As I sit here
Alone again
Staring
At the wall
I know it’s not
That I don’t
Feel love
It’s that I
Don’t feel
At all
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
As I sit here
Alone again
Staring
At the wall
I know it’s not
That I don’t
Feel love
It’s that I
Don’t feel
At all
If only one day
He’d answer back
Instead of just little
Old lunatic me
Shouting into the black
Into The Wind
As my life passes me by
I lose the will to even try
So I raise my hands to the sky
And scream why me, you arsehole, why?
(Originally Posted 07.12.2020)
Ah well
What the heck
Put your hand
Around my neck
And squeeze
Mired in madness
Subsumed in sadness
Buried here forever
Lost to blackness
Batter me,
Shatter me,I don’t matter, me.
Clatter me,
Scatter me,I just don’t matter, me.
Another day of pretence dawns,
And my heart is full of dread.
Another chasm in my mind yawns,
And I wish that I was dead.