If only
You would see me
The way
That I see you
But now you’ve gone
And married her
To wait
Is all I can do
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
If only
You would see me
The way
That I see you
But now you’ve gone
And married her
To wait
Is all I can do
It’s nice to have you around
She said
I feel better when you’re here
I wouldn’t be anywhere else
He said
I hope that much is clear
I know
You’re feeling anxious
I can sense
How scared you are
But if you
Can let me
I promise I’ll
Go gently
And to barely leave
A scar
I’m not sure
She said
If I did the right thing
Trust me
He said
He’ll definitely ring
Maybe it’s you
Maybe it’s me
Maybe we’re both
Just lost at sea
Of all the men
It has been
There’s no one
That compares to
Yet of all the men
It will be
I must accept
It’ll never be you
I really hope
You’ll meet me
And we’ll leave
Hand in hand
But the journey ahead
Is risky
So if not,
I’ll understand
I did
What I did
All those years
Because
I thought
I loved you
But now
I can see
How you
Treated me
And what a shell
That turned me
Into
Please,
Just give me something
Even if
It’s only one word
I don’t need
Your comfort
But just to know
That I’ve been heard
I thought of us
Again today
And, as always,
You made me smile
It was a welcome break
From all the heartache
Even if only
For a while
Happy Valentine’s Day
He said
Here’s a teddy
And some flowers
I’d rather go without
She said
Than have to sit with you
For hours
Come on over
We’ll watch TV
I don’t expect
You to sleep with me
We’ll have pizza
And a drink or two
Then after that
It’s up to you
I did
What you wanted
I took you
To the brink
But you
Should know
That down below
I never
Felt a thing
I’ve craved
Your touch
Since we met
In fact
I’ve known
Nothing else
You’ve consumed
My mind
So much so
That no
Other man
Can help
Of course
It’s sad
Don’t
We know it
But they’re just
Not ready
For us
To show it
It all
Felt better
For a while
You made
Me laugh
You made
Me smile
But now
It’s over
And
You’re gone
So again,
I’m left
All alone
You have
To ask him
She said
Otherwise,
You’ll never know
But I think
I’d just die
She said
When he says
Inevitably, no
Spooning
My heart out
Drowning
In blood
You have killed me,
In a way,
That no other man
Ever could
You claim
You want
To know
The truth
But the truth
Is you couldn’t
Care less
All you want
Is someone
To taunt
And to leave
After making
A mess
I drink
Because I like it
I drink
To numb the pain
I drink
Because it’s easier
Than falling in love again
Out of all the trouble
I get myself in to
It’s important you know
That I’ll always choose you
Young, innocent
And wrinkle free
What
The fuck
Do you see in me?
Why don’t you just start small
He said
Take baby step, or two
Because to act like I’m over him
She said
Couldn’t be further from the truth
I don’t think I can do it
She said
I’m just too fucking scared
It’s the only way I can see
He said
For your heart to be repaired
Only halfway
Through your story
And you’re already
Beginning to bore me
Sometime later
When your story ends
I know for sure
We’ll just be friends
You think
You’re so clever
You think
You know it all
Well let’s see
How smart you are
With your back
Against the wall
If only you
Would ask me now
Instead
Of way back when
Because I’d say yes
And strongly suggest
That we stay anything
But friends
I’m not here
For your pleasure
I don’t exist
To be your toy
As from now,
Myself,
I have reclaimed
For me alone
To enjoy
I’m really looking forward
He said
To getting you
Under the covers
Don’t get too excited
She said
As it’s not like
We’ll be lovers
I can’t wait
To see you next
And hear you
Say my name
To feel
Your touch
To say
Too much
And to fall in love
Again
Thank you
For being
Nice to me
Thank you
For being
So kind
I’ll keep
What you said
Inside
My head
And leave
All the shit
Behind
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