Looking through old photos
It’s only now I’m struck
By how much your eyes
Betray your lies
And your smile is fake as fuck
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
Looking through old photos
It’s only now I’m struck
By how much your eyes
Betray your lies
And your smile is fake as fuck
I’m glad you’ve had
A good few days
I’m glad they were
‘The best’
I am also glad
You were nowhere near me
For that alone
I am blessed
Is that it now
He said
Have the bells rung out?
I cannot eat another sprout
Oh shut your face
She said
All you’ve done is moan
You’ll be spending next year
On your fucking own
If
I could
do it
over
againI
would
change
everythingI’d
be who
I always
wanted
to beAnd
I would
be the
king
Having to
grow up
happens
Whether
you care
for it
or not
And
I do
not
fucking
like it
I do
not
like it
one jot!
In
order
to keep
what is
rightfully
mine
There’s
no other
choice
but to
retire
online
Shall
we
run
away
She
said
To
where
we can
both
be free?
You
don’t
have
to ask
me twice
He
said
I’ll
go fetch
the car
key
Keep
hold
of
those
who
love
you
And
fuck
the
ones
that
don’t
They’ll
be the
ones
who
burn
in
hell
And
you’ll
be the
one
that
won’t
Can
we go
for a
walk?
No
pressure
or
anything
But I
just
want
to
talk
About
you
About
me
And
about
what
we’ll
do
Once
we
are
free
I’m so
happy
I got
out of
there
As my
mind
was
going
fuck
knows
where
At
least
now
a smile
I can
wear
Whilst
I walk
around
without
a care
Never
before
have I
been so
trappedIn
such
a rigid
dichotomyBetween
being so
physically
restrainedYet
emotionally
feeling
so free
You don’t
have to
prove
anything
He said
Least
of all
to me
But I
need to
prove it
to myself
She said
Otherwise
I’ll never
be free
When
I was
younger
I
longed
to be
free
But
now I
am older
It’s not
all it’s
cracked
up to be
Nobody knows
that pain
more than meIf only there
was a way to
make you seeIf you could
just set
yourself freeHow much
happier
you would be
Everything
changed
when I
walked out
of thereThe feel of
the breeze
and the
warmth
of the airFor once
in my life
I just
stopped
fightingAnd I
suddenly
found life
much more
inviting
I only want
what’s best
for you,
he said,
even if it’s
not what’s
best for meI just
want this
to end,
she said,
I simply
want to
be free