Don’t bother asking me
As I will only say no
I’m only drinking
To stop me thinking
So I’ll just buy my own
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
Don’t bother asking me
As I will only say no
I’m only drinking
To stop me thinking
So I’ll just buy my own
There is no substitution
For what we had
Looking for it again
Will only drive me mad
Don’t you dare
Question me
Like you’re
Any fucking better
I know
What you both did
Don’t forget
I read her letter
So who’s fault is it then
Yours or mine
Who was it that took this
Over the line?
Was it me
With my brutality
And supposed lack of rationality?
Or was it you
And your crew
With fuck all else with your time to do?
Either way it doesn’t matter
As the line has now been crossed
It’s just a shame that we’ll never know
Which one of us won or lost
The girl you knew is gone
She said
Killed by love itself
You don’t need to tell me
He said
For I dug her grave myself
How about this
He said
For an interesting notion
Perhaps you’re not
Dead inside
But just allergic to emotion
I can’t help you
She said
I have nothing to give
Don’t count on me
She said
For your reason to live
Half of you
Half of her
But which half
Do I prefer
Hard to tell
Who I am
When I feel
Like a sham
‘You have no right to ask me how I feel’
‘Stab the body and it heals, but injure the heart and the wound lasts a lifetime.’
– Mineko Iwasaki
I don’t know
If I can forgive you
For all the pain
And hurt
It’s not that we
Can’t be friends now
But more I don’t think
We ever were
The coincidence
Inexplicable
The evidence
Inadmissible
But I know it’s you
Xxx
Standing here at midnight
On these old viking grounds
Not so much
In awe of the lights
But more the darkness
That surrounds
I can see straight through you
He said
Your truth isn’t so hard to find
There’s no way you can navigate
She said
The grey areas of my mind
It was you who made things difficult
It was you who made things worse
You who added injury to insult
It was you who left me cursed
It was you who made me doubt myself
It was you who made me cry
You who just pleased yourself
It was you who never asked why
But as for all that has followed
All that has now came to be
Every pill that I have swallowed
That’s on no one else but me
I don’t care
For your problems
I don’t care
For your pain
I don’t care
To prop you up
In fact
I’ll never care for you again
If no one saw
But us two
Then who is to say
It happened
If we promise
Never to tell
Then no one else
Need be saddened
One day
I’ll have my way
And all the world will know
Exactly why
You’re the bad guy
And I deserve my halo
‘…But there’s no hard feelings
There’s no feelings at all…’
‘All that was good,
All that was fair,
All that was me is gone.’
– Robert Louis Stevenson
Love me
Or leave me
I really couldn’t care
For either way
I’ll just decay
In misery and despair
I know that
It seems strange
And makes it difficult
To confabulate
But you must believe me
When I say
It is how
I best communicate
There’s no point in us speaking
I don’t want to argue anymore
If you choose not to hear me
Then despite loving you dearly
I’m walking out the door
Testing, testing one two three
Now I’ve changed domain names
Can you still see me?
‘Everybody lies’
‘Ain’t that the truth’
I always
thought
being
with you
was hell
Seems
the boredom
of being
without you
is worse
Xxx
If only she was better
Then she’d be worthy of your hand
But as it is
It’s a basic bitch
Who will wear your wedding band
Pass me the paracetamol
She said
I’m never drinking again
I’ll remember you said that
He said
Next time you need a friend
‘We twa hae paidl’d in the burn,
Frae morning sun till dine;
But seas between us braid hae roar’d
Sin’ auld lang syne.’
– Robert Burns
“May the best you’ve ever seen,
Be the worst you’ll ever see.
May the mouse ne’er leave your girnal,
Wi’ a tear drap in it’s e’e.
May your lum keep blithely reekin’,
Till ye’re auld enough to dee.
May you aye be just as happy,
As I’d like ye aye tae be.”
– Traditional Scottish Toast
“New year, new me”
Is that what you want me to say?
Well, I’m not pretending
I’ll get a happy ending
Just like any other Friday
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