I don’t need
To don a costume
Or paint my face
With vampiric
Ghoulishness
I’ve already spent
The year
As the epitome
Of drear
So there’s no need
For today’s foolishness
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
I don’t need
To don a costume
Or paint my face
With vampiric
Ghoulishness
I’ve already spent
The year
As the epitome
Of drear
So there’s no need
For today’s foolishness
Far more terrifying
Than any soul left behind
Are the ghouls camped out permanently
In the corners of my mind
I already miss you
She said
And you haven’t even left
Xxx
Haunt my dreams,
If you dare.
Just be aware
I may kill you,
While we sleep.
(Originally Posted 24.04.2019)
Wide
awake
night
after
night
screaming
at the
ghostly
twilight
trying
with all
of my
might
to summon
the courage
to continue
the fight
Abandon
hope
all ye
who enter
here
But why,
Captain,
there’s
nothing
to fear
Give
it time
for they
will
come
And I
can’t save
you from the
impending
scrum
I reach
for your hand,
but it’s not there,
and further into
the abyss
I fall.
I search
for your face,
but no one cares,
and it’s like you
were never here
at all.
Does it make me crazy,
if I turn and talk to you anyway?Does it make me insane,
if I see you when you’re not there?Does it make me nuts,
if I know you’re always with me?Does it make me mad,
if I still care?
The ghosts that haunt my every day
Will plague my future too
I do not know if I can stay
As I’m fucked here without you