If I was a little more forward
And not just so uptight
Then I’d stop being so awkward
And sleep with you tonight
But as it is I’m a coward
With no confidence at all
So the only thing I’ll see tonight
Are the cracks in my bedroom wall
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
If I was a little more forward
And not just so uptight
Then I’d stop being so awkward
And sleep with you tonight
But as it is I’m a coward
With no confidence at all
So the only thing I’ll see tonight
Are the cracks in my bedroom wall
You convince yourself
It’s not that bad
When it’s the only love
You’ve ever had
How many times more likely
Would it be if you asked politely
I mean I’d let you do
Whatever you wanted to
If you just spoke to me nicely
If you gave me the chance
He said
I’d have you seeing stars in minutes
Well, you’re free to explore my body
She said
But my mind is strictly off limits
It doesn’t matter
What you do
Or how many fantasies
You suggest
As nothing can beat
The reality
That plays
Inside my head
I really shouldn’t
Call you
And from your delights,
Refrain
As I’d probably be better
Off alone
Than to sleep with you
Again
I know I don’t
Tell you enough
Preferring to make
Remarks off the cuff
But I do love you,
You know
I’m really looking forward to it
She said
I think we’ll have a good night
I think it’ll all depend
He said
On any home truths coming to light
I didn’t mean
For you to leave
All I needed
Was a break
And now you’ve gone
All I do is dwell on
My unintentional
Mistake
I see you hold her
In your arms
And wonder if she’ll succunb
To your boyish charms
Because if it was me
That you cradled so tight
I’d want to stay there
All day and all night
When you asked me
If I loved you
How I wish
That I’d said no
Then my being exploited
Could’ve been avoided
And this pain
I’d never have known
When I asked
If you still loved me
You should’ve just said
Absolutely not
Now all that’s stemmed
From your lying
Is a whole heap of crying
And both of us losing
The plot
If you just expect
That I’ll acquiesce
Then there’s no way this
Will ever progress
On this, the day, for Valentine’s
I can’t help but feel
I’ve lost my mind
For there is no peace
That I can find
Now my heart is dead
And my eyes are blind
Sitting here
In our chair
Remembering how
You’d stroke my hair
And tell me
That you love me
Where is your commitment
He said
Your passion and desire?
It all left when he did
She said
Now there’s nothing
That stokes the fire
I know we’re not together
He said
And we never will be again
But I still care for you
He said
And want us to be friends
I wish we could go back
She said
To before you went away
But I can’t just forgive or forget
She said
You hurt me too much that day
So what is it
You’re saying?
He said
You want to pack up
And get rid?
It’s not that I don’t
Love you now
She said
It’s that I’m not sure
I ever did
With his winning charm
And heart of valour
He led her home
Where he knew he’d have her
With her flowing hair
And knowing grin
She followed him home
Where she knew she’d win
I asked him once
Why he’d tried
Because you looked nice
He replied
To which I said
Well, I’m glad you did
As left to me
I’d’ve ran and hid
Let’s enjoy ourselves tonight
She said
Have fun
Like everyone else
Then you need
To let it go
He said
And hope your cool exterior melts
I really am so sorry
She said
I should have told you
From the start
But I’ve been remiss
I’m not fit for this
Because of my broken heart
You don’t need to apologise
He said
I always knew
To take things slow
Out of respect
For you and your ex
I’m happy to go with the flow
It was back when we
Became best friends
That I knew we’d never
Have sex again
I, for one, am excited
He said
To see how this night will end
I’m not going to have sex with you
She said
But I would like to be your friend
At the end
Of the platform
They huddle
Snapping a photo, or two
They enjoy
A wee kiss
And a cuddle
Before the next train passes through
One million men
Could lay in my bed
But you’d still be the one
Stuck in my head
Even if I tried
A million women instead
I wouldn’t even be vaguely
Interested
Here again
Home alone
Pacing, waiting
By the phone
Hoping to hear
That familiar tone
And to read our date
Has been postponed
It’s not for you
To dwell on
To deliberate
Or discuss
As I’ll be the one
To decide
If I have actually
Got the guts
I held you once
In my arms
Yet you slipped
Right through
My fingers
Now my heart burns
For your return
As the touch
Of your hand
Lingers
You just haven’t met the one
They said
You just need to give it time
You just need to fuck off
She said
You just don’t get to decide
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