I thought of us
Again today
And, as always,
You made me smile
It was a welcome break
From all the heartache
Even if only
For a while
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
I thought of us
Again today
And, as always,
You made me smile
It was a welcome break
From all the heartache
Even if only
For a while
I don’t think
I’ve missed you
More than I have
Today
There was nothing
I could do
To help push
These feelings away
And even though
It is now
Nearly twenty six years old
I have realised
My love for you
Will simply
Never grow cold
Xxx
Happy Valentine’s Day
He said
Here’s a teddy
And some flowers
I’d rather go without
She said
Than have to sit with you
For hours
You can try
To work me out
You can try
To take me apart
But all you’ll find
Is a fragile mind
With a bitter
And blackened old heart
Come on over
We’ll watch TV
I don’t expect
You to sleep with me
We’ll have pizza
And a drink or two
Then after that
It’s up to you
What you said
That day
Hurt me
How you treated me
Was wrong
So I’ll make sure
You get yours
To rapturous applause
Before
Too fucking long
I did
What you wanted
I took you
To the brink
But you
Should know
That down below
I never
Felt a thing
You took me
For granted
And so
You’re paying the price
Perhaps you can
Now understand
How it costs nothing
To be nice
I know
Your words
I forever
Negated
But your
Kindness
Was always
Appreciated
I’ve craved
Your touch
Since we met
In fact
I’ve known
Nothing else
You’ve consumed
My mind
So much so
That no
Other man
Can help
If there’s
One thing
I know
With complete
Certainty
It’s that
I’ve seen
Enough rain
To last
An eternity
Your wandering soul
All alone
With your bones of ash
And heart of stone
If only you could find
Your way back home
I’d hold you tight
And never let you go
Xxx
If only you knew
You’re heaven sent
How you just listening
Helps me to vent
But you never will
‘Cause I’ll never say
As I wouldn’t risk
You walking away
Of course
It’s sad
Don’t
We know it
But they’re just
Not ready
For us
To show it
It all
Felt better
For a while
You made
Me laugh
You made
Me smile
But now
It’s over
And
You’re gone
So again,
I’m left
All alone
You have
To ask him
She said
Otherwise,
You’ll never know
But I think
I’d just die
She said
When he says
Inevitably, no
Spooning
My heart out
Drowning
In blood
You have killed me,
In a way,
That no other man
Ever could
You claim
You want
To know
The truth
But the truth
Is you couldn’t
Care less
All you want
Is someone
To taunt
And to leave
After making
A mess
I drink
Because I like it
I drink
To numb the pain
I drink
Because it’s easier
Than falling in love again
I’m starting to think
It’s time
For someone else
To help you instead
You’re far too reliant
And much too incompliant
For me
To sort out your head
Out of all the trouble
I get myself in to
It’s important you know
That I’ll always choose you
Young, innocent
And wrinkle free
What
The fuck
Do you see in me?
Whenever I think
It might be time
To call
And apologise first
I remember how
You watched me struggle
And decided
To make it worse
Why don’t you just start small
He said
Take baby step, or two
Because to act like I’m over him
She said
Couldn’t be further from the truth
If stress
Is caused
By giving
A fuck
Then
I’m very glad
I don’t
If you want
Forgiveness
Then get down
On your knees
For I am going
To need
Much more
Than just
A simple please
I don’t think I can do it
She said
I’m just too fucking scared
It’s the only way I can see
He said
For your heart to be repaired
Although
Most days
Are no longer
That hard
Grief still
Finds a way
Of catching me
Off guard
Xxx
With all those years
That we were blessed
If you asked again
I’d still say yes
Xxx
It may very well
Be spooky season
But for evil thoughts
I don’t need a reason
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