‘So you can wipe off that grin
I know where you’ve been
It’s all been a pack of lies…’
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
‘So you can wipe off that grin
I know where you’ve been
It’s all been a pack of lies…’
‘Let your feelings slip boy
But never your mask boy’
'The reed used to like the rain...
... But that was merely her selfishness'
Never amongst so many people
Have I felt so alone
I really do not want to stay
But know I can’t go home
Yet for all the kindness
And love I’ve been shown
I still cannot face another day
Here on my own
(Originally Posted 01.06.2019)
I don’t want to go back, actually
My old normal kinda sucked
Whereas my life now
Doesn’t seem somehow
So irrevocably fucked
I suppose I should be happy the sun is shining again,
Feel a spring in my step at the lighter evenings,
Be comforted by the warmth on the back of my neck.
But I couldn’t give a shit.
It means nothing.
None of it melts the ice in my heart.
(Originally Posted 21.03.2019)