Waving goodbye
To my childhood dreams
As I now know nothing
Is what it seems
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
Waving goodbye
To my childhood dreams
As I now know nothing
Is what it seems
Looking back
I think
I always knew
We’d never make it
Xxx
Stay where
You are
And hold
Them tight
For there
Be creatures
That stalk
The night
I knew as soon
As we touched
All wasn’t
What it seemed
Yet it still hurt
My heart
When I woke
With a start
To realise
It was a dream
I have
More fun
In my head
That’s why
I prefer
To stay in bed
You say that I am crazy
And always take things
To extremes
But I know full well
That you lie to me
Even in my dreams
If only there
Was a way
To make the dream
A reality
But any hope of that
Was cruelly dashed
When you upped
And left me
Nocturnal Naughtiness
You
were
in my
dreams
last night
We
kissed
longingly
by the
fire
And
although
I woke
with
contented
delight
It
didn’t
quite
quench
my desire
(Originally Posted 08.01.2020)
Off on
my travels
again
Hoping
this time
for something
new
But
time has
told me
And
experience
shown me
My dreams
will never
come true
Aspirations
Off on
my travels
again
Hoping to
find some
peace
Perhaps I’ll
meet someone
new
And this
heartache will
cease
(Originally Posted 31.07.2019)
I dreamt about him last night
You know
For only the third time since he died
At least we had fun
In this one
And it was when I woke up I cried
A Heavenly Reunion
What
are
you
doing
here
He
said
I
told
you
not
to
follow
I
couldn’t
take
any
more
She
said
Life
without
you
left
me
hollow
Xxx
(Originally Posted 29.06.2020)
I dreamt
About you
This afternoon
For only
The second time
Then
As I woke up
The silence sent
It’s shivers
Down my spine
Xxx
We meet again
And my heart soars
But only in my dreams
Then my heart breaks
All over again
To find all is not as it seems
Haunt my dreams,
If you dare.
Just be aware
I may kill you,
While we sleep.
(Originally Posted 24.04.2019)
I’ve dreamt of you before
She said
And I didn’t fall for you then
Well I’m here in real life now
He said
So let me try again
If nothing else
She said
I had my dreams
…
Maybe one day we’ll meet again
And maybe one day we won’t
But one things for sure
We’ll never be anything more
Than what either of us had hoped
It’s
only
now
I dream
of
you
Now
that
you
are
dead
If
only
you
were
still
here
And
not
just
inside
my
head
Xxx
As
I lie
here
brokenAnd
thinking
of
youI
wish
there
was a
wayTo
hide
from
the
truthBut
I’ll
never
forgetWhat
we
went
throughAll the
blood,
tears
and
sweatWe
lost
in that
room
As
the
sun
slowly
rises
What’s
the
point
in
going
to bed?
It’s
not
like
sleep
Gives
me
any
reprieve
From
the
voices
in my
head
Are
we
here
now
She
said
Away
from
all
that
shit?
I’m
not
sure
He
said
Let’s
make
a run
for it
Bad thoughts creep
As I’m without sleep
For yet another night
Fears won’t keep
Whilst I lie and weep
Losing the will to fight
All
I can
say is
I live
in hope
That
one day
I will
tie that
rope
As
tightly
as I see
it in
my mind
And
all my
troubles
I’ll leave
behind
The
figure
creeps
around
outside
As I
watch
the
darkness
descend
I lie
there
rigid,
fraught
with fear
As
I know
how this
will
end
All
of a
sudden
now
it
seems
That
my
waking
mind
is
empty
You
only
exist
in
my
dreams
But of
those
there
are
still
plenty
I dreamt
I was
pulling
little
red
spiders,
from
deep
inside
my nose.Why we
were
drinking
absinthe
before
bed,
who
the
fuck
knows!
I
don’t
mind
being
asleep
It’s the
waking
up I
don’t
care
for
Why
didn’t
you
follow
your
dreams?
She
said
Using
your
good
humour
and wit
Now
you’ve
got no
choice
She
said
But
to put
up with
his
bullshit
Last night
I dreamt
That somebody
hugged me
It was the best
night’s sleep
I’ve had
in months
As
bad
decisions
come
back
to say
hello
I
wish
I
knew
what
to do
For
now
my
life
has
fallen
apart
And it
feels
so
empty
without
you
When
I was
younger
I
longed
to be
free
But
now I
am older
It’s not
all it’s
cracked
up to be
You
were
in my
dreams
last night
We
kissed
longingly
by the
fire
Although
I woke
with a
painful
fright
It
didn’t
quite
quench
my desire
Thank
you so
much
for
being
you
Otherwise
I’d still
be wandering
around
without
a clue
Waiting
for
the days
not to
feel
so blue
And
hoping
to find
a love
that’s
true
I only hope
that one dayYou might look
at me that wayThat you will
give us our chanceTo get caught up
in a fine romance
Waking
in the
dead
of night
Trying
to choke
back my
tears
It doesn’t
matter
how much
I fight
I cannot
sleep
through
my fears
I
went
out
tonight
I tried
and I
failed
All
dreams
are now
curtailed
For that ship,
it seems,
has sailed
Darkness
casts a
shadow
over my
headAs it
does
over
my
heartThoughts
and
dreams
of you
aboundAs does
sorrow
that we
had to
part
There
is no
more
hope.There
are no
more
dreams.My life
continues
to fall apart
at the seams,As I
lie here
thinking
of you.Wondering
what the fuck
I’m supposed
to do.Now.
All
my dreams
are dead.All that’s left
is this room
inside my head,Where you
once lived.I wish
you’d move
back in.
Despite my
protests
to the
contrary,
it has
always
been you.
Why not
meet me
at the
library,
and I’ll make
your dreams
come true.
If you stare
at the same four walls
for long enough,
a fifth can start
to appear.Perhaps it’s then
you’re supposed to
realise that
the end is near.If you stare
at the same four walls
for long enough,
your mind can
start to bend.Perhaps it’s then
you’re supposed to
know it’s the
beginning of the end.
The restlessness
has startedSleep is refusing
to advanceBody and soul
have departedHaving led me
a merry dance
As
sinister
shadows
loom,
I
see
my
tomb.Through
the
gloom,
my
dreams
resume.
I sense you,
stalking me from behind.
I won’t let you win.
I see you,
prowling outside my window.
I won’t let you in.
I hear you,
scratching at my door.
I won’t let you win.
I feel you,
gnawing on my bones.
How did you get in?
One day
you’ll tell me
and I
will run away.
One day
you’ll tell me
and I’ll
beg to stay.
One day
you’ll tell me
and my
tears will sting.
One day
you’ll tell me
and my
heart will sing.
Beer…
maintaining the great divide
between dreams and reality…since 1993.
Enough of you
is
too much
Too much of you
is
never enough
Out of everyone, I am happy for both of you the most.
I wish you love, health and happiness for the rest of your years together.
You deserve it.
My dreams have long since faded, but I hope I last long enough to see you make yours a reality.