That’s it
I’m done
I have had
Enough
There is no
More smooth
To soften
The rough
And I know
That I seem
Pretty hardy
And tough
But trust me
I’m made
Of nothing like
The stuff
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
That’s it
I’m done
I have had
Enough
There is no
More smooth
To soften
The rough
And I know
That I seem
Pretty hardy
And tough
But trust me
I’m made
Of nothing like
The stuff
As another day fills
Me with dread
Intrusive thoughts
Inside my head
I wish that I
Could stay in bed
And sleep
For a thousand years instead
When everyone else
Thought the worst
I stayed with you
Your pain I nursed
Yet when things changed
And they turned on me
You hung me out
For all to see
That is really
What hurt the most
Although I’d helped you
And remained so close
You joined in with them
And betrayed me
Never once repaying
My courtesy
So that’s why now
All is said and done
I’m more than happy
Calling you a cunt
The Better Person
I loved you,
When no one else did.
Remember that.
(Originally Posted 26.09.2019)
Best thing I ever did
Was to cut you dead
Not just out of my life
But also out of my head
Done
Fuck you,
And your pathetic little smile.
Fuck you,
And your supercilious bile.
Fuck you,
And your disingenuous chatter.
Fuck you,
For you no longer matter,
At all,
To me.
(Originally Posted 16.09.2019)
I’ll be going on a journey
Down my very own memory lane
Back to the start of my WordPress life
To the advent of my pain
So please forgive me if you find
You are reading some posts again
But I feel the need to relive
Both the madness and the sane
It’s not that I’m leaving forever
I promise I’ll still be around
But the desire to fight
Let alone to write
Is proving too thin on the ground
That’s it all done now
There’ll be no more
Or no less
Thank you for living
Through this with me
And not minding all the mess
‘Some bridges are meant to burn so you can never walk that path again’
– Abandon Ship
There is nothing
Left to do
There isn’t anything
Else to say
I just really
Fucking miss him
Every single day
Xxx
I can’t think of another ditty
Or come up with a different rhyme
Not when what I write is so shitty
More than half of the time
I’m done soul searching
I’ve tried my best
And I can’t find it
There it goes
The last glimmer of humanity
Flushed down the bog
Along with my sanity
I can explain
He said
If you want to hear it
I don’t have time
She said
For anymore bullshit
I meant
What I said
When I left
You only get one chance with me
And you blew it good and proper
Now it’s not about forgiveness
It’s all about my honour
Even if I had any fucks left
I still wouldn’t give one to you
Don’t
expect
me to
feel
sorry
for you
Now
that
you’re
on
your
own
You’ve
bought
this
misery
upon
yourself
These
these
seeds
you
yourself
have
sown
I hope
you all
have a
lovely
time
without
me
I know
I will
without
you
It’s
over
We’re
done
Now pick up
your shit
And get
gone
Don’t
expect
me to
be shockedOr to
go off
on one
half cockedFor I
know this
is where
it endsAnd why
we can
no longer
be friends
What’s
the
point
in all
of
this?Of me
putting
up
with
your
bullshit?Well
I’m
giving up,
I’m
letting
it goBut I’ll
always be
the better
person,
just so
you know
I
can’t
be
arsed
Fuck this shit
Said the spider to the fly
I really can’t be arsedI agree entirely
Said the fly to the spider
I’m done with this farce