At The Winter Gardens

Let us stop

Take a pew

There’s something

I need

To say to you

I have to ask

Now that he’s dead

Do you think

You could ever

Love me instead?

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Living In Sin

Do you ever wonder

He said

What will happen at the end?

Blessed relief, I hope

She said

That’s if we’re not condemned

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Happiness, Impeded

I thought

I would

Be better

If I could just

Forget

About you

But it’s proving

Too hard

With a heart

This scarred

To move on

With anyone new

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Twisting The Knife

I’m so glad

I walked away

And left without

Baying for blood

As I know

My silence killed you

More than my anger

Ever could

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S(ex)

When

The night is over

And the deed

Is done

I’ll just see

Myself out

Knowing full well

You have won

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Bloody Hellfire

It was only

When my fingers

Were well

And truly burnt

That I realised

We were good together

Until we really

Fucking weren’t

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Taking Back The Power

When you said goodbye, that day

You left me

Broken and scarred

Which is why now

It’s so easy to treat you

With such a callous disregard

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Thanks For Nothing

I can’t believe

You’ve left me

Alone, and

In this position

I never agreed

To this bullshit

Nor did I give you

Permission

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2pm: CBT

Fiona

Finds the biscuits

As Paula

Pours the tea

Stuart

Starts the talking

While Luke laughs

Affectedly

As I sit here

And listen

It all becomes 

Abundantly clear

So I relax, safe,

In the knowledge

I’m not the only

Fuck up here

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Limitations

I’m sorry

I couldn’t comfort you

When that text

Came in

I saw

How you were struggling

To keep it

All within

But I have been there,

You see

And I can’t

Go back again

That’s why I couldn’t

Be the one

To help you

With your pain

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At The Steel Mill

I’m glad that we were introduced

And shared a drink or two

It’s been ages since I’ve had a laugh

And danced the whole night through

Yet I’m sorry I also got awkward

When it was time to say goodbye

I just wasn’t sure what to do

About that twinkle in your eye

I talk a very good game you see

And can still flirt up a storm

But when push, inevitably, comes to shove

I’m simply unable to perform

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Just So You Know

It was never

Real love

It wasn’t even

Infatuation

You were just a way

To brighten the day

And help offset

My frustration

0

Fingers Crossed

It’s good to see

You’re moving on

It’s just a shame

That it’s with her

I wish you well

Although time will tell

If you will get

What you deserve

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Thanks A Lot, Walt

For all your experience

He said

You’re still so fucking naive

I grew up watching fairy tales

She said

So that’s what I was led to believe

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Cracking It

I need you

To be nice to me

But also

A little rough too

Because after today

To keep the wolves at bay

Only both of those

Will do

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Unlike Some

If I’ve learned one thing

After all these years

It’s that being kind to yourself

Doesn’t end in tears

And something else I’ve learned

From surviving the worst

Is that loving yourself

Never fucking hurts

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A Cold Front

If I had the chance

To meet you again

I’d walk away

From day one

To protect myself

From a living hell

I’d say hello

And then be gone

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Why I Walked Away

They just assumed

I was better

Because they

Had all forgotten

So I’d just pretend

For months on end

As we had

Fuck all left

In common

2

Lost Voices

I’ve forgotten

What you sound like

Now

And it cuts me

Like a knife

I’m not sure if

I can cope

With such a silence

In my life

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Pants Down

We're both
To blame

For this 
Disaster 

Never stopping
To think 

What would
Happen after

They found out
What we did

What was once
Just a fling 

Has now
Fucked up

Everything 
And left us
 
Knee deep
In shit
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