Has it never occured to you
She said
Even after all this time
That maybe your mistrust
Fucked things up
And this is all your fault
Not mine?
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
Has it never occured to you
She said
Even after all this time
That maybe your mistrust
Fucked things up
And this is all your fault
Not mine?
After all
Is said and done
I’m still devastated
That you’re gone
Xxx
You cannot hide it
Or simply deny it
Because even if you try it
I’ll most certainly find it
Time may heal
But it kills too
I know that now,
Without you
In amongst
All the bullshit
There’s one thing
That’s still true
I might scream and curse
And make matters worse
But I’ll never be a cunt
Like you
Watching the greatest
Of all time
A sporting legend
In their prime
And although, to madness,
They are inclined
To witness their genius
Is still sublime
Let’s enjoy ourselves tonight
She said
Have fun
Like everyone else
Then you need
To let it go
He said
And hope your cool exterior melts
My poems are not
Very nice
Particularly warm,
Or fuzzy
But they do resonate
With those desolate
And who prefer their words
Bloody
At least I came
And I tried
“Let’s do this again”
She totally lied
Leffe
He clarified
Not Lethe
Same thing,
She shrugged
Dressed in black
I’ll stand there
Watching,
From afar
Just to see who
Was telling the truth
And who the liars
Really are
I really am so sorry
She said
I should have told you
From the start
But I’ve been remiss
I’m not fit for this
Because of my broken heart
You don’t need to apologise
He said
I always knew
To take things slow
Out of respect
For you and your ex
I’m happy to go with the flow
I did my best
At the time
Sacrificing
Your sanity
By protecting mine
Dealing with loss is hard
He said
Thinking that he’d really tried
It’s not like I lost him
She said
He actually fucking died
It was back when we
Became best friends
That I knew we’d never
Have sex again
I’m not jealous
Of your work
Your sales
Or, so called, talent
But you’re just so rude,
Now with your shitty attitude
Becoming more
And more apparent
I used to be nice
I used to be kind
Then something happened
That changed my mind
Now I’m angry
Now I’m mean
With very little left
In-between
I, for one, am excited
He said
To see how this night will end
I’m not going to have sex with you
She said
But I would like to be your friend
And so it falls
Another New Year’s Day
Yet this feeling of loss
Never fades away
With the cèilidh danced
And whisky swirled
Now we’ve got all
The time in the world
Anyone else
Sick of this shit
Just miserable and irked?
I don’t know about you
But feeling like I do
I’d rather be back at work
At the end
Of the platform
They huddle
Snapping a photo, or two
They enjoy
A wee kiss
And a cuddle
Before the next train passes through
I really tried
Hard today
But nothing ever
Goes my way
Even when I pretend
I’m okay
Things fall to shit
Anyway
What day even is it?
She said
As she opened the fridge door
I’ve got no idea
He said
But I can’t eat any more
It’s funny how things turn out
She said
As she tugged on her costume straps
When I was here
Last year
She said
My mind had all but collapsed
I knew after I’d entered the water
She said
That there would be no doubt
As I had decided
Feeling like I did
Death was the only way out
But these last few months I have learned
She said
Through medication and therapy
Having survived that blip
A communal dip
Is now more than enough for me
It’s never as bad
As you think it’ll be
All sitting around
The Christmas tree
As long as you have
A beer, or two
To dull the pain
And see you through
What would you like
For Christmas he asked
His smile
A million miles wide
I just need the strength
To carry on
She wholeheartedly replied
It may be the season
To be jolly
But for this heathen
There is no such folly
How did it come to be
He said
That you no longer care
Because I chose to live carefree
She said
And turned my back on despair
I couldn’t get a photo
She said
But I promise you, it’s true
She was there legs akimbo
Lips stuck to his like glue
I cannot quite believe it
She said
He just doesn’t seem the type
But now that you have seen it
Does it live up to the hype?
Let me put it this way
She said
From the look upon her face
I think it would be safe to say
He doesn’t get many complaints!
What I’ve got for you depends
He said
On if you’ve been bad or good
I couldn’t give a fuck
She said
And haven’t since childhood
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