
(Originally Posted 03.08.2019)
It’s like living in a film
Where someone else has pressed Play
You are unable to Rewind
And you cannot hit Pause
To Fast Forward is inconceivable
As all you want to do is Stop
And Eject
(Originally Posted 17.05.2019)
Run around
Jump up and down
There’s a new love in town!
He’s really neat
And ever so sweet
This black heart skips a beat
I think that now
I’m ready for more
I want him to whisk me
Across the dancefloor
If only
I could
wrap my
thoughts
As
neatly
as my
presents
But
paper,
string and
glitter
bows
Don't
provide
an adequate
defence
Come over here
Let’s have a taste
It would be a shame
After all
To let this go to waste
It broke your heart
But soothed my soul
So one day I know
I’ll pay the toll
This bed’s not big enough
For the both of us
So I’ll be the one to leave
We should just be glad
For the time we’ve had
And the little bit of reprieve
If it
is a
choice
Between
land or
sea
I can
tell you
right now
Which
one’s
for me
If I
could
take usInto
extra
timeDo
you
thinkYou
could
be mineOr
would
we needTo go
to penalties?
So I’ll walk away
And say cheerio
To the girl
I used to know
From
everyone else
At the
time
I picked
you out
To be
mine
To love,
honour
And
obey
And
I did
Until
you
Walked
away
I
miss
youWhen
my
feet
are
coldAnd
how
youWould
always
warm
them
soXxx
Ah well
What the heck
Put your hand
Around my neck
And squeeze
Although
it seems
I’ve
lost
my wayI’d
like to
make it
back
somedayNow all
I can
do is
hope
and
prayThat
you
won’t
lead me
further
astray
It’s
been
great
to hear
so much
more
Without
the
noise
of the
crowd
I
only
wish
it would
stay like
this
So we
hear
their
passion
out loud
I’ve
no
idea
How
I got
in
But
I know
I can’t
Get
out
There’s
no one
here
To
lend
a hand
Or
act
upon
My
shout
Give it to me hard
Give it to me rough
I honestly won’t mind
If you act a little tough
Squeeze me a little too tightly
Pinch me a little too hard
I just want to feel something
That doesn’t leave me scarred
How do I give you up
My drug of choice
You don’t stand a chance
Whispers a voice
Let
me
out
She
said
You
can’t
keep me
here
I
think
you’ll
find we
can
He
said
The
law is
very
clear
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