Three years on
And here I am
Having been kept waiting
With my life on hold
My heart stone cold
And my tears still accumulating
Tell Me
Do
these
tears
ever
stop?
(Originally Posted 28.10.2019)
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
Three years on
And here I am
Having been kept waiting
With my life on hold
My heart stone cold
And my tears still accumulating
Tell Me
Do
these
tears
ever
stop?
(Originally Posted 28.10.2019)
It was easier when I was angry
When I was filled with hate
When I wanted nothing more
Than your head on a plate
It’s harder now I’m ‘better’
As the bitterness subsides
For all I have been left with
Is this hollowness inside
It was only
When I stopped
Keeping the peace
With those around me
That I finally
Found my peace
Within
We always knew
This would end one day
That all our feelings
Would fade away
But we didn’t know
How much it would hurt
That we couldn’t see it through
For better or worse
It’s not about
Being better than you
(Even though I am)
It’s more that I
Stayed to help
Whilst you
Didn’t give a damn
I always assumed
Because I did it with ease
That you’d find it straightforward too
But I’ve come to realise
In the cold light of day
I was just better at it than you
Some pills
make it
better
Some
make it
worse
Sometimes
the only
solace
Resides
in written
verse
Do I
feel
better
It’s
hard
to tell
As I’m
already
trapped
In this
living
hell
It’s
amazing
the
difference
a shower
can makeInside
and
out…