I woke up with a smile
Today
All the bad feeling
Had gone away
It actually felt
Like it was the start
Of gluing back together
My broken heart
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
I woke up with a smile
Today
All the bad feeling
Had gone away
It actually felt
Like it was the start
Of gluing back together
My broken heart
I really thought you loved me
She said
But now I see it was a lie
Why were you so hard on me
He said
I was never a bad guy
I love how I live in your head
Rent free
It really makes me smile
To know you’re still being
Eaten alive
By your own bitterness and bile
I’d rather watch them burn
Than see them in your hands
How you even think
You could ever lay claim
I will never understand
Why would you ask me
A question
If you don’t want to hear
What I say
It really is fucking
Annoying
That you feel you can treat me
This way
So I’m due to leave
The house today
Off out with my friends
To play
Whilst enjoying, perhaps
A wine or two
I’ll try my best
To forget about you
‘I never dreamed that I’d lose somebody like you…’
‘It’s so much darker when a light goes out, than it would have been if it had never shone.’
– John Steinbeck
Just think about
What I lost
On the day he died
Then ask yourself
If you were me
When would your tears subside?
I didn’t know it would hurt like this
He said
Or what I’d have to go through
There is no way of knowing
She said
Until it happens to you
I looked you up online
Last night
And was disappointed
With what I found
It seems first loves
Almost certainly are
Best left
In the playground
For someone who doesn’t care
You sure do talk a lot
‘It’s shite being Scottish’
– Mark Renton
I always assumed
Because I did it with ease
That you’d find it straightforward too
But I’ve come to realise
In the cold light of day
I was just better at it than you
Just because you didn’t hear it
She said
Doesn’t mean it didn’t speak
I think perhaps you should discuss it
He said
With your psychiatrist next week
I gave myself thanks
Yesterday
Not for having a father
But surviving one
It never quite gets dark
This time of year
Which makes the sky so pretty
But when you’re already
Struggling to sleep
It’s actually just shitty
In the shadows
Is where we’ll meet
To forever dance
Cheek to cheek
‘Land of my high endeavour
Land of the shining river
Land of my heart forever
Scotland The Brave’
‘Scotsmen are said to be clannish folk. This may be because many a Scotsman never truly leaves his home. His home is always in his heart.’
– Unknown
If you ever need anything
Or you find youself stuck
Remember not to call me
As I don’t give a fuck
If ever you need someone
You don’t have to worry
As I’ll be there
Like a shot
Please never question
If you can call me
As I’d rather listen to you
Than not
I know what this date means
Even if very few other people do
That’s why I’ll find a way
At some point today
To sit and remember you
Xxx
Just because
What doesn’t kill me
Apparently
Makes me stronger
Doesn’t give you
An excuse
To hurt me
Any longer
Who knew fifteen minutes
She said
Could really be that bad
I did the best I could
He said
In the limited time I had
Fifteen minutes
She said
Is all you’ve got
More than enough
He said
To shoot my shot
I should have trusted you
She said
And let you through the wall
I didn’t try hard enough
He said
In fact I didn’t really try at all
If you can jeer a man
For the colour of his skin
You have no right to cheer
When his goal goes in
Shall we go out today
He said
Have a blast and give it our all
I’m afraid I already have a date
She said
With pizza, beer and football
It’s a tense, nervous headache
As we kick off with a cheer
Hoping to avoid the heartache
And pain of yesteryear
Knowledge will always win
Even if your football team doesn’t
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