If only
I could help you
I’d be there
In a minute
But since he’s gone
My reserves are done
And my heart
Is no longer in it
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
If only
I could help you
I’d be there
In a minute
But since he’s gone
My reserves are done
And my heart
Is no longer in it
Life does go on,
You know
But you’re never
Really
The same
You just
Get good
At doing what
You should
So you can keep on
Playing
The game
I’m not jealous
Of your work
Your sales
Or, so called, talent
But you’re just so rude,
Now with your shitty attitude
Becoming more
And more apparent
This is still my answer
To most questions nowadays
All since that day
He went away
And I inherently changed
Passive
Who knows
And, quite frankly,
Who cares
(Originally Posted 27.11.2020)
Though it took a while
For me to smile
Still, it is artificial
Any feeling of mirth
For what it’s worth
Is purely superficial
Emotional Flux
The guilt
I feel
when
I smile
Consumes
my day
and night
Perhaps I
should
just wait
a while
Before
thinking
it’s alright
(Originally Posted 13.10.2019)
All those things you said to me
Will always and forever be
The straws that broke my back
The absolute audacity
To not choose your words carefully
Is what turned my heart black
Although
I’m
tiredOf being
someone
I’m notWho
I once
wasI have
now
forgot