Spooning
My heart out
Drowning
In blood
You have killed me,
In a way,
That no other man
Ever could
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
Spooning
My heart out
Drowning
In blood
You have killed me,
In a way,
That no other man
Ever could
You claim
You want
To know
The truth
But the truth
Is you couldn’t
Care less
All you want
Is someone
To taunt
And to leave
After making
A mess
I drink
Because I like it
I drink
To numb the pain
I drink
Because it’s easier
Than falling in love again
I’m starting to think
It’s time
For someone else
To help you instead
You’re far too reliant
And much too incompliant
For me
To sort out your head
Out of all the trouble
I get myself in to
It’s important you know
That I’ll always choose you
Young, innocent
And wrinkle free
What
The fuck
Do you see in me?
Whenever I think
It might be time
To call
And apologise first
I remember how
You watched me struggle
And decided
To make it worse
Why don’t you just start small
He said
Take baby step, or two
Because to act like I’m over him
She said
Couldn’t be further from the truth
If stress
Is caused
By giving
A fuck
Then
I’m very glad
I don’t
If you want
Forgiveness
Then get down
On your knees
For I am going
To need
Much more
Than just
A simple please
I don’t think I can do it
She said
I’m just too fucking scared
It’s the only way I can see
He said
For your heart to be repaired
Although
Most days
Are no longer
That hard
Grief still
Finds a way
Of catching me
Off guard
Xxx
With all those years
That we were blessed
If you asked again
I’d still say yes
Xxx
It may very well
Be spooky season
But for evil thoughts
I don’t need a reason
Only halfway
Through your story
And you’re already
Beginning to bore me
Sometime later
When your story ends
I know for sure
We’ll just be friends
A simple girl
With simple needs
Willing to wander
Through the weeds
Searching for something
True to find
While leaving all
Her doubts behind
You think
A diet,
Hair dye,
And dentistry
Will help you
Find a mate
But, my dear,
Alas, I fear,
You’ve left it
Far too late
You think
You’re so clever
You think
You know it all
Well let’s see
How smart you are
With your back
Against the wall
If only you
Would ask me now
Instead
Of way back when
Because I’d say yes
And strongly suggest
That we stay anything
But friends
I’m not here
For your pleasure
I don’t exist
To be your toy
As from now,
Myself,
I have reclaimed
For me alone
To enjoy
I don’t know who
You think you are
Walking around
All giddy
And bright
It’s as if you think
A cheeky wink
Will make it
All alright
Well I’m here to say
It’s not ok
And for your sins
You must pay
So sometime soon
This recent boon
Will end much
To your dismay
I’m really looking forward
He said
To getting you
Under the covers
Don’t get too excited
She said
As it’s not like
We’ll be lovers
Just when you think
It’s over
Just when you think
It’s done
The paranoia
Seeps back in
And toys with you
For fun
I can’t wait
To see you next
And hear you
Say my name
To feel
Your touch
To say
Too much
And to fall in love
Again
Thank you
For being
Nice to me
Thank you
For being
So kind
I’ll keep
What you said
Inside
My head
And leave
All the shit
Behind
Because of how
It felt inside
I said I loved you
But I think I lied
You may think
Your cheeky wink
Was both charming
And flirtatious
Yet your inane smile
And attempt to beguile
Tested nothing
But my patience
I know
What happened
Between us
Was just
A one time
Thing
But I hope
You know
Your Cupid’s bow
Really did
Make my heart
Sing
It’s hard
To know
What to say
Let alone
What to post
In fact
Never before
Have I been
So sure
About giving
Up the ghost
Waving goodbye
To my childhood dreams
As I now know nothing
Is what it seems
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