Do not
Fucking
Talk to me
Don’t you even
Look
My way
You’ll be lucky
To be forgiven tomorrow,
Buddy,
Let alone
Today
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
Do not
Fucking
Talk to me
Don’t you even
Look
My way
You’ll be lucky
To be forgiven tomorrow,
Buddy,
Let alone
Today
How could let
This happen?
Why didn’t you
Just say?
If you’d just
Been honest
And kept
Your promise
I’d’ve forgiven you
Anyway
You’d think
That after
All this time
You’d know
What you did wrong
How you hurt me
So viciously
By stringing
Me along
But it seems
All that
Is lost on you
From what I’ve heard
You share
So I’ll care not a jot
In telling you to fuck off
And just leave you
Hanging there
Never again
Will I give you
The benefit
Of the doubt
Not now your lies
Have been uncovered
And the truth
Is finally out
Perhaps it’s time
I move on
And forget
The things you did
It most likely wouldn’t
Take me long
To find reasons
To forgive
But there’s still a hold
On my heart
That stops me picking
Up the phone
A feeling I’ve had
From the start
Something I
Have always known
That’s even if
I was forthcoming
I’d get fuck all
In return
So, for now
I’ll just say nothing
While the fires
Around you burn
I know we’re not together
He said
And we never will be again
But I still care for you
He said
And want us to be friends
I wish we could go back
She said
To before you went away
But I can’t just forgive or forget
She said
You hurt me too much that day
After all
The heartache
And the pain
You put me through
I don’t just need
To forgive you
But I want to forget you
Too
I just couldn’t say
Sorry back then
Though I’m ready
To say it now
My only wish
Is that you weren’t
Such a bitch
Who will act
All holier-than-thou
I’ll never be
The bigger person
I won’t take
The higher moral ground
As I know for a fact
Any contrition is an act
And so my rationale is sound
Not Then / Not Now / Not Ever
What will we do when this feud ends?
Just sit around and all be friends?
Forget the hatred and bile that’s been spilled,
And hope our relationships we can rebuild?
Well it’s not for me,
You can count me out.
Of that there can be absolutely no doubt.
Because I will hold onto this grudge forever.
And I want nothing to do with you whatsoever.
(Originally Posted 04.02.2020)
If we speak to them
With smiles on our faces
There’s no chance we’ll get back
Into their good graces
We need to show them
Our regrets are huge
Even if that’s only
Half of the truth
Remorse
As we
return
to face
the music
Remember,
this is
no time
for hubris
(Originally Posted 31.01.2020)
You will do it
Again one day
Hurt someone else
In the same way
And when you do
I’ll be there to say
You deserve to hang
Without delay
Criminal
We all
do bad
things
sometimes
Yet not
everyone
is made
to pay
But while
you will
never
admit your
crimes
Just know
the truth
will out
one day
(Originally Posted 06.11.2019)
I have never spoken
About that night
As to betray him
Would be be unfair
He only hit on me
Because he was ill, you see,
And his ability to judge
Impaired
Indiscretion
It was
what
it was
And
whilst
we
had
fun
Now
it is
what
it is
The
guilt
has
begun
(Originally Posted 01.10.2019)
It wouldn’t matter if you said sorry
Or tried hard to make amends
For we may always be
Family
But we’ll never again be friends
The Call That Never Comes (Not That I’d Answer If It Did)
I’m
sorry
for
what
I did
I’m
sorry
for
what
I said
I’ve
been
an
utter
arsehole
Given
that
he
is
dead
(Originally Posted 27.06.2020)
People mean well
I tell myself
They are mostly just trying their best
It’s not their fault
If they sometimes fall short
So I should give the hostility a rest
Interaction
Give
me a
thumbs
up
And
I’ll
give
you
two
All
whilst
silently
Whispering
fuck
you
(Originally Posted 02.06.2020)
I tried to forgive you
Once
But I didn’t quite succeed
So I tried to forget you
Twice
But I would never be freed
Promises
I promise myself
never again
every time
and every time
I believe it.
But the truth is
forgetting you is
a promise
I am powerless
to keep.
(Originally Posted 27.04.2019)
I know you don’t
Want to live with me
But I hope one day
You can forgive me
For all that I
Have done and said
Since the day we met
And after we wed
Love Or Hate
It’s
hard
to
know
which
is
which
When
you
can
be
such
a
bitch
(Originally Posted 23.04.2020)
I hope you’re OK
I honestly do
Just don’t think
I am happy for you
Life would have been so different
Had you never moved away
We could still be together now
Enjoying every day
But that’s not what happened, is it?
When you fucked off and left
Saying that you needed more
Couldn’t stand to feel oppressed
Well I’m glad things worked out for you
That all your stars aligned
But what I cannot ever forgive
Is that you left me behind
If you could find a way to forgive me
She said
Perhaps that’s where we could start
As I honestly never meant
She said
To be so careless with your heart
I know
That you’re sorry
You’ve told me
A thousand times
It’s just
I don’t believe
That you regret
Your crimes
Soon our saviour will return
To wash my sins away
So until that time
My only crime
Will be to sit around and pray
You can bleat on
As much as you like
About how I should
Forget and forgive
But you know
As well as I do
That’ll never happen
As long as we both shall live
Forgive and forget
That’s what they say
Be the bigger person
Just walk away
Well I must be cut
From a different cloth
For I’ll never tire
Of unleashing my wroth
You only get one chance with me
And you blew it good and proper
Now it’s not about forgiveness
It’s all about my honour
I have no interest in going back
Or to stroll down memory lane
I just want this war to end
And to move on from all this pain
You were the light
To my shade
The sunshine
To my rain
That is why
I can’t forgive you
For causing me
All this pain
I hate it
When you look at me
For all I see
Is pain
But what hurts more
Is I can’t be sure
I won’t fuck it up
Again
Whoever
told
me to
forgive
you was
wrong
There’s
no way
we can
ever
get
along
For
you
are
just a
loathsome
swine
Who’s
not worth
another
second
of my
time
I
won’t
forgive
And I
can’t
forget
You
maybe
can
But
I’m not
there yet
It
seems
like
you
have
disappeared
And
there’s
nothing
I can
do
For
you’ve
left
me
heart
broken
And I
will
never
forgive
you
I
remember
what you
would say
To
hurt
and to
annoy
But I
always
forgave
you
In
the
end
For you
were just
a little
boy
How long
can you
go on
writing
When
your only
inspiration
is spite?
And now
you’ve had
to start
forgiving
So that
you can
sleep
at night
Who knows
when our
time will
comeBut I fear
it’s not
just yetFor you
have to
forgive
yourselfAnd I
have to
forget
You
pulled
me into
your
orbit
And
then you
promptly
jumped ship
I will
never
forgive
you for
that
You
fucking
piece
of shit
We all
do bad
things
sometimesYet not
everyone
is made
to payBut while
you’ll never
admit your
crimesJust know
the truth
will out
one day
You can request
my friendship
all you likeBut it’ll
never be
acceptedYou can send,
send and
send it againBut it’ll
always be
rejected
So I’m good enough
to speak to today?
Now all your friends
have gone away?
Well I’ll hold my tongue
and try to be nice.
But you’ll find my lenience
will come at a price.