As I sit here
Alone again
Staring
At the wall
I know it’s not
That I don’t
Feel love
It’s that I
Don’t feel
At all
Deadened
I wish
That things
Were different
And I could be
More in control
But my drive
Is non existent
So I’m stuck here
In this hole
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
As I sit here
Alone again
Staring
At the wall
I know it’s not
That I don’t
Feel love
It’s that I
Don’t feel
At all
I wish
That things
Were different
And I could be
More in control
But my drive
Is non existent
So I’m stuck here
In this hole
Ramblings Of A Fragile Mind 