Give yourself a break
He said
We can all see
You’re trying your best
I just can’t afford to flake
She said
With all these cuckoos
In the nest
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
Give yourself a break
He said
We can all see
You’re trying your best
I just can’t afford to flake
She said
With all these cuckoos
In the nest
I saw it first
On TV
In a film made long ago
(If you can forgive
Their dodgy accents
It’s not that bad, you know)
There it stood
Pride of place
As part of that iconic scene
A symbol of majesty
And resilience
In a landscape stoically serene
Who knew
That its destruction
Would be so upsetting to me
It’s not like it was
A person
But a 300 year old tree
I just don’t understand
He said
Why she would try to tear us apart
Because the cost of true love
She said
Is always someone else’s heart
You can’t drink from an empty cup
He said
Your throat is still left parched
To have a cup in the first place
She said
Would be a fucking start
I wish
That things
Were different
And I could be
More in control
But my drive
Is non existent
So I’m stuck here
In this hole
I am going home
And locking the door
As I do not care
For this shit anymore
If you knew
Anything about me
You’d know that shit
Isn’t my style
I’d say
To your face
That you’re a cunt
And not hide it
Behind a smile
To expect a nightly vision
She said
Seems a tad extreme
I barely get to sleep
She said
Let alone to fucking dream
Time to tell your truth
He said
To stand up and face the crowd
I’m not sure how I’ll cope
She said
Saying all this stuff out loud
I’m sorry
For all
The pain
I caused
For those
Emotions
That I
Withheld
You see
I did
Love you
Very much
I just didn’t
Love myself
I don’t know if I
Can see this through
As it’s all so empty
Without you
There’s nothing worse
Than when it hurts
And that
Is all the time
Yet I’ll pretend
To the bitter end
That everything
Is fine
“Life…has been unfaithful”
It was you
Who wanted this
Not me
You who were
Too blind
To see
That we could
Never make
Each other happy
Not while
My heart is chained
And yours
Runs free
I want it like
The book
She said
I need
The fairy tale
I can offer you
He said
A dream or two
But nothing
On that scale
It reads more like
You just couldn’t be arsed
Your ending, descending
Into abject farce
Perhaps next time
You’ll be less weak willed
With your writing, exciting
And us feeling fulfilled
The day
Is getting closer
The hour
Is drawing near
Will I find a way
My truth to say
Or will I simply cower
In fear
Another winters night
Passes me by
As I lie here and think
Why me God, why?
I did everything
That you asked
Completed each
And every task
And yet here I am
All alone
With nowhere safe
To call my home
Wondering what else
I have to do
To feel anything other
Than contempt from you
It’s looking like
We got it wrong again
Because of his persona
We missed their pain
And although, I’m sure,
He’ll issue his refrain
Any protest now
Must surely be in vain
We may never be
The perfect match
Yet you are an itch
I just love to scratch
I wonder
If you’ll remember
All those things
You said to me
The last time
That we sat
In this room
Drinking herbal tea
I recall you had
A deck of cards
Asking me pick
Just three
Using them, then
As your guide
To set
The spirits free
I knew back then
It was bullshit
And now I don’t
Feel differently
But if indeed
You do remember
To your ‘gift’
I will concede
There’s only so much you can take
He said
Before you’ll break down for good
If you don’t think I’m screwed already
She said
Then you’ve clearly misunderstood
Forgive my hyperbolic phrase
He said
‘Tis the burden of the poet
You’re just a pretentious cunt
She said
And don’t I fucking know it
When I whispered
In your ear
Perhaps it wasn’t
Very clear
I never said
Let’s meet again
In fact I said
Let’s just be friends
If the price
Of love
Is loss
Then I’ll
Just wait
For the sales
When we said
Goodbye that day
We didn’t know
It would be
Forever
And yet
I’m left
Here alone
With only
Our memories
To treasure
Now you’ve given your heart
He said
It’s time to write that book
I just don’t know where to start
She said
As it hurts so much to look
With medications
To administer
And all those wounds
To dress
I think I said
Goodbye to you
Before you even left
Xxx
I stand at the window
Waiting to see you get off
But the bus whistles past
Without needing to stop
Because, of course,
You never got on
As I remember, with force,
That you are gone
Xxx
I see you,
You know,
For what you are
A puppeteer
Pulling strings from afar
Thinking your little tricks
I won’t dare to mention
When all you’re doing
Is drawing my attention
To the fact
That you’re a cunt
Although
We’ve spent
The night
Together
We’ll forever be
Apart
For your body
May well
Have given
Me pleasure
But you’ll
Never have
My heart
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