Even though
We only
Get one heart
I still
Gave mine
Away
But our love’s
Duet
I will never
Regret
Until
My dying day
Nothing Left
I
loved
you
And
you
loved
me
So now
my
penance
Is
never
to be
free
To
love
again
(Originally Posted 08.12.2019)
The Long Way Down
I remember
When I heard this
Oh how I laughed
And laughed
To know that finally,
And rightfully,
You have fallen on your ass
Music To My Ears
So I’ve heard that you
Are starting to feel
Like you’re reaping
What you sowed
Well all I can say
Is poor, poor you
I hope your pain
Has overflowed
As I, for one,
Cannot express
Just how happy
I am to know
That perhaps now you
Can comprehend
How it feels
To be alone
(Originally Posted 08.12.2020)
“I’m OK By Myself”
Someone asked me
Today
Why I prefer to travel
Alone
Because it’s easier
I said
Than listening to other people
Moan
Better Off Dead
Sometimes
I
wonder,
Is
this all
there is?
Just
boredom,
emptiness
And your
endless
bullshit?
I couldn’t
think of
anything
nicer,
Than to be
somewhere
else
instead.
Far from
all the
anxiety
and pain,
And your
words
plaguing
my head
(Originally Posted 07.12.2019)
Sleeping Alone
I thought having sex with strangers
Would get him out of my head
And though it filled a hole
That wasn’t my goal
So now it’s back to my own bed
Going Too Far
Lying
here
alone
In
this
strange
bed
Wondering
what the
fuck
Was
in my
head
Now I
must
ignore
This
feeling
of dread
And
stop
wishing
that I’d
Stayed
home
instead
(Originally Posted 07.12.2020)
The Asylum Called – They Want Their Jacket Back
If only one day
He’d answer back
Instead of just little
Old lunatic me
Shouting into the black
Into The Wind
As my life passes me by
I lose the will to even try
So I raise my hands to the sky
And scream why me, you arsehole, why?
(Originally Posted 07.12.2020)
Mutually Exclusive
Between your happiness
And mine
I’d pick my freedom
Everytime
Last In Line
If you continue to push this
She said
And I am forced to choose
You really should be prepared
She said
For the fact I won’t pick you
(Originally Posted 06.12.2021)
Fucking Fluoxetine
I enjoyed my trip
Up to the heavens
Albeit for just
Those thirty seconds
One Night Only
This bed’s not big enough
For the both of us
So I’ll be the one to leave
We should just be glad
For the time we’ve had
And the little bit of reprieve
(Originally Posted 06.12.2020)
The Sudden Calmness
They were all hoping
The blues would fade
But they were unaware
My decision was made
Rope
I know
I can’t
do this
anymore
My soul
is heavy
and my
heart
is sore
I feel
the relief
in every
pore
As I walk
along
to the
hardware
store
(Originally Posted 06.12.2019)
We Haven’t Got All Day
You’ve had more
Than enough time now
To decide once and for all
What you need to do
Is just tell us now
So we can both prepare for the fall
On Tenterhooks
I really don’t care
If I win or lose
Either way around
I just wish you’d choose
(Originally Posted 05.12.2020)
It’ll Need Stitches
I can clean it with antiseptic
He said
And cover it with a plaster
It won’t make any difference
She said
It’s still a fucking disaster
Bleeding
It feels
like I’ve
been
robbed,
she said,
Of the
only
love
in my
life
This
pain
just
runs
so deep,
she sobbed,
As it
cuts
through me
like a
knife
(Originally Posted 05.12.2019)
Imperfectly Perfect
All those memories
Good and bad
Making me smile
Driving me mad
Yet lying here
It makes me sad
As we never knew
Quite what we had
The Old Days
Waking along
this empty street
Splashing puddles
with my feet
I remember when
we used to meet
And my broken heart
skips a beat
(Originally Posted 05.12.2019)
Alt. 670m (2199ft)
Trying
In vain
To feel alive
There’s one more
Mountain
Left to drive
Hometime
As the hurt starts to subside
And the pain begins to fade
I’m never too far
From the reminder
Grief is still the sharpest blade
(Originally Posted 04.12.2020)
I Can’t Say I Didn’t Think About It
We could have chatted
All day today
If only the sea
Had swept me away
The Beach
I’m
glad
I spoke
to you
today
Even
though
it was
only
the
wind
That
could
reply
Xxx
(Originally Posted 04.12.2020)
At The Train Station
You felt it
As I did I
When we locked eyes
That day
Now you know it
As do I
And so,
I walked away
‘Guilt’s A Heavy Load’
Your
mouth
is full
of spite
She said
The
words
you use
are savage
It must
be so
hard for
you
She said
To carry
around
such
baggage
(Originally Posted 03.12.2019)
(High)lands Reprise
As I stand here
Taking snaps
Comparing them
To years past
I am struck
By the magnitude
Of how much I now
Love my solitude
(High)lands
Let us
roam
amongst
the
heather
Laugh
out loud
betwixt
the
blether
Kiss
amidst
this
stormy
weather
Until
we
come
undone
together
(Originally Posted 03.12.2020)
Unlearning
Why do you still deny yourself
He said
You more than deserve some happiness
It’s like I’ll never be free
She said
From the memory of all the nastiness
Forbidden Love
Come
a little
closer,
He
said,
I want
to see
your
face.
Just
you
stay
away,
She
said,
I daren’t
risk
another
embrace.
(Originally Posted 03.12.2019)
Letting You Go
I really did love you, you know
I wish I’d told you so before
And now you’re gone
Nothing can be done
But to regret it
Forevermore
Xxx
(Originally Posted 02.12.2021)
Ain’t Life Grand
We
only
really
reached
halfway
When
you
went
and
died
on me
Now
what
was
once
bright
is grey
As
I deal
with
life’s
debris
(Originally Posted 02.12.2020)
The View
Waves crash,
As memories smash,
Against the walls of my heart.
That we were once here,
Full of youthful cheer,
Just tears my soul apart.
Xxx
(Originally Posted 02.12.2019)
Once Upon A Time
Another
day passes
And I
miss you
like mad
As through
rose tinted
glasses
I remember
what we had
Xxx
(Originally Posted 02.12.2019)
The Death Of Me
The Death Of Me
Nearly twenty years together
And what do I have to show
Just a blackened heart
Now we’re three years apart
And sadness the status quo
Xxx
(Originally Posted 01.12.2021)
Six Years Ago
Walk down the aisle with me?
She said
The bakery aisle, that is
I thought you were being serious
He said
And my heart just skipped a beat
Xxx
(Originally Posted 01.12.2021)
Still
Thunder rolls
Lightning strikes
As grief still cuts me
Like a knife
Xxx
(Originally Posted 01.12.2020)
Tu Me Manques
I just wish you were still here.
That’s it.
No flowery language.
No poetic licence.
I just wish you hadn’t died.
Simple.
Xxx.
(Originally Posted 01.12.2020)
To The Minute
There’s nothing
else to do
There’s nothing
else to say
For my love was
lost to me forever
One year
ago today
Xxx
(Originally Posted 01.12.2019)
Your Last Breath
I
remember
like
it
was
yesterday
All
the
doctors
had
walked
away
And
it was
just
me
and
you
Holding
hands
in
that
hospital
room
Xxx
(Originally Posted 01.12.2019)
Solace
Where is it you’re going
He asked
To the mountains
She replied
I need the peace and quiet
She said
To get through the day he died
This Next Wee While
If you
notice
that I’ve
gone
There is
no need
to worry
Sometimes
I have
to run
away
From
situations
in a hurry
But
do not
doubt my
return
Please,
fret
ye not
I will
be back
very
soon
To
fully
reclaim
my
spot
(Originally Posted 30.11.2019)
Screwed
If we’d had a plan
When all this began
Perhaps we could both advance
But as things are
We’ve gone too far
And now none of us
Stand a chance
Obvious
At a
different
time
In a
different
place
The
answer
would
stare
us
Right
in the
face
(Originally Posted 30.11.2019)
Fat Cats
It really isn’t a ‘bargain’
To buy when and what you’re told
It’s just a load of shit
Pushed by capitalists
Who revel in taking your dough
Every Friday Is Black
Fuck off
with your
‘limited’
deals
The endless
offers and
pathetic
sales spiels
Think about
those already
in over
their head
And go hawk
your wares
somewhere
else instead
(Originally Posted 29.12.2019)
Lucky My Arse
All I get
If I look up
Into the twilight sky
Is a fucking crick
In the back of my neck
And bird shit in my eye
Somewhere Out There
I’m sure
your star
shines
brightly,
Up
there
in the
sky.
I try
to search
for it
nightly,
Yet it
always
passes
me by.
(Originally Posted 29.11.2019)
‘Purple Haze’
It doesn’t hurt as much
To look nowadays
But I’ll admit
That I don’t too often
As some of the things
We got up to back then
Are probably
Best forgotten
Polaroid Memories
I can no
longer
look at
at your
face
My
eyes I
have to
sheathe
For
tears
begin
to flow
at pace
And I
can no
longer
breathe
(Originally Posted 28.11.2019)
Ramblings Of A Fragile Mind 
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