There’s plenty that
I could have said
Even more
I could have done
But you don’t deserve
The satisfaction
Of thinking
That you’ve won
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
There’s plenty that
I could have said
Even more
I could have done
But you don’t deserve
The satisfaction
Of thinking
That you’ve won
I find it funny
You think
I’d remember
Even more so
That I’d care
Because
Everything you said
Went over my head
As you were blissfully
Unaware
I remember precisely
Where I was
Along with the time
And date
When I knew
To just stop trying
And resign myself
To fate
I actually believed it
When you said
“I love you”
But little
Did I realise
I was at the back
Of the queue
You cannot say
You didn’t know
Or that I wasn’t clear
When I said no
The fact that you
Were “just a kid”
Will never justify
What you did
It’s not me you want
It’s her, over there
With the sparkly eyes
And the perfect hair
But I’ll play along
And my feelings, ignore
After all I’ve done it
Plenty times before
As we stumble
Like fools
Across
The dancefloor
I can’t help
But wonder
Who wants
This more
I know
That I can’t
Use booze
To cope
As I crawl
To throw up
My last vestige
Of hope
I don’t know
If all that’s true
But it’s nice to hear
Your point of view
It wasn’t written
In the stars
Or foretold through
Your wanky cards
It was just by chance
We met that day
And I wouldn’t have had it
Any other way
Xxx
After everything
Was said and done
And all those years
Had passed
I knew
I wasn’t
Your first love
But I was proud
To be your last
Xxx
I'm feeling down
And full of dread
I can't come in
I'm staying in bed
There’s no way
I could know
The depths of your hell
But I’ve known
My own
All too fucking well
Although you’ve talked
For a while
I’m not sure where
You’re going with this
But if you’re prepared
To take a shot
You’d better make sure
You don’t miss
It’s nice to see
How you are with me
Is in no way chauvinistic
But as for your chance
When it comes to romance
I wouldn’t be too optimistic
If only times
Were different
Then our lives
Could truly flourish
But as it is
This life is shit
With love like ours
Not encouraged
If the sun
And the moon
Cannot agree
Then fuck knows why
You’d ever ask me
As the punches roll
Time takes it’s toll
And I lose more
And more
Each day
I can’t be wrong
Thinking
It won’t be long
Before I fully
Fade away
Don’t
Ask me
Because
I don’t care
I’ve got better things
To do
Than my thoughts
To share
I must not
Have learned
From my last mistake
As I gave him
My heart
On a plate
Come back
Tomorrow
And try again
For I need
A lover
Not just a friend
It’s only now
On this
Winters night
That I wish
You were here
By my side
Keep your friends
Around
And your family
Close
As you never
Know when
You'll be left
Alone
Twinkle Twinkle
Little star
How utterly insignificant
Us fuckwits really are
If what you say
Proves to be true
Then I will give
Myself to you
But if what you say
Proves to be false
Then I’ll rip you apart
Without remorse
Thank fuck
She said
I’m getting away
I couldn’t take it
Another day
I’m so happy
He said
You’re visiting me
As I’ll help you forget,
Easily
There's no need
For you
To feel bad
To worry,
Or to fret
It's not like
You're "reminding me"
Because I
Could never forget
You say
That I intrigue you
As I’m pale
And interesting
Yet what I see
Is the reality
And that ain’t worth
A thing
Why can’t we let
Sleeping dogs lie
I don’t want to scream
Or start a fight
We should just agree
To disagree
And end this shit
Respectfully
You must have
Thought me stupid
Standing there,
Aghast
It’s just
I’d never thought
Of a ménage
Let alone à trois
I’ll never forget
You sat with me
When I was as sad
As sad could be
And even though
You didn’t agree
You just let me talk
And made me tea
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