I let
myself
down
today
When I
let you
inside
my head
I wish I
could
just let
you go
And let
myself
enjoy life
instead
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
I let
myself
down
today
When I
let you
inside
my head
I wish I
could
just let
you go
And let
myself
enjoy life
instead
I’ll be here
to catch you
when you fallAnd I’ll be here
to push you
back down tooTrapped in
our own
vicious cycleStuck together,
forever,
like glue
You
are
such
an
unbelievable
cuntYour
behaviour
has
been
just
vileI
wish
you
nothing
but
unhappinessAnd
a
life
spent
in
exile
It’s
not
that I’ll
never
call
you my
friendIt’s
just
that I’ll
never
call
you
again
Life
has been
so much better
without
your bullshit
in it
Now
I know
for sure
I’ll soon be
removing you
from it
I’ve walked
along
this road
before
Feeling
lonely
and
insecure
At least
this time
I know
for sure
You
cannot
hurt me
anymore
People
like me
can never
be lovedIt’s something we
won’t allowPeople
like me
can never
be lovedWe simply don’t
know how
The restlessness
has startedSleep is refusing
to advanceBody and soul
have departedHaving led me
a merry dance
I’m just sitting here,
Waiting it out,
Biding my time.
Soon,
The axe will fall.
And it’ll all be over.
Thankfully.
Stop.
That’s close enough.
I’ll smile today, for you.
But I won’t mean it.
I’ll laugh today, for you.
But I won’t feel it.
I’ll fake it every day, for you.
But you’ll never know it.
One day
You might be somebody’s something
He said
But today
I am nobody’s nothing
She said
One day
Somebody might love you
He said
But today
Nobody does
She said
Notice Me!
Notice Me!
(Please, don’t look at me)
Notice Me!
Notice Me!
(Please, don’t look at me)
Notice Me!
Notice Me!
(Please, don’t look at me)
The girl in the river,
She never thought she would be.
The girl in the river,
She didn’t want you to see.
The girl in the river,
She just wanted to be free.
The girl in the river,
She is me.
Airports are a terrifying experience for control freaks.
The people, the noise, the unknown…
I already want to go home and I’ve not even left yet.