If only I was sure
He thought
That she feels the same way
I just wish he’d ask
She said
To her friend, later, that day
Admissions
Looking
at you
Looking
at me
When will
we tire
Of this
malarkey
(Originally Posted 10.12.2019)
Random #262
“You’ll never watch your life slide out of view…”
Random #261
“Someone once asked me: ‘why do you love music so much?’ I replied: ‘because it’s the only thing that stays when everything and everyone is gone.'”
– Kid Cudi
Pulling The Wool
The worst part
About what happened
Is that your role
Is still unexamined
Capitulation
I’m
now
ready
to walk
away
As you’ve
made it
impossible
for me
to stay
All I
hope
is
that
one day
You
are as
unhappy
as I am
today
(Originally Posted 09.12.2019)
Dead Inside
I know
That depression
Is cyclical
Yet I’m still taken
By surprise
Whenever
It hits
And I feel
Like shit
As the light fades
From behind my eyes
Sprung
The beast has crept back in again
She’s beaten down my door
And there was me,
Foolishly,
Thinking I wouldn’t need pills anymore
(Originally Posted 09.12.2020)
Parasite
Although I wrote this
For someone else
It suddenly occurs to me
That a finer analogy
For your behavior
There could never be
Leech
I
don’t
owe
you a
penny
But
you
sure do
owe
me
For
putting
food in
your
belly
And
living
in my
home
rent free
(Originally Posted 09.12.2019)
Way Too Eager
Well it’s not like I can help it
Said the moth
To the flame
My attraction to you is hard-wired
Well your way of showing it
Said the flame
To the moth
Leaves a lot to be desired
Wings
Fuck
this
shit
Said
the
moth
To
the
flame
It is
never
going
to work
It’s all
your
fault
Said
the
flame
To
the
moth
For
going so
fucking
berserk
(Originally Posted 08.12.2019)
Gold Dust
Even though
We only
Get one heart
I still
Gave mine
Away
But our love’s
Duet
I will never
Regret
Until
My dying day
Nothing Left
I
loved
you
And
you
loved
me
So now
my
penance
Is
never
to be
free
To
love
again
(Originally Posted 08.12.2019)
The Long Way Down
I remember
When I heard this
Oh how I laughed
And laughed
To know that finally,
And rightfully,
You have fallen on your ass
Music To My Ears
So I’ve heard that you
Are starting to feel
Like you’re reaping
What you sowed
Well all I can say
Is poor, poor you
I hope your pain
Has overflowed
As I, for one,
Cannot express
Just how happy
I am to know
That perhaps now you
Can comprehend
How it feels
To be alone
(Originally Posted 08.12.2020)
“I’m OK By Myself”
Someone asked me
Today
Why I prefer to travel
Alone
Because it’s easier
I said
Than listening to other people
Moan
Better Off Dead
Sometimes
I
wonder,
Is
this all
there is?
Just
boredom,
emptiness
And your
endless
bullshit?
I couldn’t
think of
anything
nicer,
Than to be
somewhere
else
instead.
Far from
all the
anxiety
and pain,
And your
words
plaguing
my head
(Originally Posted 07.12.2019)
Sleeping Alone
I thought having sex with strangers
Would get him out of my head
And though it filled a hole
That wasn’t my goal
So now it’s back to my own bed
Going Too Far
Lying
here
alone
In
this
strange
bed
Wondering
what the
fuck
Was
in my
head
Now I
must
ignore
This
feeling
of dread
And
stop
wishing
that I’d
Stayed
home
instead
(Originally Posted 07.12.2020)
The Asylum Called – They Want Their Jacket Back
If only one day
He’d answer back
Instead of just little
Old lunatic me
Shouting into the black
Into The Wind
As my life passes me by
I lose the will to even try
So I raise my hands to the sky
And scream why me, you arsehole, why?
(Originally Posted 07.12.2020)
Mutually Exclusive
Between your happiness
And mine
I’d pick my freedom
Everytime
Last In Line
If you continue to push this
She said
And I am forced to choose
You really should be prepared
She said
For the fact I won’t pick you
(Originally Posted 06.12.2021)
Fucking Fluoxetine
I enjoyed my trip
Up to the heavens
Albeit for just
Those thirty seconds
One Night Only
This bed’s not big enough
For the both of us
So I’ll be the one to leave
We should just be glad
For the time we’ve had
And the little bit of reprieve
(Originally Posted 06.12.2020)
The Sudden Calmness
They were all hoping
The blues would fade
But they were unaware
My decision was made
Rope
I know
I can’t
do this
anymore
My soul
is heavy
and my
heart
is sore
I feel
the relief
in every
pore
As I walk
along
to the
hardware
store
(Originally Posted 06.12.2019)
We Haven’t Got All Day
You’ve had more
Than enough time now
To decide once and for all
What you need to do
Is just tell us now
So we can both prepare for the fall
On Tenterhooks
I really don’t care
If I win or lose
Either way around
I just wish you’d choose
(Originally Posted 05.12.2020)
It’ll Need Stitches
I can clean it with antiseptic
He said
And cover it with a plaster
It won’t make any difference
She said
It’s still a fucking disaster
Bleeding
It feels
like I’ve
been
robbed,
she said,
Of the
only
love
in my
life
This
pain
just
runs
so deep,
she sobbed,
As it
cuts
through me
like a
knife
(Originally Posted 05.12.2019)
Imperfectly Perfect
All those memories
Good and bad
Making me smile
Driving me mad
Yet lying here
It makes me sad
As we never knew
Quite what we had
The Old Days
Waking along
this empty street
Splashing puddles
with my feet
I remember when
we used to meet
And my broken heart
skips a beat
(Originally Posted 05.12.2019)
Alt. 670m (2199ft)
Trying
In vain
To feel alive
There’s one more
Mountain
Left to drive
Hometime
As the hurt starts to subside
And the pain begins to fade
I’m never too far
From the reminder
Grief is still the sharpest blade
(Originally Posted 04.12.2020)
I Can’t Say I Didn’t Think About It
We could have chatted
All day today
If only the sea
Had swept me away
The Beach
I’m
glad
I spoke
to you
today
Even
though
it was
only
the
wind
That
could
reply
Xxx
(Originally Posted 04.12.2020)
At The Train Station
You felt it
As I did I
When we locked eyes
That day
Now you know it
As do I
And so,
I walked away
‘Guilt’s A Heavy Load’
Your
mouth
is full
of spite
She said
The
words
you use
are savage
It must
be so
hard for
you
She said
To carry
around
such
baggage
(Originally Posted 03.12.2019)
(High)lands Reprise
As I stand here
Taking snaps
Comparing them
To years past
I am struck
By the magnitude
Of how much I now
Love my solitude
(High)lands
Let us
roam
amongst
the
heather
Laugh
out loud
betwixt
the
blether
Kiss
amidst
this
stormy
weather
Until
we
come
undone
together
(Originally Posted 03.12.2020)
Unlearning
Why do you still deny yourself
He said
You more than deserve some happiness
It’s like I’ll never be free
She said
From the memory of all the nastiness
Forbidden Love
Come
a little
closer,
He
said,
I want
to see
your
face.
Just
you
stay
away,
She
said,
I daren’t
risk
another
embrace.
(Originally Posted 03.12.2019)
Letting You Go
I really did love you, you know
I wish I’d told you so before
And now you’re gone
Nothing can be done
But to regret it
Forevermore
Xxx
(Originally Posted 02.12.2021)
Ain’t Life Grand
We
only
really
reached
halfway
When
you
went
and
died
on me
Now
what
was
once
bright
is grey
As
I deal
with
life’s
debris
(Originally Posted 02.12.2020)
The View
Waves crash,
As memories smash,
Against the walls of my heart.
That we were once here,
Full of youthful cheer,
Just tears my soul apart.
Xxx
(Originally Posted 02.12.2019)
Once Upon A Time
Another
day passes
And I
miss you
like mad
As through
rose tinted
glasses
I remember
what we had
Xxx
(Originally Posted 02.12.2019)
The Death Of Me
The Death Of Me
Nearly twenty years together
And what do I have to show
Just a blackened heart
Now we’re three years apart
And sadness the status quo
Xxx
(Originally Posted 01.12.2021)
Six Years Ago
Walk down the aisle with me?
She said
The bakery aisle, that is
I thought you were being serious
He said
And my heart just skipped a beat
Xxx
(Originally Posted 01.12.2021)
Still
Thunder rolls
Lightning strikes
As grief still cuts me
Like a knife
Xxx
(Originally Posted 01.12.2020)
Tu Me Manques
I just wish you were still here.
That’s it.
No flowery language.
No poetic licence.
I just wish you hadn’t died.
Simple.
Xxx.
(Originally Posted 01.12.2020)
Ramblings Of A Fragile Mind 
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