Do not
Fucking
Talk to me
Don’t you even
Look
My way
You’ll be lucky
To be forgiven tomorrow,
Buddy,
Let alone
Today
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
Do not
Fucking
Talk to me
Don’t you even
Look
My way
You’ll be lucky
To be forgiven tomorrow,
Buddy,
Let alone
Today
I find it funny
You think
I’d remember
Even more so
That I’d care
Because
Everything you said
Went over my head
As you were blissfully
Unaware
Watching you
From afar
I can see
Just why you’re hated
Parading around
As the victim
In a situation
You fucking created
It’s better to have loved and lost
Than to never have loved at all
And it’s better to hide the knives,
I find,
To protect your abdominal wall
The Dagger
At
least
I don’t
feel pain
anymore
As my
insides
spill
to the
floor
(Originally Posted 04.09.2020)
“Sometimes I go about in pity for myself, and all the while, a great wind carries me across the sky.”
— Ojibwe saying
We’ll
both
carry
the
guilt,
of courseThat’s
just
life
now
I guessIt’s
just
a shameAs
we’re
not to
blameFor
causing
this
fucking
mess
I’m
standing
right
here
There’s
no
need to
shout
It’s
not like
we need
volume
To
figure
this one
out
All
those
times
I was
there
for
you
I
never
asked
for a
thing
in return
Well
you’re
on your
own
You
self
righteous
cunt
So
perhaps
now
you’ll
learn
I’m
not
trying
to be
meanOr to
cause
yet
another
sceneSo before
my fuse
is well
and truly
blownPlease
just piss
off and
leave me
alone
Your fake
concern
disgusts meYour false
condolences
make me sickIf you
really want
to comfort meJust piss off
and leave me
aloneYou prick
I’ll be here
to catch you
when you fallAnd I’ll be here
to push you
back down tooTrapped in
our own
vicious cycleStuck together,
forever,
like glue