Every time
I tried to speak
I realised
I couldn’t
Because
Every time
I opened up
You’d show me why
I shouldn’t
We’re Here For It
You always were the joker
Who we could count on for a laugh
So it’s been hard to watch you
Being literally torn in half
But you don’t have to pretend with us
Or put on your best gameface
As we know, one day, that humour
Will return to its rightful place
GameFace
All I do is let
people down
They want
me to smile
But I can
only frown
For I no longer
have the energy
To be the person
they want me to be
(Originally Posted 27.11.2019)
Left Traumatised
Not a method I would choose
In reality
As I’d care about the driver
Far more than I ever could me
The Railway Line
I
shouldn’t
need to
tell you
again
You
must
already
know
I
don’t
want to
be here
anymore
Please
just
let me
go
(Originally Posted 20.10.2020)
In Plain Sight
It’s not like it wasn’t obvious
That I was depressed as fuck
Given all my talk,
I would’ve thought,
That was understood
Read Between The Lines
How
much
more
Must
I write
Before
you
come to
save
me?
How
much
more
Must
I fight
Before
you
run to
embrace
me?
(Originally Posted 14.09.2020)
Man-Made
I should try to be considerate
And care about people more
Yet anything but belligerence,
It seems,
I was not pre-programmed for
I, Robot
The kindness of others never ceases to amaze me…
Although my inability to replicate it does.
(Originally Posted 07.06.2019)
Only Out For One Thing
It’s not
That I didn’t
Consider
Your feelings
I just didn’t
Think about you
At all
Not Another Fucking Soulmate
I was doing better alone
Then you came and messed with my head
So now I’ve got a different set of problems
To think about instead
Found
Hearing
how
sad
you
would
be
Doesn’t
make
me
change
my
mind
All
it
does
is
remind
me
to
choose
A
method
that
is
kind
Ramblings Of A Fragile Mind 