I did
What you wanted
I took you
To the brink
But you
Should know
That down below
I never
Felt a thing
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
I did
What you wanted
I took you
To the brink
But you
Should know
That down below
I never
Felt a thing
You took me
For granted
And so
You’re paying the price
Perhaps you can
Now understand
How it costs nothing
To be nice
What we did in that room
Despite our gloom
Certainly served its purpose
Now all those things we said
Lying in that bed
Need never again resurface
Unobtainable
Maybe one day we’ll meet again
And maybe one day we won’t
But one things for sure
It won’t be for much more
Than either of us had hoped
(Originally Posted 04.01.2021)
‘Who needs action when you’ve got words’
You may have saved me on occasion
But you have betrayed me too
So don’t make out you’re innocent
From what you’ve made me do
I know
That you’re sorry
You’ve told me
A thousand times
It’s just
I don’t believe
That you regret
Your crimes
That was the difference
Between me and you
I was willing to forgive
But you just turned the screw
I considered everyone
While you only cared for yourself
That’s why I’ve got everyone
And you have nothing left
Sometimes I wish I’d said yes
All those years ago
Perhaps if I had
It might well have gone bad
But at least now we’d know
It’s fun
While it lasts
Then you go home
Embarrassed
I will no longer apologise
To you or anyone else
For the only person
I now need to please
Is my own fucking self
You
are
nothing
like
me
So
don’t
pretend
you
are
You’re
just a
mother
fucking
wannabe
Who
took
things
way
too
far
What
else
did
you
lose
She
asked
On
the
day
he
died?
All
the
love
and
respect
I
once
had
for
you
She
bitterly
replied
Not
even a
worldwide
pandemic
Is
enough
to make
you see
That what
happened
to us was
your fault
And you
should
apologise
to me
Don’t
expect
me to
feel
sorry
for you
Now
that
you’re
on
your
own
You’ve
bought
this
misery
upon
yourself
These
these
seeds
you
yourself
have
sown
Just when
I thought
I’d got
rid of you
You go
and answer
me back
Looks like
I’ll need to
remove you
completely
To get my
own life
on track
Don’t bother
to call meAs I’ll just watch
the phone ringI will not
answer to youAnd I’ll never
tell you anything
If
love is
not what
you say
But
what
you do
instead
Then
you’ve
fucked
up
On
both
counts
mate
So be
careful
where you
tread
Eat until you’re sick
Snap until you bruise
Run until you’re limp
Drink shit loads of booze
Spend until you’re skint
Sleep until you’re sore
Cry until you’re empty
Sleep around like a whore
Shout until you’re hoarse
Cut until you bleed
Work until you drop
Smoke a shedload of weed
Lie until you’re spent
Smile until you’re alone
Write until you’re wrung
Forget all you’ve ever known