‘Oh it gets dark, it gets lonely
On the other side from you…’
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
‘Oh it gets dark, it gets lonely
On the other side from you…’
‘Dry your eyes, mate’
‘All charming people, I fancy, are spoiled.
It is the secret of their attraction.’
– Oscar Wilde
‘I journey through the desert of the mind
With no hope…’
‘Buddy, I’m still alive…’
‘Thank God I found the good in goodbye…’
Down a shot
Smoke a blunt
Either way
You’re still a cunt
Here’s hoping
I don’t get drunk tonight
And tell you
What I really think
‘Standing in the door of the Pink Flamingo
Crying in the rain…’
“My philosophy is: It’s none of my business what people say of me and think of me. I am what I am and I do what I do. I expect nothing and accept everything. And it makes life so much easier.”
– Sir Anthony Hopkins
‘And I’m wasted all the time
I’ve gotta drink you right off of my mind…’
‘A man can tell a thousand lies
I’ve learned my lesson well…’
‘All relationships are emptying and temporary…’
‘… I have of late—but wherefore I know not—lost all my mirth, forgone all custom of exercises, and indeed it goes so heavily with my disposition that this goodly frame, the earth, seems to me a sterile promontory; this most excellent canopy, the air—look you, this brave o’erhanging firmament, this majestical roof fretted with golden fire—why, it appears no other thing to me than a foul and pestilent congregation of vapors. What a piece of work is a man! How noble in reason, how infinite in faculty! In form and moving how express and admirable! In action how like an angel, in apprehension how like a god! The beauty of the world. The paragon of animals. And yet, to me, what is this quintessence of dust? Man delights not me. No, nor woman neither…’
Hamlet: Act II, Scene II
(or Withnail – your choice)
‘Libraries gave us power
Then work came and made us free’
‘Oh, do you believe in love there…’
‘I hate people when they’re not polite…’
‘The freedom that you wanted back
Is yours for good, I hope you’re glad’
‘Feel sick and dirty,
More dead than alive…’
‘You give me miles and miles of mountains
And I’ll ask for the sea…’
If only this was a movie
One where the good guy wins
I wouldn’t be sitting here, alone,
Knocking back the gins
Why think about what hurt you
When you can drink about it
Instead
‘Hold me in your arms…
I wanna be your only possession’
‘And if all this world’s a cake
Then you took too big a slice’
‘Cause on you my tattoo will be bleeding
and the name will stain…‘
‘Now that I know that I’m breaking to pieces
I’ll pull out my heart and I’ll feed it to anyone’
‘More than this
You know there’s nothing…’
‘Whatever I do to make it real
It’s never enough…’
‘Hope my body gets better
Do I mean my body or my mind…’
‘If you walk out on me
I’m walking after you’
I play them too often nowadays
Just to feel the pain
It’s better then feeling nothing
Again and again and again…
‘So you can wipe off that grin
I know where you’ve been
It’s all been a pack of lies…’
‘Let your feelings slip boy
But never your mask boy’
‘You’re the shit and I’m knee deep in it…’
Love is patient
Love is kind
Love is a pain
In the proverbial behind
‘Say the things we used to say
And make the world go away…’
Happy
Happy
Happy
Sad
Sad
Sad
Happy
Sad
Happy
Sad
Happy
Happy
Happy
Sad
Sad
Sad
(Originally Posted 15.06.2019)
The darker nights
Are drawing in,
Not least those
In my heart.
I should stop
Drinking bathtub gin,
Now that would
Be a start.
(Originally Posted 09.04.2019)
Poor
mePoor
mePour me
anotherI don’t
want to
go home(Originally Posted 10.05.2019)
Life is a struggle
She said
And after that you die
I couldn’t agree more
He said
So let’s get fucking high
Hi,
Sorry I’m late.
I didn’t want to come
And I already want to go home.
Where’s the booze..?
(Originally Posted 19.04.2019)
‘Stop dreaming of the quiet life
’cause it’s the one we’ll never know…’
‘How many times I’ve saved myself…’
‘Now you’ve got the best of me,
Come on and take the rest of me,
Oh baby…’
‘I know…
You were…
Way too bright for me’
‘We are far too young and clever…’
‘What am I now?
What am I now?
What if I’m someone I don’t want around..?’
‘Have we enough to keep it together?
Or do we just keep on pretending,
And hope our luck is never ending…’
‘When you say it’s gonna happen now
Well when exactly do you mean?
See I’ve already waited too long
And all my hope is gone…’
‘It’s a miracle I even made it this far…’
‘Hold Me Like This For A Hundred Thousand Million Days…’
One can
Two cans
Three cans
Four
Perhaps
I should eat
Before
I drink
Any more
When
the
wine
is in
The
wit
is
out
And
it’s a
good
job
To
be
honest
As
what
else
Would
we talk
about?
Music
playsAs
I lieIn
a hazeOn
our bedWithout
you
‘….So drink, drink, drink and be ill tonight…’
Morrissey
Drinking again.
Most likely until I’m sick.
You’d have thought,
By now,
That I’d had enough of this.
I want
nothing
more
Than
to be
alone
With a
bottle
of booze
Sitting
in my
own home
With the
lights
down low
Listening to
my favorite
songs
Remembering
my
rights
And
justifying
my wrongs
What was I saying?
What was I..?
Ach, don’t mind me,
I’m drunk.
*Hic*.
Well I
guess
there’s
nothing
else for it
Three hours
left wading
through
this
bullshit
Perhaps I
should
hand in
my notice
and quit
At least
then that
would be
the end
of it