I don’t need to tell
My side of the story
As time, my friend,
Will do that for me
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
I don’t need to tell
My side of the story
As time, my friend,
Will do that for me
Perhaps it’s time
I move on
And forget
The things you did
It most likely wouldn’t
Take me long
To find reasons
To forgive
But there’s still a hold
On my heart
That stops me picking
Up the phone
A feeling I’ve had
From the start
Something I
Have always known
That’s even if
I was forthcoming
I’d get fuck all
In return
So, for now
I’ll just say nothing
While the fires
Around you burn
There’s plenty that
I could have said
Even more
I could have done
But you don’t deserve
The satisfaction
Of thinking
That you’ve won
Yet
I know
I’ll
never be
absolved
For our
friendship
now is
all but
dissolved
New Year’s Eve(n)
Nothing
will
ever be
resolved
Until from
all blame,
I am
absolved
(Originally Posted 31.12.2019)
The worst part
About what happened
Is that your role
Is still unexamined
Capitulation
I’m
now
ready
to walk
away
As you’ve
made it
impossible
for me
to stay
All I
hope
is
that
one day
You
are as
unhappy
as I am
today
(Originally Posted 09.12.2019)
Did it ever occur to you
That I didn’t want you to know
What would you have done anyway
Other than used it as ammo
In this ridiculous war against me
That you felt the need to wage
Well I’m glad I never said a word
And from your battle disengaged
It
has
occured
to me
once
again
Now
that
I’m
left
without
a friend
Maybe
all
this
time
I’ve
misunderstood
And
it was
actually
me who
fucked
things
up
You
really
are
such a
prick
I don’t
know
how you
can show
face
That
you think
this can
be fixed
quickly
Is an
absolute
fucking
disgrace
You can say
what you wantBut you’re
still a cuntYour actions
I can’t forgiveFor I’ll bear
the bruntOf your
audacious stuntFor as long as
we both shall live
Nothing
will
ever be
resolved
Until from
all blame
I am
absolved
I hope
you all
have a
lovely
time
without
me
I know
I will
without
you