Do not
Fucking
Talk to me
Don’t you even
Look
My way
You’ll be lucky
To be forgiven tomorrow,
Buddy,
Let alone
Today
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
Do not
Fucking
Talk to me
Don’t you even
Look
My way
You’ll be lucky
To be forgiven tomorrow,
Buddy,
Let alone
Today
I think it’s unfair
To suggest
I use my childhood
As a shield
When, in fact,
It’s the way they act
That makes me
Unwilling
To yield
When you said
I should leave
I did what
You asked me to do
I used that day
To run away
From everything
I knew
All those years
You took the blame
For me pressing
Self destruct
When, in truth,
It was just an excuse
That I used
To get fucked
There’s plenty that
I could have said
Even more
I could have done
But you don’t deserve
The satisfaction
Of thinking
That you’ve won
Although you’ve talked
For a while
I’m not sure where
You’re going with this
But if you’re prepared
To take a shot
You’d better make sure
You don’t miss
Don’t
Ask me
Because
I don’t care
I’ve got better things
To do
Than my thoughts
To share
As another sun sets
On our argument
My stomach
Is still in bits
Because of all the things
We could’ve been
I never thought
That we’d be this
I never said
You weren’t thoughtful
Not conscientious or kind
It’s just that when I said
I wish you were dead
I had other things
On my mind
Yet
I know
I’ll
never be
absolved
For our
friendship
now is
all but
dissolved
New Year’s Eve(n)
Nothing
will
ever be
resolved
Until from
all blame,
I am
absolved
(Originally Posted 31.12.2019)
Is that it now
He said
Have the bells rung out?
As I cannot eat
Another sprout
Oh shut your face
She said
All you’ve done is moan
You’ll be spending next year
On your own
(Originally Posted 26.12.2020)
The worst part
About what happened
Is that your role
Is still unexamined
Capitulation
I’m
now
ready
to walk
away
As you’ve
made it
impossible
for me
to stay
All I
hope
is
that
one day
You
are as
unhappy
as I am
today
(Originally Posted 09.12.2019)
After all that you
Put me through
You think a sorry will suffice
You’ve got no clue
Of what you’d need to do
For me to even think about playing nice
There’s No Excuse
It
didn’t
mean
a thing
back
then
And
it
certainly
doesn’t
now
So
you can
shove
your
apology
Up
your
arse
You
spiteful
little
cow
(Originally Posted 03/11/2020)
This is what, ultimately,
Was the cause of it all
When he’d reached the end
And I needed a friend
It wasn’t her I wanted to call
Not Everybody Hurts The Same
Privacy
is not
allowed,
it seems
When
you’re
trying
to grieve
People
get pissed
off,
it seems
If you don’t
wear your
heart on
your sleeve
(Originally Posted 03.11.2019)
You should never go to bed
On an argument
That is what they say
But what do you do
When he always blames you
And you argue every day
‘Turn Away On Your Side…’
Was
I always
wrong
Or was
I sometimes
right
Not that
it matters
anyway
Now I’m
alone at
night
(Originally Posted 10.09.2020)
All those petty squabbles you had
The cold shoulders and silent treatment
They all come home to roost,
You know,
When you’re dealing with bereavement
Bedtime Bickering
And
you
accuse
me of
being
flirtatious?
When
your
behaviour
tonight
has been
outrageous!
(Originally Posted 30.08.2020)
You know why
We ended up here, right?
It’s the only way
To resolve our fight
Now we are free
To call each other names
As we pull no punches
And sidestep the flames
On Fire
Hell
has
been
a lonely
place.
It’s
good
to see
you
down
here.
(Originally Posted 21.06.2019)
You don’t know how I feel
You don’t have a fucking clue
And if you think
We’re in the pink
Then I’ve got news for you
Do you really hate me
He said
So much that you’d freeze me out
You’ll never see me again
She said
Of that there is no doubt
I’m not proud of what I did
Nor am I happy with what I said
But if you had been kinder
And not some whiny fault finder
Then your eyes needn’t have bled
I’m not talking to you anymore
She said
You’re being ridiculously petty
If you’d have listened in the first place
He said
We could have been in bed already
All is quiet
There’s no more debate
In the place of love
That lives beyond hate
I have no interest in going back
Or to stroll down memory lane
I just want this war to end
And to move on from all this pain
If I had the words
I would speak them
But you were lucky
I did not
It will always be
My deepest regret
I never gave
As much as I got
You don’t like me
I don’t like you
So let’s just leave it at that
For anything else
Is irrelevant
You arrogant little twat
I couldn’t care
Any less
If you cared
Any more
For nothing now
Can stop me
From walking
Out this door
You’re lucky
I was out just then
And that I didn’t see
Your call
For if I had
I would’ve gone mad
And ended this
Once and for all
You’ve been on my mind a lot more
Lately
Which really does trouble me
Greatly
You see my memories are at best
Hazy
So trying to remember drives me
Crazy
Roses are red
Violets are blue
I may very well
Have been a cunt
But so, my dear, have you
Are
you
sure
we're
done
here
He
said
You've
got
nothing
more to
say?
Other
than
shove
those
candles
up your
arse
She
said
Happy
fucking
birthday!
Oh, I’ll point many a finger
In order to right these wrongs
But for her I’ll reserve
The most passion and verve
And the sharpest of razor like tongues
What's the matter
He said
Are you sick?
Yes
She said
Of all your shit!
Did it ever occur to you
That I didn’t want you to know
What would you have done anyway
Other than used it as ammo
In this ridiculous war against me
That you felt the need to wage
Well I’m glad I never said a word
And from your battle disengaged
You can fuck off now
I’ve had enough
I no longer care
For this selfish stuff
But you should know
And I mean to be blunt
Maybe I wasn’t always right
But you were always a cunt
Why
should
I apologise
to you
When
you
lashed
out
at me?
I’m
just
glad
to have
realised
You’re
no
longer my
responsibility
There’s
that
old
phrase‘Least
said,
soonest
mended’Well
please
feel
freeTo say
what you
want
to meI’ll
never
be
offended
We
could
have
had
it
allShe
saidBut
now
we’re
left
with
nothingMaybe
we’d
have
been
okayHe
saidIf
you
weren’t
so fucking
cutting
Think
what
you
want
about
me
Speak
shit
to
those
who’ll
listen
But
please
believe
me
when
I say
It
won’t
be me
who
rues
the
day
That
you
created
this
division
It
was
clear
to meThe
moment
we metThat
you’d
be the
oneI’d
least
regretXxx
It
has
occured
to me
once
again
Now
that
I’m
left
without
a friend
Maybe
all
this
time
I’ve
misunderstood
And
it was
actually
me who
fucked
things
up
You
can’t
hold a
candle
to him
She
said
You’ll
never
know
how
we felt
I wouldn’t
go near
him with
a naked
flame
He
said
For
fear
that he
would
melt
This
was
hardly
a fair
fight
And
we
both
know
who
rightfully
won
Yet
I’ll
step
graciously
aside
for
you
As
one
day
the
truth
will
come
Was
I always
wrong
Or was
I sometimes
right
Not that
it matters
anyway
Now I’m
alone at
night
You
really
are
such a
prick
I don’t
know
how you
can show
face
That
you think
this can
be fixed
quickly
Is an
absolute
fucking
disgrace
And
you
accuse
me of
being
flirtatious?When
your
behaviour
tonight
has been
outrageous!
I’m
standing
right
here
There’s
no
need to
shout
It’s
not like
we need
volume
To
figure
this one
out
He
reaches
over for
my hand
Thinking
that
I’ll
understand
But
I don’t
He’s
hoping
that
I will
be grand
Living
in this
no man’s
land
But
I won’t
Is
that
it
now
Are
we
finally
done?
As I
would
like
to go
out
now
And
have
a bit
of
fun
What
will
it
cost
To
see
you
off
And
for
you
never
To
return
Whatever
it is
I’ll
take
that
hit
For
a life
Without
concern
What’s
the
point
In all
this
chatter
Now
I’ve
realised
You
don’t
matter
Anymore
Too
many
times
I’ve
sat
here
and
cried
Your
slightest
touch
So
cruelly
denied
And
even
though
We
both
tried
I’ve
still
been
left
Feeling
dead
inside
Xxx
Whoever
told
me to
forgive
you was
wrong
There’s
no way
we can
ever
get
along
For
you
are
just a
loathsome
swine
Who’s
not worth
another
second
of my
time
All
those
times
I was
there
for
you
I
never
asked
for a
thing
in return
Well
you’re
on your
own
You
self
righteous
cunt
So
perhaps
now
you’ll
learn
As we lie here
My head spinning
I wonder which
One of us
Is winning
Always the
heroNever the
foolNever the
villainBut always
cruel
There’s
infinitely
more
I could
have said
So just be
grateful
that
I’ve put
it to bed
If you
can’t
bear
to see
the hurt
you’ve
caused
Then
feel
free
to
look
away
For I
know
that
guilt
will
fuck
you up
And
you’ll
face
the
truth
one day
You can say
what you wantBut you’re
still a cuntYour actions
I can’t forgiveFor I’ll bear
the bruntOf your
audacious stuntFor as long as
we both shall live
It’s
not
that
you’re
wrong
It’s
just
that
I’m
right
I
remember
what you
would say
To
hurt
and to
annoy
But I
always
forgave
you
In
the
end
For you
were just
a little
boy
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