The extent of your brilliance
They never could see
But you were always more
Than just a man to me
Xxx
Afterlife
You still
save me
in so
many ways
Even
from
beyond
the grave
(Originally Posted 15.12.2019)
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
The extent of your brilliance
They never could see
But you were always more
Than just a man to me
Xxx
Afterlife
You still
save me
in so
many ways
Even
from
beyond
the grave
(Originally Posted 15.12.2019)
“People think that I’m sort of okay, you know, like I’m getting on with it. I’m snarky now and again and that this is the lapse – but it’s not. This is me all the time now.
Everything else is the fun, you know.
I’m not well, but I remember what it was like to be normal so I do an impression of that. But this is what I really am. And I want to be normal again. But I’m weak, you know.”
– Tony
‘Why are you so sarcastic all the time?’
‘Cause it stops me killing people – including myself’
– Tony
In the shadows
Is where we’ll meet
To forever dance
Cheek to cheek
If I
were
to see
you
againI
wouldn’t
know
where
to startSo
perhaps
it’s
bestI lay
here
to
restAnd
nurse
my
broken
heart
You still
rescue
me in so
many ways
Even
from
beyond
the grave
She told me this would happen
When we met many moons ago
She knew you were in jeopardy
That you would reap what you sow
She sent an angel to watch over you
While I sat and took the piss
I wish I’d realised then that it would all end like this
I thought I saw you today.
Twice.
The first, when you were waiting to cross the road.
The second, when you were ahead of me in the queue at the post office.
It was only when you turned around, and I saw your face, that I realised it wasn’t you.
And I remembered, with a desperate ache, why it could never be you.
And I cried again today.
Twice.
The ghosts that haunt my every day
Will plague my future too
I do not know if I can stay
As I’m fucked here without you