Believing

How I remember

Feeling this way

That nothing again

Would be OK

But now I’ve got

Some feeling back

I see a glimmer of hope

Through the crack

Grieving

Are you
sure it’s
gone

He
said

What
about
love

Compassion?

Make
no
mistake

She
said

I’ve
lost
it all

Her
face,
as it was,
ashen

(Originally Posted 18.02.2020)

18/02/2023 0

A King Sized Longing

Lying in bed

Late at night

I turn over

With a sigh

I reach out

With my hand

But it’s empty

Where you’d lie

Xxx

31/05/2021 13

Left Guessing

Time moves on

Yet I’m stood still

Fading away

Losing the will

As each second

Passes me by

I can’t forget

Or stop asking why

19/01/2021 14

Sleeping Around

Try
as I
may

With
all
of my
might

I
have
no
idea

Where
I’ll
sleep
tonight

14/07/2020 9

Atonement

I
won’t
forgive

And I
can’t
forget

You
maybe
can

But
I’m not
there yet

06/04/2020 15

Postponing The Inevitable

If time
isn’t on
our side

Then
what the
fuck is?

If it’s
all out
of our
hands

Then
what’s
the point
in this?

02/04/2020 13

Grieving

Are you
sure it’s
gone?

What
about
love?

He
asked

Compassion?

Make
no
mistake

I’ve
lost
it all

She
replied

Her
face,
ashen

18/02/2020 0

Tittle Tattle

It’s
not
that
I’ve
started
to talk

It’s
more
that
you’ve
never
listened

11/02/2020 17

Soul Bar(e)ing

I
mourn
the loss
of us

More
than
the loss
of you

23/01/2020 17

Pointless Resolutions

Well,
that’s
another
year
nearly
over

And
what
have
I
done?

Nothing
but
prepare
for
another
year
of
misery

Just
like
the
last
one

31/12/2019 14

Wondering Late At Night

Would I
have made
a different
choice

If I had
never
heard
your
voice?

Would I
live in a
different
place

If I had
never
seen
your
face?

Would your
death have
hurt me
this much

If I had
never
felt
your
touch?

30/12/2019 13

(The Ghost Of) Christmas Past

I hope
you have
a nice day

Please enjoy
it while
you can

For soon
you’ll lose
everything

In a way you
could never
understand

25/12/2019 8

Regime #7

I think
these pills
have
stopped
working

They
have
become
just a
token

For
they no
longer
take away
the hurting

From a
heart
that is
already
broken

23/12/2019 11

Identity Crisis

In
some
ways
losing
myself
has
been
harder
than
losing
you

22/12/2019 8

Name That Tune

People play
those songs

With no notion
of this pain

No idea that
when I hear them

My heart bleeds
for you again

18/12/2019 8

Afterlife

You still
rescue
me in so
many ways

Even
from
beyond
the grave

15/12/2019 4

Helpless

This grief
is all
consuming

Who knows
when it
will end

As not only
have I lost
my lover

I have
lost my
best friend

11/12/2019 16

Gone For Good

What is broken

Cannot be replaced

For our footsteps

Can never be retraced

10/12/2019 3

Nothing Left

I
loved
you

And
you
loved
me

Now
my
penance

Is to
never
be
free

To
love
again

08/12/2019 4

Buried

No one
ever
loved me
like you

And now
I’ve lost
it all

So with
no one
left to
turn to

Towards
the hole
I crawl

07/12/2019 6

Bleeding

It feels
like I’ve
been robbed

Of the
only love
in my life

This pain
runs deep,
she sobbed,

As it cuts
through me
like a knife

05/12/2019 8

Thank You

I never
would
have
pulled
through

If I
didn’t
have
you to
turn to

For
all my
bullshit
you cut
through

And
showed
me a love
that’s
true

04/12/2019 4

Sunset

I’m glad I came here today,

There’s nowhere else I’d want to be.

I’m glad we travelled all this way,

Just you and me.

Xxx

01/12/2019 2

To The Minute

There’s nothing
else to do

There’s nothing
else to say

For my love was
lost to me forever

One year
ago today

Xxx

01/12/2019 14

Somewhere Out There

I’m sure
your star
shines
brightly,

Up
there
in the
sky.

I
search
for it
nightly,

But it
always
passes
me by.

29/11/2019 5

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