"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
It’s not
That you have
The audacity
To wear
My doorbell thin
It’s more
The fact
That I’m powerless
To act
And can’t help
But let you in
‘… Such Sweet Sorrow’
Every
time
we
say
goodbye
I wish
that
you
would
stay
For
another
part
of my
soul is
crushed
Each
time
you
walk
away
(Originally Posted 27.02.2020)
I know you think
You can change me
That your kindness
Will be enough
But trust me when I say
There’s been too much decay
For my heart to be capable
Of love
Bad Seed
I
wish
there
was a
way
To
make
you
see
That
good
boys
like
you
Aren’t
for
bad
girls
like me
(Originally Posted 26.02.2020)
Don’t think you can come
Crawling back now
Acting all innocent
And holier than thou
You and I both know
What you did back then
And why, in effect,
I’d wring your neck
Time and time again
Let It Burn
I have killed us
Once before
And I will happily
Do it again
For I am
No longer
In love with you
In fact we’re
Not even friends
(Originally Posted 24.02.2022)
The fool and her heart
Were very soon parted
As he couldn’t finish
What he started
Unkept
You said
To me
You’d always
Be true
Yet it’s clear
That forever
Meant fuck all
To you
(Originally Posted 22.02.2021)
To think I was ever
This pathetic
Leaves me
Open mouthed
And aghast
It certainly took
Some toughening up
But at least now
That nonsense
Has passed
My Dark Heart
Although
my descent
into
madness
Has
torn
my soul
apart
Underneath
all of
this
sadness
I’m still
a romantic
at heart
(Originally Posted 22.02.2020)
I can try
To distract myself
Go to bed
And turn off the light
But I know full well
There’s no chance in hell
I won’t be calling him
Tonight
‘You Spin Me (Right Round)’
With
your
smile so
appealing
And
your
humility
endearing
I cannot
help
but get
feeling
You
won’t
be
home
alone
This
evening
(Originally Posted 21.02.2020)
It’s amazing
The people
You can meet
When you’re standing
Outside
On the street
They make you
Instantly
Lose control
As, with ease,
They stare
Into your soul
Cutting Through The Bullshit
I’m
not
really
crying
She
said
Honestly
things
are
fine
You
can’t
kid a
kidder
He
said
Now,
please,
come
back
to mine
(Originally Posted 20.02.2020)
Roses are red
Violets are blue
I know Valentine’s
Was yesterday
But I still fucking hate you
No Love Lost
Roses are red
Violets are blue
I may very well
Have been a cunt
But so, my dear, have you
(Originally Posted 15.02.2021)
I have so much to offer
He said
As well as this body of mine
I don’t need anything else
She said
So just the sex is fine
Whirlpools
When
I look
deep
Into
your
eyes
I must
admit
I’m
pleasantly
surprised
As
I actually
feel
Something
down
below
Which
I thought
I’d lost
Years
ago
(Originally Posted 13.02.2020)
Nothing makes you
Feel more alive
Than the sound
Of a lovers verse
But nothing will ever
Hurt you more
Than the sting
Of a lovers curse
Love(less)
I
really
do
love
you
She
said
But I
don’t
like
you
very
much
Your
words
leave
me
reeling
She
said
And
feeling
cold
to the
touch
(Originally Posted 06.02.2020)
It may not
Have been a dream
But it certainly was
A trick
As he left her so cruelly
She knew well and truly
He was a complete
And utter dick
When Love Runs Smoothly
Is
this
really
true
She
said
Are
you
sure
this
isn’t a
dream
I
promise
with
all my
heart
He
said
Some
things
really
are
what
they
seem
(Originally Posted 06.02.2020)
I can’t seem to shake the feeling
He said
That you’re just trying to lure me in
But all I do is sing songs
She said
With wickedly flirtatious grin
Windows To The Soul
I
stare
into
your
eyes
He
said
And
wonder
what’s
buried
so deep
Songs
to
make
you
smile
She
said
With
words
to
make
you
weep
(Originally Posted 03.02.2020)
I saw you just
Sitting there
All alone
And looking scared
So I thought
I’d offer
A kind word or two
In the hope
You might stop
Feeling so blue
A Forgone Conclusion
It’s
very
nice of
you to
be kind
But
please,
don’t
pay me
any mind
For
I am
now
a cause
that’s
lost
As
onto
the
pyre my
heart’s
been
tossed
(Originally Posted 01.02.2020)
Complicated relationships
May be all I’ve ever known
Yet it seems the baggage
That you come along with
By far outweighs my own
Tussle
I don’t want to just be friends
I don’t want to let this go
You may be able to walk away
But this is all I know
(Originally Posted 01.02.2021)
You need to get out more
She said
Get yourself back on the market
There’s no point in either
She said
As I doubt I’d be anyone’s target
Overlooked
What do you think
It would it take
For you
To notice me
Should I wear
A skimpy dress
Paint my lips
So readily?
Well all I have
Is my words
So I guess
That counts me out
As there’s nothing at all
About them
That suggests
I’d like to hangout
(Originally Posted 30.01.2021)
Don’t try to sweet talk me
She said
I’ve met your type before
Just come a little closer
He said
And we’ll see who’s the bore
Once Bitten
I’ve dreamt of you before
She said
And I didn’t fall for you then
Well I’m here in real life now
He said
So let me try again
(Originally Posted 29.01.2021)
If only I’d have listened
To people back in the day
Everyone who told me
This would end in disarray
Then I wouldn’t ever have known
Such misery and dismay
But I’d never have felt love either
And for that I was willing to pay
Mum Knows Best
Why
didn’t
you
follow
your
dreams?
She
said
Using
your
good
humour
and wit
Now
you’ve
got no
choice
She
said
But
to put
up with
his
bullshit
(Originally Posted 29.01.2020)
We don’t have to do it all
He said
We can meet up another day
I need to do it now
She said
Just to get it out of the way
The Trial
You don’t
have to
prove
anything
He said
Least
of all
to me
But I
need to
prove it
to myself
She said
Otherwise
I’ll never
be free
(Originally Posted 28.01.2020)
Now you come
Begging for love
Cap in outstretched hand
But I know better
And I will never
Erase my line in the sand
Incomprehensible
It’s all
just so
fucking
bizarre
How the
tables
have
turned
With
things
now as
they are
And
what we
both have
learned
(Originally Posted 26.02.2020)
I did everything
To please you
All I could
To win you round
Including
It seems
Ruining
My dreams
And running myself
Into the ground
Preferable
I’d
rather
sit
And
tear
out my
hair
Than
waste
another
minute
Hoping
you’d
care
(Originally Posted 26.01.2020)
You know
As well as me
This will only end
One way
To release
The pressure
We’ll sleep
Together
Then we’ll both
Be made to pay
Moonlighting
All this back and forth
Between us both
Has certainly served a purpose
But now we know
That our virtues show
Merely on the surface
(Originally Posted 25.01.2021)
And when you’ve had
Your own itch scratched
I’ll be left there alone
Lying in the wet patch
Lies Men Tell
Just
close
your
eyes
and
count
to ten
I’ll
take
you to
heaven
and
back
again
(Originally Posted 25.01.2020)
I know you’re angry with me
I know I made a mistake
I know you’ll struggle to forgive me
But don’t throw this away
Please
The Replacement
I only ever wanted you
But then he arrived instead
Now there’s no chance
In any circumstance
Of you sleeping in my bed
(Originally Posted 24.01.2021)
It’s hard at times
For me to explain
As I want to protect you
From feeling my pain
And it’s never your fault
When I’m triggered like this
But when you hold my hand
It reminds me of his
‘Hand In Glove’
Some days
your hand
fits
perfectly
in mine
Our love
flows freely
and
sparkles
like wine
Some days
I can’t
bear
to hold
your hand
For
reasons
you
couldn’t
understand
(Originally Posted 21.01.2020)
Well we sat at the kitchen table
Nervously eating toast
Feeling a little unstable
But both thouroughly engrossed
Until Someone Loses An Eye
What
happens
when the
laughter
stops
When
that
penny
finally
drops
When we
wake up
tomorrow
with a
raging
hangover
And that
stomach
churning
guilt
takes us
both over
(Originally Posted 20.01.2020)
It’s such a shame to see
He said
They just never stood a chance
It’s their own fucking fault
He said
For ever believing in romance
In Loving Memory
The girl you knew is gone
She said
Killed by love itself
You don’t need to tell me
He said
For I dug her grave myself
(Originally Posted 18.01.2022)
She who was once vivacious
Grew ever weary from the pain
And though she remained flirtatious
She never truly loved again
As Time Goes By
From
happy
souls
the
lifeblood
drains
Until
nothing
but
the
darkness
remains
🖤
(Originally Posted 17.01.2020)
I kept true to my promise
Just like I said I would
Now let’s both be honest
You fucking hate spinsterhood
Once And For All
Tell me you don’t want me
And I’ll walk away if I must
But just make sure
Your heart can endure
As you won’t see me again
For dust
(Originally Posted 15.01.2021)
I know that you
Will understand
When the play button
You press
As the songs I’ve picked
My love for you depict
In ways I
Could ever express
Mix Tapes
You could just say how you feel
He said
Instead of sending me a song
But these folks are professionals
She said
And I’d only get it wrong
(Originally Posted 14.01.2021)
How many more lies
Do you think we’ll tell
Before we’re both sent
Straight to hell
No Witnesses
If no one saw
But us two
Then who is to say
It happened
If we promise
Never to tell
Then no one else
Need ever be saddened
(Originally Posted 09.01.2022)
If only there
Was a way
To make the dream
A reality
But any hope of that
Was cruelly dashed
When you upped
And left me
Nocturnal Naughtiness
You
were
in my
dreams
last night
We
kissed
longingly
by the
fire
And
although
I woke
with
contented
delight
It
didn’t
quite
quench
my desire
(Originally Posted 08.01.2020)
There’s no need to instruct me
I have no inclination to wait
Now that I know you trust me
On your pleasure I will fixate
A Bit Of Rough
Throw me onto the bed
Dear boy
Your body on mine impose
For a meeting of minds
Is not required
Let alone
An entwinement of souls
(Originally Posted 08.01.2021)
I found a way
In the end
I put them all in the bin
Now I only wince
If I catch a glimpse
Of those that I keep within
I Can’t Wait
I can’t
wait for
the day
When I
no longer
wince
At
every
glimpse
Of
your
photo
(Originally Posted 07.01.2020)
And as you get older
Little by little
You begin to realise
That shit’s cyclical
Wars Of Attrition
Some people stay together
And hate every second of it
But as they’re bound by tradition
They put up with each others shit
They’re worn down day after day
But are far too scared to leave
For of a life full of happiness
They cannot possibly conceive
(Originally Posted 06.01.2021)
What we did in that room
Despite our gloom
Certainly served its purpose
Now all those things we said
Lying in that bed
Need never again resurface
Unobtainable
Maybe one day we’ll meet again
And maybe one day we won’t
But one things for sure
It won’t be for much more
Than either of us had hoped
(Originally Posted 04.01.2021)
We’ve reached that time
In our run
Where things are beginning
To come undone
Words once so profound
Are now old and cruddy
Our parts played mostly
By the understudy
It’s such a shame
To see it end this way
And that soon our house
Will stage a different play
Theatrics
Of the love
I feel for you
I have never been
More certain
So much so
It is now time
To drop
The safety curtain
So then we can
With a fiery gusto
Both just get on
With performing our show
(Originally Posted 01.01.2021)
Let’s do something
She said
Different this year
I’ve had enough
Of drinking beer
I don’t mind
He said
Whatever we do
As long as it involves
Me and you
Hogmanay (Part 3)
Time
Creeping
Mine
Sweeping
Dicks
Sleeping
Women
Weeping
Hogmanay 2020 (Part 2)
Staring into a new year
Together
Holding hands
I can’t believe
Out of everyone
It’s you who understands
Hogmanay 2020 (Part 1)
I’ll give you one day
Where the sun will shine
And that day is Friday
This week
But after that
It’ll all fall flat
And it’s back
To the future that’s bleak
(Originally Posted 31.12.2020)
It’s not that I don’t want to
He said
But we have been here before
I can’t give you what you need
She said
So I won’t ask you any more
It’s Not Real
I think
I love
you
He
said
But
I cannot
wait
If you
loved
me
She
said
You
wouldn’t
hesitate
(Originally Posted 30.12.2019)
My heart
May well
Be locked
Away
But my body
Is not
So come on
Over
If you like
And let’s see
What
You’ve got
Tough Shit
You can
try it on
all you
like
But
we can
never be
together
For my
heart
belongs
to another
And it
will stay
that way
forever
(Originally Posted 29.12.2019)
Run around
Jump up and down
That arrogant prick
Has just left town
As it turns out
He was a brutish lout
Intent on flinging my heart about
Next time I’ll know
Not to lower my wall
And for romantic bullshit
I will not fall
Quickstep
Run around
Jump up and down
There’s a new love in town!
He’s really neat
And ever so sweet
This black heart skips a beat
I think that now
I’m ready for more
As I wait for him to whisk me
Across the dancefloor
(Originally Posted 21.12.2020)
Not only was he handsome,
Smart and debonair
It also transpired
After he had inquired
That he was a millionaire
Currency
I’ll
give
you a
penny
for
them
He
said
Tell
me
your
ups
and
downs
You
can
put
your
coppers
away
She
said
As
to hear
those
you’ll
need
pounds
(Originally Posted 18.12.2020)
He never did
Text me back
No Facebook, Insta,
Or Whatsapp
Not that I really
Gave a shit
As it proved that he
Could never commit
The Final Fling
I hope
I’ve done
the right
thing
For as
yet, you
haven’t
replied
Perhaps
this is
finally
the end
I guess
I’ll wait
for you
to decide
(Originally Posted 18.12.2019)
It’s always the quiet ones
You need to watch
As they’re the ones
Who never get caught
Treachery
This cannot be
What you want
Surely,
It’s a joke
For I am not
That kind of woman
And you’re not
That kind of bloke
(Originally Posted 16.12.2020)
In a way it’s easier
To still see you every day
For as we get both older
My heart grows colder
And doesn’t hurt in the same way
Taken
I can bear most things in life
But it kills me every time
To know no matter what I do
You will never again be mine
(Originally Posted 11.12.2020)
Alhough we’ve never spoken
It’s still my daily treat
To remember that emotion
As our eyes shyly meet
After All
You
were
here
last
time
I
clearly
remember
your
smile
Perhaps
leaving
the
house
today
Might
yet
prove
to be
worthwhile
(Originally Posted 11.12.2019)
If only I was sure
He thought
That she feels the same way
I just wish he’d ask
She said
To her friend, later, that day
Admissions
Looking
at you
Looking
at me
When will
we tire
Of this
malarkey
(Originally Posted 10.12.2019)
Well it’s not like I can help it
Said the moth
To the flame
My attraction to you is hard-wired
Well your way of showing it
Said the flame
To the moth
Leaves a lot to be desired
Wings
Fuck
this
shit
Said
the
moth
To
the
flame
It is
never
going
to work
It’s all
your
fault
Said
the
flame
To
the
moth
For
going so
fucking
berserk
(Originally Posted 08.12.2019)
Even though
We only
Get one heart
I still
Gave mine
Away
But our love’s
Duet
I will never
Regret
Until
My dying day
Nothing Left
I
loved
you
And
you
loved
me
So now
my
penance
Is
never
to be
free
To
love
again
(Originally Posted 08.12.2019)
You’ve had more
Than enough time now
To decide once and for all
What you need to do
Is just tell us now
So we can both prepare for the fall
On Tenterhooks
I really don’t care
If I win or lose
Either way around
I just wish you’d choose
(Originally Posted 05.12.2020)
All those memories
Good and bad
Making me smile
Driving me mad
Yet lying here
It makes me sad
As we never knew
Quite what we had
The Old Days
Waking along
this empty street
Splashing puddles
with my feet
I remember when
we used to meet
And my broken heart
skips a beat
(Originally Posted 05.12.2019)
Why do you still deny yourself
He said
You more than deserve some happiness
It’s like I’ll never be free
She said
From the memory of all the nastiness
Forbidden Love
Come
a little
closer,
He
said,
I want
to see
your
face.
Just
you
stay
away,
She
said,
I daren’t
risk
another
embrace.
(Originally Posted 03.12.2019)
You can say sorry
All you want
And truly mean
What you say
But when you’ve been burnt
All that pain and hurt
Doesn’t ever
Just go away
The Bargain
Who knows
when our
time will
come
But I fear
it’s not
just yet
For you
have to
forgive
yourself
And I
have to
forget
(Originally Posted 27.11.2019)
Please don’t think,
Darling boy,
That you’re special
In any way
As you were not
The only one
Who saw to me
That day
Sinderella
Is that
really
the time,
he said,
I should
grab my
things
and leave
Well don’t
let me
keep you,
she said,
as I’ve
got others
to please
(Originally Posted 26.11.2019)
Did you always love her?
No
Did she always love you?
Yes
Did that change anything?
Absolutely
Unrequited (Part One)
Did you always love him?
Yes
Did he always love you?
No
Did that change anything?
Never
(Originally Posted 25.11.2019)
If anything was found
To be written down
They’d hang us both the same
So we must stay indoors
Until the laws
That seek to divide us are changed
Significant Others
Why oh
why can’t
you write
such
poetry
for me?
For our
love is
forbidden
and so
could
never be!
(Originally Posted 23.11.2019)
A tale of love
Unrequited,
Ever so sad
Yet I’m secretly
Delighted
To have experienced it.
Otherwise,
How would I have known?
‘You Can’t Always Get What You Want’
It’s not you
It’s not me
It’s just the way
It has to be
(Originally Posted 21.11.2020)
It was so much easier
Back then
As we fell in love
With our friends
Now don’t get me wrong
The drugs played a part
But we were also more open
To sharing our hearts
Love In The 90’s
No one could wear
A band t-shirt like you
With your longer hair
And grey cardigan too
That smile so shy
Those Doc Marten boots
It is no wonder why
We were in such cahoots
(Originally Posted 20.11.2020)
I don’t want a boy
She said
With romantic ideals
I need a man
With balls of steel
The Rescuer
We can
leave
together,
He
said,
I promise
I’ll look
after you.
When
will you
grow up,
She
said,
You poor
misguided
fool.
(Originally Posted 20.11.2019)
Even my love poems
It seems
Have a sinister tone
So it’s no wonder
That I’ve spent
So long on my own
Achilles H(eel)
Lingering
on the
ocean floor
Lurking
in the
starkness
This is
where we
both belong
Hidden
amongst
the darkness
(Originally Posted 18.11.2019)
I’m going to have to leave
He said
But please know I tried my best
It’s no problem to me at all
She said
As you’d already failed the test
High Maintenance
I’m not looking for just anyone
For not just anyone will do
It’ll take someone superhuman
To survive what I’ll put them through
(Originally Posted 17.11.2020)
Ramblings Of A Fragile Mind 
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