Because of how
It felt inside
I said I loved you
But I think I lied
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
Because of how
It felt inside
I said I loved you
But I think I lied
You may think
Your cheeky wink
Was both charming
And flirtatious
Yet your inane smile
And attempt to beguile
Tested nothing
But my patience
I know
What happened
Between us
Was just
A one time
Thing
But I hope
You know
Your Cupid’s bow
Really did
Make my heart
Sing
Thinking back
To that night
A split decision
And your plane
Took flight
If I’d known then
What I do now
I’d have grabbed
Your hand
And never
Let go
Please don’t think
That I’m not keen
Being intentionally rude
Or deliberately mean
I’m just not in the mood
To give you head
And I’d rather we watch
This box set instead
Why don’t
We leave now
He said
Let’s get a bus,
Taxi or walk
We won’t
Be having sex
She said
But I’d love it
If we could talk
You think yourself
Some fucking big shot
But really,
Is that all you’ve got?
‘Cause if what you’re giving
Is truly your best
Then you’re no bigger
Than all the rest
Back
In the beginning
There was
So much
To adore
And yet
I still ended
Up crying
On the bathroom
Floor
When
I start
To feel alive
Again
There’ll be no
More monsters
And no
More men
As the thunder claps
And the heavens open
I search through the scraps
Of what you have broken
I know
That you’re
In love
With her
But please spare
A thought
For me
I know we
Were bereft
And that’s why
You left
But you were once
Everything
To me
To listen back
Is the best escape
As you never forget
Your first mix tape
(Nor the one who sent it)
I wonder
Where
You are
Tonight
And if
You ever
Think of me
Or do you
Just
Lay there
Her hands in
Your hair
As you sigh
Contentedly
Do you think
We connected
Because we’re
Both damaged
Inside
That,
Perhaps,
We only found
Each other
As we had
Nowhere left
To hide
How we were
Tonight
Wasn’t
Quite right
In fact,
We were downright
Laughable
But when
A love affair
Is in the air
I guess no one is
Entirely rational
Please
Don’t look
At me
That way
I know
What you
Are going
To say
And when
You do
I’ll know
For sure
That what
We had
Can be
No more
For getting me
To agree
You always seemed
To have the knack
But I’ve been moving on
All summer long
And now I know
I’ll never look back
Be it sweet
Or be it sour
You’d be on your knees
Within the hour
How could let
This happen?
Why didn’t you
Just say?
If you’d just
Been honest
And kept
Your promise
I’d’ve forgiven you
Anyway
You never
Made me happy
You never
Made me moan
In fact,
Your moves were crappy
So I’d just get there
On my own
Do you ever
Think of me
When you’re lying
In her bed?
Because I don’t ever
Think of you
Happy she’s stuck with you
Instead
Quite often
I wonder
If it was you
All along
But now
You’re out there
Swooning
To somebody else’s song
What do we have here?
He said
Hand snaking
Towards his crotch
I really can’t be arsed
She said
So I’ll just sit here
And watch
Heavy is
The head
That wears
The crown
Heavy is
The heart
That’s been
Let down
Is it really
Any wonder
Why I no longer
Sleep with men
When all they’ve done
Is let me down
Time
And time again
It matters not
In the end
If from a woman
Or a man
Sometimes
All you can do
Is to take
Whatever you can
I just thought
I’d call
He said
To check
That you’re ok
You are
So very kind
She said
To care for me
That way
I’ll also ask
While I’m on
He said
If there’s anything
I can do?
I’m sure
I’ll be fine
She said
To me this
Is nothing new
You’d better
Get them off
She said
Come on now
Don’t be shy
It won’t be long
Until the end of the song
And we’ll both
Be saying goodbye
I love to spend
Time with you
Just chatting
Is so much fun
But if I think
Of us both in bed
All I can see
Inside my head
Is how quickly
That spark
Would be gone
If only you
Could feel my pain
You’d never speak
To him again
If we take away
The anger
The frustration
And the pain
It’s pretty clear
Neither one of us
Has anything
To gain
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