If it had
To be anyone
Then it definitely
Wouldn’t be you
I’ve got enough left
Of my self respect
To avoid the crap
Men like you spew
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
If it had
To be anyone
Then it definitely
Wouldn’t be you
I’ve got enough left
Of my self respect
To avoid the crap
Men like you spew
The problem
With hiding
Is finding
Myself
To be honest
I always knew
Psychopathy
Was your main trait
It’s just a shame
That I played your game
Losing out
When it was too late
Psychopathic
Looking through old photos
It’s only now I’m struck
By how much your eyes
Betray your lies
And your smile is fake as fuck
(Originally Posted 29.12.2020)
You ignored me for
That whole weekend
Never once looking me
In the eye
As you were so set on
Being their number one
You pretended not
To realise
But I knew full well
What you were doing
As that wasn’t
The only time
You’d been playing those games
For your own gain
Since you first planned
My demise
So I waited
And I watched
And sure enough
You came simpering back
So then I knew
All I had to do
Was to launch
My final attack
Good Enough
So I’m good enough
to speak to today?
Now all your friends
have gone away?
Well I’ll hold my tongue
and try to be nice.
But you’ll find my lenience
comes at a price.
(Originally Posted 07.08.2019)
Wine me
Dine me
Never let me go
Tie me
Bind me
I’ll never tell a soul
I’m arrogant and self obsessed
She said
And that will never change
Then I’ll be blessed to see
He said
If you can be re-trained
You were responsible
For your actions
Just like I was
For mine
It’s just a shame
You tried shifting the blame
And couldn’t play nicely
At the time
Let’s just stop being coy
And jump right into bed
For in there we can both enjoy
A very different game instead
The more I try to join in
The more it seems
Love is a game
No one taught me
How to play(Originally Posted 01.06.2019)
How
much
longer
will this
take?
How
many
choices
must I
make?
Before
I finally
get
what
I want
And you
stop
being
such a
cunt
I’ll never be
who you want
me to beSo you’ll
just have
to accept itPlease stop
trying to
change meOr you’ll
just end up
rejected
It’s easy
for you to
pretend
nothing
is wrong
But
there’s
no way I
can
do it
Not after
all the
water that’s
gone under
the bridge
And how,
head first,
you
pushed
me in it
I’m still
nowhere
near the
same she
said
Something
inside me has
permanently
changed
I can no
longer
play
your game
she said
Unless a
new life
can be
arranged
Please,
ignore
me
more and
more
each day.
For you’ll
only
push me
further
away.
Please,
glower
at me
more and
more
each week.
For
I won’t
always turn
the other
cheek.
Please,
isolate me
more and
more
as time
goes on.
For we’ll
see who is
victorious,
when all is
said and done.