The day
Is getting closer
The hour
Is drawing near
Will I find a way
My truth to say
Or will I simply cower
In fear
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
The day
Is getting closer
The hour
Is drawing near
Will I find a way
My truth to say
Or will I simply cower
In fear
Another winters night
Passes me by
As I lie here and think
Why me God, why?
I did everything
That you asked
Completed each
And every task
And yet here I am
All alone
With nowhere safe
To call my home
Wondering what else
I have to do
To feel anything other
Than contempt from you
It’s looking like
We got it wrong again
Because of his persona
We missed their pain
And although, I’m sure,
He’ll issue his refrain
Any protest now
Must surely be in vain
We may never be
The perfect match
Yet you are an itch
I just love to scratch
I wonder
If you’ll remember
All those things
You said to me
The last time
That we sat
In this room
Drinking herbal tea
I recall you had
A deck of cards
Asking me pick
Just three
Using them, then
As your guide
To set
The spirits free
I knew back then
It was bullshit
And now I don’t
Feel differently
But if indeed
You do remember
To your ‘gift’
I will concede
There’s only so much you can take
He said
Before you’ll break down for good
If you don’t think I’m screwed already
She said
Then you’ve clearly misunderstood
Forgive my hyperbolic phrase
He said
‘Tis the burden of the poet
You’re just a pretentious cunt
She said
And don’t I fucking know it
When I whispered
In your ear
Perhaps it wasn’t
Very clear
I never said
Let’s meet again
In fact I said
Let’s just be friends
If the price
Of love
Is loss
Then I’ll
Just wait
For the sales
When we said
Goodbye that day
We didn’t know
It would be
Forever
And yet
I’m left
Here alone
With only
Our memories
To treasure
Now you’ve given your heart
He said
It’s time to write that book
I just don’t know where to start
She said
As it hurts so much to look
With medications
To administer
And all those wounds
To dress
I think I said
Goodbye to you
Before you even left
Xxx
I stand at the window
Waiting to see you get off
But the bus whistles past
Without needing to stop
Because, of course,
You never got on
As I remember, with force,
That you are gone
Xxx
I see you,
You know,
For what you are
A puppeteer
Pulling strings from afar
Thinking your little tricks
I won’t dare to mention
When all you’re doing
Is drawing my attention
To the fact
That you’re a cunt
Although
We’ve spent
The night
Together
We’ll forever be
Apart
For your body
May well
Have given
Me pleasure
But you’ll
Never have
My heart
There’s no use
In contemplation
Or any sense
In looking back
All there is
Is madness
That belongs firmly
In the past
Frozen with fear
In the dead of night
I shed a tear
And hold on tight
As I pray to you
To see me through
Hoping this time
You’ll hear my plight
They say
He made us
In his own likeness
So why the fuck
Didn’t he do
The same
With kindness
The problem with me
Is you
I don’t think
You were hiding
But you just genuinely
Didn’t know
When I would ask
“How are you feeling”
About
The impending blow
I’m back
She cried
With renewed vigour
As they
Looked away
With a comical snigger
We’ve heard it
Before
They all said
As she
Stood there
And shook her head
This time
It’s true
I’ll have
Your guts!
But deep down
She knew
What a fool
She looked
It doesn’t matter
What you say
Because however much
You try
Nothing will ever
Hurt me now
As I am dead
Inside
Life is better
He said
Than it was
Your progress
You can’t deny
That doesn’t mean
She said
I don’t still dream
Of stabbing you
In the eye
It all happened
In a flash
And now
I know
There’s no
Going back
If love was permanent
And grief temporal
Perhaps I’d feel safe
And less conjectoral
Inspired by Cassa Bassa at flickerofthoughts.com
Not only
She said
Do I miss you
But on days
Like this
I miss me too
After all
The heartache
And the pain
You put me through
I don’t just need
To forgive you
But I want to forget you
Too
Why don’t you come along
They said
We’re going for coffee and cake
To force such joy upon me
She said
Would only be a mistake
I always knew
That kissing you
Would be
My biggest regret
The problem I saw
Hours before
Either of us
Got into bed
Don’t be scared
He said
Now you’ve shared
I’ll keep your secret
‘Til the end
If they ever found out
She said
I’m not that devout
I fear chaos
Would descend
I will do
All I can
Every day
To make you smile
For seeing you happy
However sappy
Just makes everything
Worthwhile
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