If only you
Could feel my pain
You’d never speak
To him again
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
If only you
Could feel my pain
You’d never speak
To him again
I’ve been thinking
About my epitaph
But I’ve no idea
What it should say
Maybe they’ll just use
A photograph
To keep the ghouls
At bay
If we take away
The anger
The frustration
And the pain
It’s pretty clear
Neither one of us
Has anything
To gain
When you said
I should leave
I did what
You asked me to do
I used that day
To run away
From everything
I knew
All those years
You took the blame
For me pressing
Self destruct
When, in truth,
It was just an excuse
That I used
To get fucked
You ain’t
All that
You’re no
High-flier
In fact
You’re a twat
As well
As a liar
The heels
On your shoes
The shirt
On your back
Heaven knows
You deserve
Some flack
It’s ok
If you want
To stay
I will be
The one
To leave
But just
Remember
When they find out
It’s my loss
They will grieve
When those thoughts
Enter your head
Do you cut them off
Stone dead?
Or do you sometimes
Squint through the blur
To see what a cunt
You really were
Don’t you want to get better?
No, she politely replied
I think folks would be happier
If I just quietly died
A heart
Dejected
Words
Neglected
People
Rejected
Yet challenge
Accepted
After all
Is said
And done
I think
It’s time
We both
Move on
Thank you
So much
For your
Concern
But I
Am doing
Just fine
I don’t feel
I need to
Be healed
So your offer
I must decline
What do you do
When you want to be touched
But you don’t really like
People very much
What do you do
When you want romance
But you’re in no way inclined
To give anyone a chance
Well, here’s what I do
I just stay in bed
And spend all day feeling
I’d be better off dead
What is life
He said
Without a little risk?
There’s testing the limit
She said
And then taking the piss
Now that all
Is said
And done
I know
That you
Were never
“The one”
All those worries
Doubts and fears
Washed away
Through a river
Of tears
I remember
When you asked
And all too quckly
I said no
Now I wonder
Having made that blunder
Just how far
I would go
Win or lose
You’ll never prove
You’re a better man
Than him
Do you ever miss him?
All the time, she said
Each night I cry
Screaming “why?”
As I lay down
In our bed
Do you ever miss him?
Never once, she said
The second he’d gone
I just moved on
To someone else
Instead
Now I know
Why you left
Time
And time again
It wasn’t because
I wasn’t enough
You just couldn’t
Stand the pain
You can tell me ’til
You’re blue in the face
But there’s no way
That I’ll hear it
It may sound cliché
But for me to stay
You’ll just have
To let me feel it
If it had
To be anyone
Then it definitely
Wouldn’t be you
I’ve got enough left
Of my self respect
To avoid the crap
Men like you spew
It’s never felt
Like that before
In fact,
I am quite surprised
I’d never have guessed
That you would impress
Whenever
You first arrived
I’d just about
Come to terms
With losing
Everything
But then I saw you
With your new tattoo
And the size
Of her fucking ring
I hope that you
Are happy now
And you go to sleep
With a smile
But for me to hope
That she doesn’t choke
Is going to take
A while
All that time
Now gone
To waste
Next time
I'll tell you
With infinite haste
Love’s young dream
This is not
Nor is it
A fairy tale
It’s a bunk up,
Of sorts,
Fuelled by lust,
Of course,
Along with a few yards of ale
All that time
Heaven sent
Your lips on mine
Magnificent
You thought
You’d stop
Didn’t you?
And you’d never
Touch me again
That you wouldn’t
Need knives
Or razor blades
To cope
With all your pain
Yet here you are
With scissors
Poised to plunge
Into your skin
What a stupid bitch
To think you could switch
And that I
Would never win
“Oh, how I’ve missed this”
She said
Running her hands
Through his hair
That he wasn’t the first
Of the day for her
Was neither here
Nor there
I gave you every
Piece of me
Acted like
A woman posessed
And yet
You squandered
Everything
Until there
Was nothing left
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