If the sun
And the moon
Cannot agree
Then fuck knows why
You’d ever ask me
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
If the sun
And the moon
Cannot agree
Then fuck knows why
You’d ever ask me
It’s alright for you
As all you need to do
Is remember him
On special occasions
Well I feel that way
Every fucking day
So you’ll never know
My frustrations
Clueless
You
think
you
know
But
you
have
no clue
What
I’ve
had to
let go
Or
what I
still go
through
(Originally Posted 30.10.2019)
I still don’t know
What the fuck to do
Even though today
I’m forty two
Entering My Fifth Decade
So I
turned
forty
today
And
what
exactly
did
I do?
Nothing
But
drink,
smoke
and cry
too much
Like
every
other
day
Without
you
Xxx
(Originally Posted 08.08.2020)
I can’t help you
She said
I have nothing to give
Don’t count on me
She said
For your reason to live
I was thinking
Earlier on today
How it really
Would be nice
To go at least
One day
Without
Your bullshit advice
All that time
You never knew
How broken I was
Beneath the mask
And it wasn’t because
I didn’t tell you
You just never cared enough
To ask
All those things you said to me
Will always and forever be
The straws that broke my back
The absolute audacity
To not choose your words carefully
Is what turned my heart black
I
wish
that
I could
give
youWhat
it is
that
you
want
me toIt’s
not
that
I wouldn’t
like itBut
more
that
I don’t
have
a clue
Tell me
how
you do
it
She
said
How
do you
stay so
strong
I
don’t
really
know
He
said
I make
it up
as
I go
along
However
hard I
look
for you
You’re not
here to
help me
through
So with
no one
else to
turn to
I’ll just
struggle on
without
a clue
You
think
you
knowBut
you
have
no clueWhat
I’ve
had to
let goOr
what I
still go
through
‘It’s better
to have
loved and lost
than never to
have loved
at all’
‘You really
should just
shut your mouth
as, honestly,
you know
fuck all’